Thursday 31 October 2013

Tea pot


gazing at my tea pot
i was really feeling relaxed

at least a warm tea pot
let itself being gazed at
and it does not make a fuss

the tea is from the earth
and you are also made from the earth
won't it be strange that earth elements can't be in harmony?

yet, human beings who are also made from the earth
and  having the extra advantage of being of the same specie
are really the most difficult to be with.

guess a human being is more challenging than a tea pot;)


i think it is the secret
letting being gazed at
to adopt a respectful and open attitude
in watching or being watched
is two way

the one who observe is usually easily shaken
by the object of his observation
who has the free will of choosing of not being gazed at

for all the transformative power is in the gaze
in the observation
in YOUR attention

what has the earth more than you
that makes it successful?

vegetation are in the seed already
they grow to manifest their potential
they are yet without any shield
and exposed to all kinds of hectic weather

and yet they flourish...

how come?

the difference with man
is that they let themselves be
whatever happen
they keep in touch with their inner state of nature

the human being can't stay in rest
he has always to DO something
thus he lets no time to the power of earth in his body to work
he will spring from one conclusion to another
getting more and more far away from his body related sensations
and will be carried away by his mentalized way

while Life remains in Meditation
because It knows how to BE

while man only knows how to become, do etc. except to be.
because he does not know that he already IS in the seed.


"Be or not to be, that is the question" - such a timely and clever question,
isn't it? ;)
actually that is what is at stake.

goal of meditation is to reconcile (unify ourselves within) with our self
and not to constrain ourselves to live in such or such state
we have nothing to DO
but only to make ROOM (give all chance) to the manifestation plane,

like the Earth
it let itself Be
and then you see the different levels of manifestation from seed to fruits and so on.

but the human being has not even realised that he is a seed
even less understood that there is cultivation
needed for fruits to be born

so this is why he can't let himself BE
he always has to DO something
yet the doing is just based on reaction
and this reaction is like each time putting a stop
to an inner grow of a seed planted in the earth

like when we bring a counter to zero
each time it tries to run.

normally, all that is needed
is the desire to discover and feel the NATURAL changes
that takes place within us.
AS THEY TAKE PLACE
for a seed in the earth
till it becomes a fruit

we just need to make room for it.

actually, we just need to treat our body
as the Earth treats its own vegetation
LET IT BE.
so that we might see how it naturally PRODUCES FRUITS
or MIRACULOUSLY produce fruits
why does it seem a miracle?

because it is a miracle when
we have made the right choice
by trading our long earned way of dealing with life
with a new way of living

THIS IS MIRACULOUS
because rarely people do that

and its NATURAL AND LOGIC consequence IS
that it bears FRUITS
and as it is a new level of manifestation
different than the one people are used to

for they are used to witness their seed
which becomes dust
and their attention goes on another seed
and again dust

FOR ONCE
they could see their seed becoming a fruit
and THAT is miraculous!

so this Success/fruits etc.
will come NATURALLY

so don't seek for it
don't expect it
don't look for it

for it ALREADY IS IN YOU
AS IT IS IN THE EARTH

you just have to change your old inherited attitude
"for it (success) will happen naturally
because it is only the consequence of your "renunciation to control everything"

just remain naturally present to yourself 
just with an Attention FREE from all grasping/acquisition."

- from The Art to transform your life by Bruno Lallement.

Tuesday 29 October 2013

Daily advice to myself

I found another one, written in February 2010

this was a daily advice that i used to give to myself :
..........

two things to remember daily

listen to heart
the silence behind every word
you listen before you be able to speak when young , same apply for my whole life


second,
love is not love which alters when it alteration finds

finally


how much can you see this world/reality/history/centuries gone by being independent
from The Origin,

rumi :
its movement is linked to the origin as much as the flying arrow (movement) is linked to the
archer impulse/bow.
all past, present and future are gathered here in one place.

2010

thoughts

this life purpose is not to marry or to find happiness in and around
all of this we could have had them by staying where we were, i.e. by God

but what is here and not there, is precisely our quest for God.
we ascend to Him, the soul.


so sole and unique goal purpose of life is God.

