True Love

if i say i love you
to what i see
i am only saying it to my thoughts
so is empty

but if i first feel the object/the you
and then say
i love you
then this is true love

I love You

i don't say i love you
you, a second person/chakra,
which is existing in the field of my thought

but i say i love you
because first i felt you,

and if i can feel you
then you are in me,

then
when i say i love you,
i say it to myself

this is why there is no other
as there is only One
and that is Me

Beauty, make up, perfumes, luxury gifts...

Nowadays i am in LOVE with Beauty products
and am getting so many luxury gifts
and soooo girly

hehehe

4 years ago
had someone told me
i would be in Love with that

i would have NEVER believed it

do you know why?

is because your energy changes

and here is how i feel

when i see the package and the color
and the promise of the product
it feels like i am taking it in within me
the scent, the color, the promises,
the freshness, the energy born within the product

is just delicious food for the inner Beauty to blossom,
see?

before i would have classed this as being "superficial"

but when i was in uk
i was stricken by HOW attention was given
to the very moment to the very person
in front of you
when i met the sufi master

it made me curious

that i considered this life as superficial
and wanted the deepness

but he was giving the deepness to the very moment
by giving it his full attention

okay
don't think i am overall praising and am ALL for that guy
i just take the good i see from anyone and everywhere
that is the wisdom i learned from life

and this is how you enjoy
and truly respect Life
and are deep..

cause you give your full attention,
presence and thus respect to the Present/to It

and this is how
"superficiality" and "deepness" coexist
in the Very moment

cause you give to the passing thing
that is the present
the due attention to it
and learn to love it and enjoy it
by Feeling its color, its promises on the bottles of perfume
is actually you absorbing its labelling

this is why
don't get into the trap of taking side
by saying this is superficial
and this is deep

it is neither

it is Just the Moment
it is Present for you to enjoy it
so that you are enjoying the superficial
superficial in the sense that it is passing like the wind
and by being truly present
you become more connected to it
to the feel of it and thus to the feel of the Present

and you are colored by new colors
where superficiality and deepness coexist
are not differentiated
and they are one and the same
cause you are one with them

yet is impossible mind masturbation
to make deepness and superficiality
to coexist into your mind/thought/argumentation

it is just coexisting as one
when YOU decide to be one with the feel of the moment that each of them is giving
whether the moment take the face of what you call "superficial"
or whether it take the face of what you call "deep"

so these are just forms
what matters is
are you present with the form of the present moment
or are you opposing it and thus creating separation ?

so...when i receive these gifts
is like i am receiving a surprise from Life
which is waiting besides me
to see my excitation
while i am unwrapping it

and then i get back the Love
from such "inanimate" objects

AS MUCH AS

i LOVED them

by expecting them
by receiving them
by unwrapping them

so it is very much like saying
they send you back the love you send them in advance