Ocean waves on shores of consciousness

fresh waters washes on the shores of creation
to soothe them
and bring some freshness
a new breath
and a new life

is how the creation keeps living

though creation is one with the fresh water
which get absorbed in shore's sand
and can be reshaped into a new form

this very water evaporates
once new form were taken
as if there had never been any benefit

if no traces of water are left
who can remember water of life and fresh love was there?

even if it has evaporated
the traces left is the new shape taken by the sand
water gave it opportunity to live a new experience
and it withdrew 

Pain and Happiness

in murder cases
in movies
we see how many lives are broken
when a person is killed
is very much devastating

yet...
what happen when we do good to someone?
there too we affect not only one but so many other people
sticking around positively

but see?
this is never showed
is like in case of pain
voicing unhappiness is so much filling up the space

but why when you do good
people are not voicing as loudly their happiness?
is because they are not appreciative
they make it as if is their own happening
or some private stuff not to be shared

so you have the feel there is only pain in the world
the goodness exists not
or if it does
its flow is cut
due to lack of recognition and appreciation

this is why God says in Quran
unless you thank people, you have not thanked God

see?
and unless you are appreciative
the flow of goodness get cuts 
as people stop helping you out
as they wear out when they see no appreciativeness coming their way

Drama W - end

there are many stuff that are really cool
in that drama

i just jot down these last ones
but i will avoid to do more parts on this drama
though is amazing

i will just update this one at best

once the main hero was back in his world (of creation)

whenever he sees someone he sees the reality
i.e.that this person has no free will of its own, no authenticity in his choice of being so,
it has been just A transplanted (idea) there from a higher will... and so he felt so much like cut from them, like isolated and unable to do the talking and usual sharing of his thoughts with anyone else

that's pretty much how i felt
when i looked around
once i came back from uk
i found no one
till one day i found that Hope

back in the drama

i found so cool that
at all new change of emotion in the male lead heart
the main female lead was bound to disappear..
(which by the way make us, the viewers appreciate so much more their transient life and passing little moments of happiness)

and so each time the woman disappeared
was a translation of the male feeling a new level of emotion


i find it translate so beautifully
how the feminine energy changes her face in a myriad of way
the face being the emotions and feelings felt by the man
and the female disappearing
merging back into the world of gods

so beautiful when you think of it this way..

so...the male lead (creation) aims at stability of his heart
not to be bound to so much changes of heart
so that the stability or equilibrium be reached
so that his wife (feminine principle from god creation) may stay with him
and stop disappearing

Honestly
when i saw that

my heart really felt warmth and gratefulness
for the scriptwriters
who focused at the fragility of life
at the transience of feelings...

and the first amazing stuff
i repeat it
was when the scriptwriters depicted the time of creation slowing down to a standstill point
where everyone is frozen
except the male lead witnessing this ... who kept living.. while all his world was stopped..
and it hit me... that equals to contemplation of thoughts in meditation!!!

for life in real
is also meditation

as life is just the extension of our thoughts
what is life? except thoughts brought into action
thoughts actualised and realised ?

what is a sky scrapper?
it was an idea in our mind
then a design on a paper
then a building built...

by extension is what life is
just the extension of our thoughts

if we manage to contemplate our thoughts
we should by extension when we grow into our meditation
be able to contemplate this standstillness around us like in matrix, like in this drama W

from this very point of view
Life is an illusion

K-drama W - part 4

the daughter of the creator of the webtoon

loved what she said to the creation (the male main lead)

that now there is no more god nor creator

let us create our story together

i found it again astounding and filled with wisdom

as a metaphor :

the girl represents the feminine principle of creation
and she unites herself with creation
as she shift from her world to his

and show that now that he has no more purpose to live
he should find another purpose
by creating a new one with her

lol she gave an idea of purpose
which is to live a romantic life
that is typical of what a girl would prefer

and the fun part
was him
asking her in 4 proposiion what kind of romance
she wanted