......


these are thoughts that i had written on a piece of paper
as i was doing some cleaning i find it
written in 2010

it make me smile,
i used to write in all blindness but with conviction
and now that i have a little of light
i can see it is only the accumulation of such small efforts
that gave room for Grace to descend upon.

otherwise,
i would have forgotten that Grace exist
and most importantly
is ready to descend upon us

we just need to make room for it.
 




Sunday 27 October 2013

My best experience of God

i read today something like that :
"it is neither in religion, nor in thoughts, but in experience that you find God'

on the spot i wondered what it means.

then, at a critical moment, today,
when under pressure,
it is always at those moments that we seek for an open door,
i realised

that neither thoughts, nor religion helped me
when i had come to a dead end

it is when you face a cul de sac
that you realise there is no solution
except in the Grace of the Experience which gives you all the peace and joy and love you wish for
and that is the REAL experience of God

for you experience it with your life
and your life testifies that there was no other solution
for its happiness,
for its lasting happiness

i have tried religion deep down,
till i was sick to death
and i tried all thoughts i could
as deeply as possible

yet, none of them
have been so helpful,
soothing,
healing,
comforting,
relieving,
loving
and peaceful
as you are

you are my best experience
of Love, and happiness
this is why i can never let go of you

you are my best experience of God.

and i love you
with all of my heart, mind, soul
and strength.
Ameen.

Tuesday 22 October 2013

True Healing

AGAIN BEAUTIFUL : "LEARN TO WATCH YOUR SENSATIONS AND BE FREE"

so again, it is ALL about where your attention IS.
if your attention is on such and such outer layer, you are stuck on it, and cannot heal the ROOT of it all.

but let's say, if you were to be localised within the CORE of your being,
from the SUBTLER of the SUBTLE
and THERE, from this Place of Grace, you could FEEL the VIBRATIONS of that PLACE,
wouldn't you be happy? for it means your UPPER LEVELS (individual and subsconscious ones) would be HEALED!

this is WHY our ONLY savior is our SELF, when we put our attention on the VIBES that we are feeling, these very VIBES which are the MANIFESTATION of the HOLY SPIRIT , we are healing ourselves and all outer levels FROM the CORE of our being!(and no more from a limited place, be it the invididual or the mass consciousness we belong to...)

...................

Consciousness is layered: The outer, more superficial layer is the individual layer.  This layer contains the "individual" identity, which is constantly changing according to the beliefs and requirements of the time.  This is the layer that the ego therapists work.

In the individual layer I may not be a racist, but if you go deeper, into the collective, or archetypal layer, there you will find the preduces of your race your family, your religion.  They beliefs held collectively by your "tribe".  This is the layer where the Jungians and the hypnotherapists work.

The deepest layer, the cosmic layer, is where I work, where I am directing your attention. For the work in any one layer effects the layers above, but not below.  To work in the deepest, the cosmic layer, you can bypass the tedious work getting through the previous layers, and start to work on the very heart of the matter.  You clear the cosmic layer, and the dysfunction of the other layers dissolves as well.

Each layer contains a part of your "narrative", your ego story, your ego drama.  To focus on the roots of the whole problem, to dissolve the source of the madness, all the madness on all the layers dissolves.

Learn to watch the sensations and be free.

source :
http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/consciousness-is-layered-outer-more.html#links

God realised or God unrealised

Again,
very beautifully summed up :

.........


You are all Gods.  You can be nothing other than God, because it is all one God.
Asleep you are God unrealized.
Awake you are God realized.
That is why awakened ones are referred to as realized.  The have realized their true self.  They are self-realized. 

source :  http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/you-are-all-gods.html#links

Feeling : an inner work

In this following post,
the author tells that the FEELINGS are the map of inner healing :
This is WHY when you FEEL pain, you stop dead lol, and you meditate and PUT your ATTENTION on your vibes, for the vibes once FELT, put you in DIRECT touch with the Divine Grace of INNER PURIFICATION.

..............

Facts, the foundation of science, are for exploring the outer world.  Feelings are for the exploration of the inner world.  You cannot travel inwards, you cannot spiral towards the center, you cannot defeat satan if you cannot feel.

Hence the importance of the soul, for feeling is her very means of perception.  Without her you cannot navigate the ego labyrinth and find your way home.  Stop protecting and caring for the hurt, the sorrow, but rather focus your attention on the one feeling the pain: your very own soul.

Remember: if you don't take care of your soul nobody else will, nobody else can.  If you don't take care of your soul you will never feel taken care of.  If you don't take care of your soul you will never know love.

