Joan of Ark - Gross vs Subtle Minds

I saw also a lady in armor

very knightly - gave a Joan of Ark feel

and a man standing behind her

she was turning her back to him

while looking ahead 

She said 

"People are gross 

they do not let a seed grow out of the soil"

She meant gross as in opposition to subtle.

And the mind of that man and of all the people I knew 

standing behind in my surrounding

are truthfully gross.

Meaning they keep taking the seed out of the soil 

and are impatient 

they do not have subtle manners 

Their mind is not matching mine.

It is true that very often 

I feel like I am talking to a wall 

as I can lower the standards to explain the knowledge that shall benefit

but the attention span, quality and focus is so scattered, low and unstable

you can't put any seed into it

The seeds do fall on rocks and they can't grow.

Unfortunate.

Universe is an electric circuit and a womb within a womb

In dream I was seeing how the universe was a giant "electric" circuit

actually what we call orbit 

is part of the circuit

and I could see how I passed from one dimension 

to the other

it is more like being an electron

and circulating into another section 

so this is immense 

and where you go

you have little chance to be found again

well depending how 

our energy match other people's

we met here in this lifetime.

True though 

I did not really died 

I just moved into another place

so body is just borrowed

and we keep living our cycle 

elsewhere.

Later I was showed 

as a foetus 

whose parents keep waiting 

for a baby to be born

but they kept getting miscarriage

Then 

it was told to them

to dedicate the child to the service of God

once this divine attribute is allocated to the future baby

it will give it a goal to grow

and then it shall be born.

I found it beautiful.

Spirit explained me

that the baby is me

the many miscarriages I saw

are the former life time

where I was not reborn

Now if I want to break the reincarnation cycle

I need to truly be born again in this life time

and there will be no more death (miscarriage).

So I do have to increase the meditation 

to get my enlightenment 

and avoid this whole cycle being repeated again.

Intuitively I can add

that the parents part is true

in higher dimensions

they are certainly trying to have me

but as I have not managed to be born again here

they can't have me there

Dimensions are vertically linked

what you are here 

you are another form elsewhere.

Also this matches the dream

I had about 10 years ago

where I saw that 

a baby light bright like sun 

was in a womb

and had the person not believed

the baby would have drown into the "sea" 

Of course

the baby was her soul/sun

and the sea being the deep black waters into the womb

Anyway 

I also remember when I was in a nursery 

I looked at the grass 

and thought how as a consciousness 

it must hurt if we walk on it

when I zoomed in it

ie with attention 

I wondered how would it be to be a grass

Now I can say about this experience 

I often thought about 

that I was that grass 

in another dimension or in the past

that is why I know it

as it is a stored experience

is just that now I am outside of it

while before I was it, so I was inside

Likewise these parents are outside 

and I am inside them in a womb

this is like Russian puppet

a universe into another universe

and when you think of it

a foetus did grow up and had to be born 

so we changed form from one universe the womb to another the current world.

Likewise this world is a womb to another one

and we need to be born also out of this one

and what we are now seeing from inside

will be seen from outside later.