1-cendrillon type
2-romantic week end at countryside
3-romance in day to day life (giving space to little things with kindness in their romance)
4-erotic +18 love affair

hahahaha

i felt like falling off my chair when i read these proposition

he of course preferred the number 4

i am disgressing writing this here
but is for my fiancé
as the guy acted typically like him

he is all for number 4
while i was for number 3

like in the drama

the girl answered 3 using her mouth
while she had 4 fingers saying 3

lol i guess her body language was telling her inner choice? hahahaha

anyway this scene was so greatly transposed also in drama
i had to write it and wink at it LOL

back to the drama

the fact that she shifts from her world (of creator) to his (of creation)

was really beautifully portrayed in the drama
the transition was amazing
artisitically speaking
i can't comment i don't have the skill to say it
is a must see

but also was wisely used by the scriptwriter

as they use most of drama as a space to
SHOW the BEAUTY OF TRANSIENT LIFE

i explain myself

in most stories
and they lived happily ever after
is show as last pic or last comment

but actually...

this is never shown over let's say majority of movie or drama episodes

why?

as the dad creator said

being happy is boring
who would want to write such story...

besides is true which viewers would watched a boring movie
where everyone is happy ?
and there is no ups and down

nor any challenge??

but i guess is teh contrast that makes you appreciate happy and lovey dovey life
where we them both cuddling in front of a cartoon book
using it as a guidelines to pick from
what kind of scenario they want to create in their life from it

as unless you experiment pain as he did as a hero for 10 years
you can't really , you the viewer who followed him up to know
appreciate the happy parts that comes now

as is by contrast
only if pain, you can enjoy the happy moments

and you feel happy and not bored
as is a sort of reward for the hero and you too the viewer

but what i loved most above all
was the zoom in and out effect

am sure the viewers noted not

but as he was in a cartoon book

so has he taken a "romantic cartoon book"
to get inspired and CHOOSE with her lover
what day to day small kindness (cuddling, reading book, dish washingetc.)
would be best to pick up and follow

as a transient joy
and appreciate the  present moment

so a cartoon using a cartoon book
zoom in and out

fantastic....!

plus undeniably
i love the enjoyment of little moments
yes transient moments and very casual are showed
how they are appreciated by them

why?
normally is boring

because there are built on some tension...

tension being...that the main female lead can leave at any time
as she is not from his world...

is great!!!!

so as you have this tension on your life
you learn how to appreciate the beauty of transient moment
you learn in fact to breath life every moment

Korean drama W - part 3

At the end of the cartoon
it was like for any good story written  "The End"

the main female lead
wondered
what happen to creation when we write the end?

she asked

do the cartoon/creation go on living peacefully and we just don't know about them?
or do they stopped living ... hanging in time, like frozen?

this totally ASTOUNDED ME

cause is EXACTLY what i used to wonder when i was a kid
when i used to read a story it was always said : and they lived happily ever after

and when i never read that for a story
i resented the writer
as it did not close the story on a happy circle

like a full stop and you can keep imagining your heroas are happily living ever after contirnuously

or again
sometimes
even not long ago
even 4 years ago i saw myself doing that :

when i use to leave my room
i would turn my back quickly
and check if everything was in the same place i left

lol you would laugh
but i used to think ok if i turn my back
may be the things get animated
as i removed my sight from them
so how can i know what happens if my sight is not there to witness them

well see
is same in that drama
and that hit me
as i thought i was watching my self worrying about such stuff
is so funny when you see yourself in someone else as essence i mean

the next amazing point
was
the female lead part of the world of creators/gods

was drawn to the creation place
as teleported
cause the creation kept thinking about her
so is the law of attraction which is shown

likewise
the creation the young guy
is her own creation
when she was a kid
she imagined the ideal lover

and as she put her desire on paper
and drew him

lol...word play now but real
she got drawn by the creation

so this metaphor
if you see it as such
shows you

you get what you wish for
as you energise your desire
somehow at some point
by magic they or you cross each other path

is so true
but when i read the comments of the reviewer

they all wrote :

ah if only was true
ah if only i could jump also in my preferred movie

yet is true
is just they take the movie as exterior to their self

but their own life is a movie
and they are all their own life hero
and god and goddess and creator and creation

is just the shift of the observer
that hapened not
for them to realise is

ALL TRUE

so they never started living their life
in that realisation
and thus in all awareness