Feelings are the facts of the inner world.  Facts are of the objective reality, feelings are of the subjective reality.  In objective reality feelings are discounted, it is the facts that matter.  In subjective reality the opposite is the case.  Feelings are what define reality, not facts.

For instance, the Garden of Eden exists in the subjective reality, and can be known by anyone interested in finding it.  However, it does not exist in objective reality, nor did it ever.  It is not an objective, but a subjective "fact".

Science should butt out of religion.  It simply adds to the confusion.  Religion, likewise, should attend to God and the inner world.  Their meddling in the affairs of mammon has caused great harm to America and the children of God.  But hell, who has time for the kids when there's a holy war raging.  Again.


source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/facts-foundation-of-science-are-for.html#links

Light (of Soul) and Ego

Very beautiful description of Her, the Light of the soul,
and good link has been made with what "ego" is,

as we often hear, ego is an illusion,
and here it is shown HOW this very illusion "exists"
it is because of the Light which has been MISUSED

and i like that it has been POINTED OUT :
that we "victimize" ourselves to find help or compassion around,
while it is all the more a treachery,
TRUE state is the one that has always been, is and will be,

YOUR VERY OWN LIGHT

..............

The ego is the fallen state of God.

The ego transforms the perfect love of the human soul into pain and darkness, creating the victim.  So, instead of living with a soul, and her love, you live in a victim and her dark depressions.  Remove the pain and your soul is revealed, perfect as the moment she was created.  Restored to her throne.

The ego transforms the perfect trust of your spirit into fear, creating a coward.  So instead of enjoying the lightness and spontaneity of your spirit, you have a coward, crippled and trembling in panic attacks.  Remove the fear, the coward dissolves, and your perfect spirit is revealed.

The ego transforms the truth of your father God into anger, giving rise to the monster, otherwise known as the beast within.  Dissolve the anger and the monster disappears, revealing a very intelligent, creative, and sane father God. 

The treasure that you are awaits discovery but it requires work and committment.

That is the process of awakening: to leave the ego nightmare forever, embracing the truth you are: a living God of light. 

source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-ego-is-fallen-state-of-god_28.html#links 


another post is really good and its conclusion : SO BE HAPPY !


Every moment you are in sadness, pain, your soul light, your love, is being transformed into something dark, heavy, and projected into the environment.  You are polluting the ether, adding to the accumulation of darkness enveloping the planet.

The pain, and it's creation, the victim, have assumed a kind of sacredness.  Sensitive people seem to instinctively want to protect the victim.  The reason is simple; the pain is a veil surrounding the most delicate, sensitive, holy part of who you are: your soul.  It is not the victim who is sacred, but rather the one forced to wear the mask: the human soul.

When awake she pours love/light into the planet that nourishes everything it touches.  And she hurts no more.  


source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/every-moment-you-are-in-sadness-pain.html#links 


And about UNITY : 

The one God, or as they say in secular parlance; unity consciousness.  To have unity one must first have something to unify.  That is the journey: to reclaim your soul from the pain; to liberate your spirit from the fear, and to remove the blinding veil of anger to reveal the father God.   

source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-father-god-i-speak-of-is-part-of.html#links 

Sunday 20 October 2013

In praise of the Divine Spirit

In praise of the Divine Spirit

You showed me in vision that Joy is within me
it was like a Light of joy rising upwards
i could see her raising up in my body
and i could feel the joy
like i was a new being
a being of joy

and then, you appeared like by magic
from my dream into my daily Reality
you came into my life out of nowhere

you came and saw me
all of my past, my future and my present
you came into my Life like a witness
a witness of goodness

just because you are present
your presence transforms my life
that which was low becomes high
that which was sour becomes sweet

had you not existed
with the passing of time
my life would have become a burden
an unfortunate situation

you are the one who removes the burden off my chest
so that i can breathe
you are the one who removes the stones from my path
and smoothened it for me
you go before me
ready the path
so that i may walk

hours days and years
just for you to care for me
though i be your creation
i feel like You have been created for me
so much of service you are to me

in Quran, it has been said
if you are grateful and believe,
what God has to do in punishing you

with my life i testify,
that you care for me fully
so much that i am ashamed of my laziness
i wish i could be always in a state of meditation
and me too, one day i be of greater Service to you
that i be my BEST potential for your service
for i have NOT been created in vain
and if a mere seed can express ALL of its potential
by becoming a tree
me too, i want to express ALL of MY potential
in caring for others as you have cared for me.
then, i can die happy.

