Grow your sun

 During meditation

it was shown 

that you are like a bubble of attention 

at the base of spine

You receive the 'sucking pull' 

from the top of spine

while you are at its base

Most people 

receive this power 

and scatter it around

ie that's what your attention does

hobbies etc.

If you want the liberation

only 1 out of the many 

will keep attention inside

and let be sucked by the top 

ie Ascend.

Energy is gold

that is your ticket to ascension

so be STILL and let it suck you up.

Do not use energy horizontally on side 'stuff'.

...

Next day, 

It was said 

'you are like a sun 

which size grows every day

layer by layer

each layer has at atomic level 

open 'arms' like a Y

where the atoms come and fix themselves on it

this completes one layer 

between the Y arms is where the light rests

and if all the Ys are full

a perfect layer of light is created

it is how your soul, sun grows

You are indeed a STAR

SUN 

aim at 10,000 sun light.

Shine like a Star, like a diamond

 In dream 

I was told in 20 years 

the human race will disappear

and prior to that the pregnancy will be highly monitored

under scrutiny

Anxious.

I do not like these comms.

Spirit said

now that was heard

It can change it

In truth 

everything is potential as scenarios

We only dream of where 

we are heading as most potential scenarios

Truth is 

Flux is unity

spot light/scenario is a zoom of one version 

where there is separation between scenario 1, 2, 3

Often I am reminded

Even if x, y, z die 

once underground

x, y, z  do not exist.

Because they never existed

Only spirit exist

the personae was merely mental construct

Though I understand 

that thoughtless awareness is only way out

as it is only truth 

the emerging scenarios in the thought realms 

are so catastrophic

that I can t help but remember 

the ayah in quran

"He will raise people

who will love Him and He will love them

lowly before believers and harsh against disbelievers"

i.e. 

Love only exist in Spirit 

where the believers are tied to Truth/Reality 

and Reality mirror them back this Truth

That is Power.

All else, is thought form, fake.

And fiercely you know it

as Certainty.

When so, 

you are this new creation.

DNA is the one that changes you

either to a new creation of light

or down spiral you as in surah ASR

As shri mataji said in her 1981 talk

The difference between a self realised and a non realised

is same gap between human and animal

This is the metaphor 

either you follow your raw animalistic nature

and are judged by it

Beast, anti 'Kryst'

or

you refine, alchemize it 

and become a crystal/Diamond

ie go through pain and let it go 

till you become light

shining like a star or like 10,000 Suns

potential is yours

illimited.

Quan Yin appeared - Post in her Honor

 Quan Yin

''you are Quan Yin, you are Shakti'

I was thinking about the energy of the name Quan Yin

and thought so graceful.

And then spirit said that she popped on my shield

still on a lotus.

This surprised me

that is how power of the inner recall is

You just feel the energy, 

and the actual energy connection happens

So she is meditating on a lotus

It was said that it did not want to disturb her

in her meditation, not to get punished.

I found it cute

In truth, the Ascended masters and the Shakti 

are all your helpers

we just need to trust that what we feel is the actual light around us of theirs

We take for granted the sight

what about the feeling? They are more real as. connection.

She said, tell her

"There is no hope. 

The only hope is in the spirit".

The first sentence gives you a shock

the second certainty

Shock to get read of thought forms of hope

Certainty in Thoughtless Awareness is mark of spirit

and as a Mahayogi said to me 

" There is between thought form and the Absolute

a space, where you project your wish, that is called magic"

Which once a sahaj yogi heard about it

and got afraid that I do 'magic' lol

Victim mentality of leveraging ignorance to manipulate others

by being ignorant of his own nature. 

Sahaj yogi have a long way to go.

We all do magic

consciously or unconsciously

Self mastery is the difference between you and the ignorants (of the Self).

Despite the vibrations, spirit is unknown to them as their true nature.

Even after 30 years still sucking mother's breast.

When will you honour your mother?

By growing into the Spirit.

SAT CHIT ANAND

Once you become the spirit within

it doesn't matter if you purify yourself or not

because you are already fully identified to the spirit

in the thoughtless awareness

You don't need to be on path of purification

it stops purification.

Once enlightenment 

you are that already

You purify to achieve enlightenment

once achieved it is over

you stay in pure awareness SAT CHIT ANAND

Lashing out

 

Lashing out to the yogis

means that you are separate on that subject frpù the spirit within

therefore you have something to protect 

hence the antagonism

Unless ground work was done before

On the spot it is already too late to self correct

So you can only see it later on 

and intend to purify it

By observing the point of the matter

and let it dissolve.

So use the antagonism 

as a mirror to know 

what you need to let go.

Update on the cycles

The idea of the cycles 

is to do them after you raise your energy.

Then, you imagine the body empty and you 

fill it with the vibrations. 

You empty the body from inside out 

as you are not the body

Then you fill it with the vibrations/white light

from the top of head down to belly 

it is called the micro cosmic circuit in taoism/

And from the bottom of the feet to top of head 

macro cosmic circuit. 

This helps to balance the whole energy 

uniform way.

This is the path of enlightenment.

Keep your practice

Everything is energy, and that energy affects your mood, but if you witness it, i.e. observe your thoughts and actions, you will realise that sadness is also fake. i.e. not you, not your true nature. Only peace is your true nature.

So do the protocols to rise your energy, then put your attention on top of head. And note your sensations, even emotions arising such as pain and sadness. Just observe them.  

Why it works? Because your attention gets enlighten and like a laser it will cleanse you from your sadness. This is true alchemy. Your pain is a huge leverage to be transformed to something equally joyful. That's the truth.

Sitting meditation vs walking meditation.

The former helps to stabilise attention and let energy sips in, ie opening more petals.

The latter helps to stabilise attention IN movement. That is real life. 

You need both.

The walking helps to calm mind quicker. The sitting to settle in.

The cycles (hands on belly, heart, throat, forehead and massage of fontanelle) is NOT shri mataji protocole. It is so:

- hands on belly : I am perfectly ok

(leave space between hands and belly and focus on that area)

- Hands in prayer position, namaste position near heart level : Because I am the Pure Spirit Within

- Hand on forehead therefore I forgive everything, everyone

-Massage fontanelle : Power of Pure Love please purify me.

This is one cycle. 

Always put attention where your hands are. 

This will helps you burn more blockages and you will feel hands burning even more, or even sleepy, as angnya would be purifying.

Keep learning, keep growing.

Only ig you keep purifying.

Kiss