Korean drama W - part 2

in the next episodes
here are some sailliant points that i like in that drama
no need to give context is clear enough for those who watched it
and have a bit of spiritual interest :

when the creator of cartoon drew something
it did not hapen according to his will
as the creation (main lead) would by pass his will

ex : he drew him drowing
but he never get drowned
as his will to live was stronger as the one of dying for no reason

so his subconscious ... kept dreaming of being killed in river han... but he fought with his free will and stayed in his conscious world where he had little but still power..to use his God/creator given free will vs whispers pushing him to accept suicidal thoughts

this is true
in reality too
people who choose suicide
do it because they became overcome by such whispers
but they know not
so using their free will
they think is their own thoughts
and commit it..

 yet the main lead kept having nightmares about him drawning
so this proves that our dreams are not "false"
as they are in our subconscious who keeps being rewritten by
whispers from high/lower realms

this is is called in islam waswas
whispers that hit you when you sleep and somehow
interfer with your free will and control you

even though the creator is hit by the free will
of his creation
still he realises that his free will is
this too is part of his creation

as he created him to be by nature
strong willed...

i found that U-turn amazing lol
if i can name it so

and i liked how the creator explained
that even his Desire to live in accordance with moral law and in all clean consciousness (Dharma)
is so because was his will to give him this desire and attributes along with it
so somehow his desire for permanent quest for truth and thus this nature of him is also predetermined

this is why i was told once
youcan't give desire to someone for truth
is something innate
you have it or not

i found this deepness tackled by the scriptwriter amazin
i have been told that as korean have a buddhist background that may explain
them dealing with such deep topic in some drama

i say there is more to it
cause you need a backing behind
surely some spiritual master or teaching
to get you along the path

cause is a drama
means a collective work
from script writer to conveying the right feel to all the collaborator
down to the actors

so some stable and constant backing
should be to support them to do such precious drama
spiritually speaking

along the line of the drama

we learn the trauma through which the young man went through
as creation was created
to make him strong willed

so he spent most of his life till then
to look for the culprit of who killed his parents
and was told there is no one to blame for

as this is a trauma created to make him strong

this too shattered his world
as his life purpose was broken
as he lived to find a culprit
so now he had no more purpose to live

he was told that
you can become a hero (of your own life/udnerstand it as a person in charge/a master)

on through living this trauma
so that you become the hero ONLY when things are unsolved
he was told
who wants to go through hardship if he stays happy?

that won't exist

so trauma are created for you
to seek for solution
thereby gaining in desire for truth
thereby becoming the hero of your own life
(is my adding and interpretation of course..don't assume is written so openly in drama lol)

i like some quotes such as :

you being a killer was not visible
as you held a pen (pen of creator) isntead of a gun

is what is said about decision maker
they make decisions about who should live and die
but of course they are not the end users
those who hold the guns to follow their will

i found the korean script writers
have very great ability to write clearcut sentences with much deepness
is inborn in their culture

yes an inborn eloquence and wisdom

anyway to challenge his predetermined nature of never going against Dharma
that he was given by his creator

he tried to kill his creator
but did it with half will
one strong enough to show if he wants break free from control he can
and yet not really aiming at killing as is definitely not his nature

again what a paradox
did he manage or not to go against God will
yes for the show of rebellion and no in real
as at teh end, he did not kill him as his own nature prevented him to do killing

found it amazing

there is no meaningless scenes in that drama
all is there for a purpose
and fit in the greater image created by the drama

Korean drama W - Eat or be Eaten - Reality vs Illusion

I am at shock
is stupendous

listen..i first HAVE TO PRAISE

KOREAN movie makers

they are the EPITOM of BEAUTY
they have totally opened up cinematographically speaking and soulwise
a whole new era

as much as i am profoundly touched by such avant-guardist skills
technically and from awareness point of view as much i am literally bewildered
by the TOTAL LACK of recognition by the western world of their artistic breakthrough