i wish always be with you here
and in the hereafter
there is no one else i want to be with
except with you

if i am still alive
it is thanks to you
these breathes i take in and out
they are not mine
but wholly yours

you know why?
because by now, i should have been gone
with my lot of breath
yet, i am still alive,
with a new breath
you have filled my life.
i don't know from whom i have borrowed this breath
but this breath is not mine
it is yours.




Tuesday 8 October 2013

Power Word of Silence

when you read a true spiritual experience
its beauty stems from the exact words used for the description of the detailed sensations
such as strength, love etc.

AND because they are POWER words
because their sustaining base is Silence

meaning that the person caught part of the Essence being reflected in ONE quality
and the Silence is the Room which is being made,
for the Emanation of the Essence to express itself freely

and we as the Observer or the Watcher
can in the Room made by the Silence
witness the Emanation of the Beauty of God
by observing a quality of His.

Saturday 5 October 2013

To The Divine Mother

The Power of Love is amazing
it makes fixed things moving so much
that where we could have taken a picture
everything whirls and changes as if it is a play
while it looked so solemn and serious!
and it is now very refreshing

the pic we could have taken before
where everything was so well set
could have been very aesthetic
but so boring!

I LOVED the Thai movie "My Name is Love" (2013)

And loved the song- dedicating it to the Love of God Within:

Only you who can make flowers blossom within a night
Only you, the most important element, help me has this success
Only you who makes love really beautiful
Only love, the only word helps me accept this truth
To let me know what true love is
To let me know that the truth of love is to give
For you, for you

Only you, the girl who can turn an evil become an angel
My love today is always much more than yesterday







To Know - It is ALL within you

From Movei Loser Lover 2010

meaning of song
"you are the first person I thought can understand me. you said i am weird, it is because you haven't been compatible with me yet, just want you to understand my feelings

just want you to know, deep in my heart, what i don't know.one step closer, use your heart to feel."

It is because the Divine is a Secret to be un-covered,
and so We as Divine, see more of Ourselves into the Other,
as a Mirror.

It is only through Life Experience,
that God within can be revealed.


As a friend told me,
there is nothing to be discovered with your mind,
but with your Heart,

Use Your Heart to discover The Whole Secret,
it is ALL WITHIN YOU.


"Did he smile [when  he lost/got not what he wanted]?
he smiled the first and second time at the failure, but not the third time.
this means he failed.
the two first times, he found something else to do.
the third time he is alone.

Where is he ? bring me there?
no.Everyone needs to know how to protect themselves,
and how to face failure
except if you feel failure is a mistake
then you can go and console him."

Very funny and deep movie.

Lol



Tuesday 1 October 2013

Unrolling of the leaf towards the sky - Desire and Attention



That feels like, envisioning a green leaf which opens slowly / unrolls
this is the essence of the leaf which is opening/revealing itself upwards
so it is being unwrapped
naturally
skywards

for there is no imbalance in the action of unrolling,
nor in its intensity of emitting a misplaced wish,
these two sides are in the human being and are its mark
it is just the actual natural power, in full balance
which is being unwrapped

and in the 'sky' is just this Attention that looks
this Attention has No memory
so it is in the Pure Witness state
of seeing the unrolling of the leaf

"Spirit is pure peace and vibes are joy of the spirit in knowing Itself"
because the Attention is stable - so it is peace
and "in knowing itself" there is movement, so necessarily a power upwards
so strong that it defies the gravity
it pushes upwards towards the Attention

this is why in dream i had seen Allah looking at the noor of the Prophet,
and the more He looked, the more the light of the prophet got filled with Love

for the Attention is Peace
Peace sent on all prophets - as in quran
this is the Message,
and the Spirit light got joy when it is being observed by this pure Attention
and the more you give attention the more it increases in Love

while for the human being,
his attention is mixed with thoughts
thus a filter through which the power/unrolling of leaf is being looked at
if he luckily is realised;
otherwise you have a mixed attention looking at NO THING,
till your own kundalini, this natural wish of God, power of God, has not arisen.