If you tried to give self realisation to an imam
and didn't get the positive respond you expected,
despite the mantras, and thus magic you were putting in
to make it happen,
and now you are feeling anger if not hatred,
because you feel he wasn't worth it
and he stole you of your time and effort,
Then, this blog is for you.
First of all
do not use magic
never try to bend someone else's will.
This is black magic, as you do it without their approval.
Second point, differentiate between your human reaction and your divine identity.
Your divine identity should now take over
and see the pettiness of your human reaction, which needs to grow out of it.
Blame and anger is the human prerogative
but forgiveness and the letting go is the Spirit's.
So the faster you choose to let go,
the quicker you will grow.
Because never forget your main aim is not to be a king over others
but be a king over yourself.
Grow into your own Spirit, identify yourself more to it, as intent.
And let Christ light sucks into it the ego accumulated at the agnya.
Sometimes we need to be reminded of this simple path.
But the edges and spike of our ego in reaction to what it considers failure
need to be rounded up and ideally quickly let to be sucked in by the Spirit.
So never forget that your own growth is your priority.
And you giving self realisation to others
is not a favour you are doing to God...
You are learning to uncover also the immaturity hidden within you.
Anger happens, despite being a yogi
because that very Nadi is closed in your sahasrara
and is covered by your ego/super ego.
So get connected or renew your. connection.
Also do not forget that you are like the rain to the non realised seeds
and the seeds may or may not crack open
they do need time to learn about love.
Rain never throws a tantrum when after the shower
the seeds did not open..does it?
So let it go.
And finally take this so called failure,
as a feedback for you to improve not only your hidden immature manners personally speaking,
but also to modify your approach towards the muslim community.
Methods have to be adapted to their own level,
the system of values is more intricate
challenging even.
But a seed once sprouting knows its way around while hitting a rock.
Rock must be saved
with patience and self love foremost.
Divine never forgets,
instead awaits the right timing to readjust life lessons
so that these people in need of God connection
be ready for it too.