This blog as you know
is a spiritual related blog
if i praise K-drama meaning Korean drama
is because they have their total share there

is the second drama that hits me really profoundly
by its beauty and awareness


i won't be able to say all single stuff that i found beautiful
though i really wish
to feel i am not doing injustice to it

but this will kill the beauty if i dwell too long
so i will just brush it up quickly
what you may find by yourself later and more deeply

First of all
the Drama is named : W

i see if as two V intertwined
to represent two parallel worlds
linked, overlapping into each others

one world is a cartoon
the other world is the "real" world
where the cartoonist is the creator ...

the main lead of the cartoon
was so far a puppet of the "Creator" lol
he started to get glimpses of "truth"
which made the creator afraid

as the creator saw he lost control
the readers are the eaters..of energy

all i am writing
makes perfect sense to me
as it matches my cultural knowledge about extracts on spirituality i read
and had not understood so far

such as why we are considered as food for gods and demi gods :)
seem funny to write it
as i try to read it from your viewpoint

but is not funny for me
as i am a bit versed into it

or also
why in Quran
God is called the "Creator of creators"

or also
why when you progress into spirituality
you have forces of adversities attacking you

this last one is the most recurrent one for me

as is exactly what happens with me
but spirit could tell me this hundreds time
EVEN IF i believe is TRUE

from my point of view
i could NOT encompass it

but this drama...
is sure in itself has a breakthrough
far better than matrix in clarity and coherence to convey the Message
(anyone ever wondered why we also speak in religion of messengers? it always bothered me
i kept wondering why messenger, which message? as i could never clearly state the inheritance of this message by humanity..meaning message is lost, or hidden, or again forgotteen with time..while people grab spirituality or religion in a brainwashed way)

too much to write here to give you context of my own references
through which i deciphered the meaning of this Message from the drama

so drama in itself is great...and i praised it from all angles
but what counts is for YOU TOO to KNOW your own references
to have QUESTIONS in your-self
to be able to SEE the solutions when they are here in front of you

otherwise
if no questions-no solutions are seen
and thus...no message ever will be revealed to you

so the beauty of this drama
is that it showed to me
how our world is a world which is a food for the other world of higher beings called gods or demi gods

as in this drama
the main lead was the food for the readers ...

how?
because his life was open and read and chewed by the readers..feeding themselves with his emotions..

yes
in the drama the real girl going into the cartoon
explains ... the chapter changes happen...only when YOU change in emotions...

so... it hits me
the whirl of emotions we are in...the more..the better

this is why we live more and more in a world which is faster
the faster you move
the faster you experience
the faster you provide space to get new emotions
that are indeed, and believe me, eaten, fed upon by other beings from the other sides

this you see it very briefly in matrix , i think is with the hospital scene

this is also why i was taught
that i go for the experience of enjoying of life (called dunia in islam)... instead of the ENJOYER (the afterlife...TRULY GOODLY explained by the metaphor of the other side , the one of the Creator of the cartoon...)
SO being the enjoyer, the NATURE of me as enjoyer is BLISS
and WHEN i discover it is real REALISATION
and is the real JOY

but see?
unless you have  references..you can't have context..to wonder..to ask questions and thus to get space
to be provided with solutions

again i am amazed at the deepness of such drama
at the commitment of such producers and script writers
are they real seeker f truth?
so much details and continuous logic and ESPECIALLY going till the end of as much as they can
of their desire to know

i am really bluffed by them
and even more bluffed by the fact that this is brought to TV
i mean who on earth gives care to such stuff in western world?

open tv or american movie
is just trash or just one or two punch line of empty wisdom here and there
like a glitch in a flat/dead encephalogram ...

