ah that is soo cool!
let me start so
it is like a cool, slow and lightly moving ray of light
oh so beautiful it is!
thing is i see it more and more often now
it comes out from my laptop screen
i noticed it is when i asked myself a question
and am working on it
and then this cool sun ray appears
is so beautiful
i feel mesmerised watching it
ah so beautiful
i have tears in my eyes
the other day
i got up for the early meditation
and i was wondering about why i have found this sun ray
so beautiful
so i was focusing on its light
and the feeling that it gave me
the feelings associated to
the description above
was "kind" " and "soft" definitely
and its slow moving
makes me feel
now i can say
like a cloud moving
and by then
it hit me
i said it is "gracious"
this is why i love it
so i wondered
why it was so different from
the light of the day, of the sun
because the sun light is
very heated, strong
while this light
was very cool, and eeric
the former is
Glorious
the latter
is Beautiful serenity
like sun
and moon
lights
in islam
the attributes of God
are divided in two groups
Jalal and Jamal
Jalal is the Glorious heated energy in those attributes of God
and the Jamal is the Cool beautiful ones
and suddenly
when i thought of the word
that fit it most
"Grace-ful"
suddenly,
i saw Mother mary
she was sitting in a bent way
and in its place
i saw after a foetus in a womb
with a dim cool light
reflecting on it
so that i see it
so i said to myself
it is the same light of Grace
the one out of my laptop screen
is the same than the one on this foetus
it was a foetus in its very early stage
enlightened by a dim light
just like this :