Korean drama are alive
they proceed from some collective desire in the production field
to seek for a better life in truth...
they have a soul...really

in France, never i watch a french movie or drama...
is so vulgar in vocabulary and in its filming is so sadly empty
no soul

at least the american one
have action and the art to make a SHOW
but that's it
it remains a show
once gone you gained nothing
actually lol you fed the other world with your emotion watching movie hahahaha

because in France, hierarchy, oligarchy in this field
killed the creativity
the love for expression, letting a person striving for answers express it

this is the reason why ... all this

so when in the drama the main lead in cartoon realises...
realises his world is fake...
his mind shattered

and he saw all his world stop
like in matrix time so slow
that you can move

(is like in meditation now it hit me
when you meditate
you are witness
so you contemplate:!!!!!!!
IF YOU TRULY CONTEMPLATE
THEN....
it means YOU ARE THE WITNESS
WHO KNOWS that it is all a "cartoon" not real
and AT THIS POINT
WHEN  you SEE or CONTEMPLATE
everything STOPS...
this is why there is NO TIME in the spirit world...

but see? i never felt this in meditation
only ONCE in dream-vision
where i felt the emptiness is not empty but FULL )

i had never understood it
i mean i could see the logic in itself
without seeing the meaning of the bigger picture and its link with me
as a seeker of truth in my own life

so it is so incredibly shocking me
when i saw the yogi not EVEN seeking for this...
stuck in enjoyment instead of the Enjoyer

a person who knows not
that there is something higher to aim for
and think he has arrived..
i think is in greater danger than an ignorant one
who has never sought for truth

cause he is killing truth
and not breaking through
instead he goes back to a deeper sleep
and heading for a real trauma to come...
to wake him up

so in cartoon
world around him stopped
and he could then decide by his free will
how to ''''change"""" and avert issues

that is the power of creation in action

what from the slow motion point of a view
of a frozen guy unfrozen
we would call it magic...

see now?
same stuff yet two names

lol it makes me laugh
in cabella i used the world "magic"
the young there lol freaked out
thinking i was some witch

and yet they have such huge ego
because they call themselves born in yoga
let me laugh

misplaced ego
total ignorance
and fear about what you claim to revere
because is the religion of your heart
that you were born into??
and yet you are afraid of it
you slander it
calling it some witch
plus you are IGNORANT of it???!

give me a break
so deluded and hapy to be deluded!
bottomless pit of ignorance

this is why i prefer ignorant people
to spiritual people stucked in ignorance
at least the former have still hope...

see so much discrepancy
when i see all that
i even wonder if any of them
could ever read this blog
and UNDERSTAND

am is it too much advanced stuff?

ah in that moment
i desire some korean producer of that drama
or scriptwriter read my blog
and at least i would get someone who undertand
what i am conveying as message...

so his life stopped...
meaning...i got the meaning this time

time or life stopped in slow motion
like in matrix...

because...
HE REALISES his world is fake
this is the real menaning of REALISATION  or ENLIGHTENMENT

when your egg shell crack open
by this trauma of really WITNESSING THIS KNOWING THAT
ALL THE WHIRL AROUND YOU IS NOT ALIVE
is that very slow motion and stopped

(and now i got the meaning of the Eye of Cyclone
where is all silent in center and still... from this viewpoitn!!!!)

not because it was alive in first place
but because you were all along the main LEAD of your movie, cartoon...drama!

cause you were the god, the creator
hence the meaning of God being the Creator of creators

in all the zooming in and out levels of creation
like the mirror in mirror
or the drama in drama
or the fractal world

if you are acquainted with respectively religion, arts in literature and painting, or science
see?
just grab any field you are interested in
make it your profound and keen field of learning , questioning

and you will get your answers for sure

as i do with this drama..

so everything stopped
the MOMENT he realises is fake
why?
because once you do not believe anymore
you STOP BELIEVING in fake world, in illusion (that everything has power over you)
then you realise there is only you
so is how the meaning of being your OWN ONE AND ONLY (Master/GOD) is actualised

right now
my heart cries out
and really wonder if anyone reading
is getting what i am writing?

does it shatter some illusion?
depends of your context i say
have you keenly with your truest and profound desire
questioned a field that you love
and sought for answers?

if yes, then what i write makes sense
if no, then if i were you, i would worry
because it means
you are satisfied with a fake life, that you know not is fake
so when the next trauma comes
and it WILL come
as you are the food ..

you have to move on

as spirit told me...

Move with desire
otherwise pain will force you to move on

as space is being used
you are a merchandise in a way
a food
from which emotions are food for others

as said in the drama
at the very beginning
when the creator became afraid that the cartoon started to move with his tiny but real free will...

He wrote behind the card representing a beast...

"I prefer to EAT than to be EATEN"

see..this is the fear of the creators realm
to disappear
if the creation becomes free willed

and this is why too
there are forces called forces of adversities
popping up and preventing us
when we seek for real truth
for that real constant practice of meditation

cause they want us not Free

as Jesus said
Truth will Set you Free

and in the cartoon, the main lead
set himself free and walked into the higher world
leaving behind a world where time is stopped, a world who has stopped functioning
because everything, was just linked to him
imagine invisible ropes linking you to everything
to people, to parents, job places, even objects

aren't we told everything is God energy? everything is divine?

that we are the image of God ...
...so all the world tied to us with this invisble ropes (fractality division i call it)
is my image

my life is my image
of my belief

if i am pure
then i will be attacked

if i meditate i will be stopped

because the creation wants not to die
not to be left behind...
so it ll revolt

or
because teh creators feeding themselves from your fears, emotions
wants not to die by losing you
as you are their puppets or creations
as long as not re-owning your mastership

need to be sure for the first hypothesis though..
not sure

if i believe i am not my own master
then the world keeps going on

...but if one day i awaken...this world die
and I BECOME ALIVE

Everything will perish except His Face (Quran)

Macchiato, Americano, Capuccino and Lotto!!!

hehehe
since 2 weeks
i was dreaming to buy some coffee machine
Krupps is my preferred brand

also had seen some movie
where the main lead was just working to become a barista
so i was all the way hearing coffee, espresso, americano, machiatto and what not!

am not at all into all these names
got head swirling hearing them

this morning i wake up
and so a widow popping up on my screen
was an ad giving an online opportunity
to win the lastest coffee machine

i tried it
and of course server was SO LOADED
that it was impossible to even log in
i said is ok let's persist

still nothing
surely we were thousands on it

then
my smartphone started to call a contact of mine
though i had not even open the call section
not even the fast dial option
 
ah my blessed friend...
picked up the call
and as soon as he did!
i told him what was going on

he said
"i order you to win"

hahahaha

but what happen!?!

I WON!!!!

AT THIS VERY TIME

total amazing!

while time of winning the coffee machine was clearly OVER
and for 2 hours i tried prior to it non stop
yet...not working

and all of sudden he answered back the call 
and said
"I ORDER YOU TO WIN!"

jesus

SAME TIME
MY NAME WAS PICKED UP!
SUCH JOY!!!!!

yes i had to kiss my Smartphone
so happy i was of its initiative
even my stuff are taking the lead for me hahahaha

PLUS YESTERDAY i was thinking
hmm would like to win at some online game
whatever
i like new challenges where i win hehehe


wishes fulfilled !!!

and guess what?
..... is a KRUPP COFFEE MACHINE!!!

here i come
machiatto, americano, cappuccino and what not
hmmmm ... smelling it good in advance !

Nice standards to be judged by

Very CONCISE sum up
good if you judge your own life by it

KISS

Meeting in Unison

Having gone through some social scalping
i.e. some natural social flushing out
of so called friends


here is what i liked

that the rare persons i am in touch with
when  they speak to me

is like i feel
literally speaking
they are touching my soul

and when i get in touch with them
i only have the excitement
of expecting good

why?

because now
i live for myself
no more for the others

so when someone comes to me
i know is for the light they saw in me

and not because i was wasting my energy out
to help unappreciative people
sucking my energy
getting its benefit
and yet giving back nothing

in return

the giving back
i am talking of

is the sharing of your presence
without some planning
playing like a movie
in the back of your brain

so yes
i wrote this blog
because i felt as if my body was some net of energy
and when i was contacted
by few new people

it felt they touched the net
lol call it field of energy
whatever you want

and it felt like a chord singing
inside of me
may be like a musical instrument
and i felt warm and happy inside

and i realised
as of now
i can only expect good encounters
as my philosophy of life has changed

i frequent myself for myself
and those who happen to cross my path
just happen to be good
cause they saw my light

so there is some inner music
in that kind of meeting

that starts playing
i start to feel it