Right attitude in cultivating righteousness

 Best summary of key basis to self purification - from the intent perspective

Letter: 24/The Trap of the Opposites 
  
 

        beloved bhakti, 
  
    Love. Anger, violence, greed or envy cannot be overcome 
    by the cultivation of their opposites. 
    Because anger itself will cultivate its opposite. 
    And violence will be present in its cultivated non-violence. 
    So always be aware of the hypnotic spell of the opposite. 
    It never solves any problem. 
    Because it is beating around the bush. 
    Do not fall into the trap of the opposite. 
    But understand anger, violence or greed or anything else 
    directly. 
    To seek the opposite is a way of escape. 
    To seek the opposite is cowardice. 
    Live with your mind as it is. 
    Do not try to change it. 
    Be brave to face it and to understand it. 
    When the light of awareness falls on anger, or greed, or 
    envy, there is a change. 
    Awareness acts as a catalytic agent. 
    And then anger does not change into its opposite. 
    It is not that violence becomes non-violence. 
    But there is no-anger. 
    There is no-violence. 
    And when there is no-violence, there is no-mind. 
    And an altogether different dimension opens its door. 
    The dimension of the spontaneous. 
    The dimension of the Divine. 
                                                                       22-5-1971. 
  

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Sun Disk and creation

During meditation I saw shri Mataji in a white sari

Then I saw a black thread necklace with a Huge golden disk - like sun 

Spirit said that the black thread represents the blackhole 

and the disk the sun

suns that got created and scattered into the creation, 

representing thus the Big Bang.

At the end of meditation, I again saw shri Mataji face 

in the white clouds.

Fire Kundalini

 Since three days, 

whenever I close my eyes

I just see a huge fire

yellow flames in the center

and red one on the outside

flaming the whole time

myself I am sitting in front of it

at some point 

last time

it dawn on me 

after I felt a big hit in the mental space

that with fire we carve images in the mind

these are hypnotic 

we live in these images 

another world is a dream

the life we live is in an hypnotic mental state 

where we have created these images and this dream 

but we, as attention, got so much sucked in 

that there is a symbiosis between the mind and the image in the fire

once I jerked back out of it

then I had a good headache

imaging being plugged for years

once you are unplug 

how do you think your mind will feel?

that was like this.

This is why the more you look for something

you will never see this thing

because you are it

once unplugged

then you can see the fire

and that thing will be in the realm of the fire

from there you can see it

Underworld and the Higher Self

 At the beginning of my meditation 

 I saw myself sitting in meditation with the root chakra in touch with the earth 

I could see the earth from a vertically sliced perspective

there below a drop of water was engulfing a hell like realm in it

and linked back to the root chakra

Before flushing it

with attention I made sure that it remains contained in the plasma drop 

like the foetus is in a plasma

then I enlarge the plasma to get a bigger bubble around it

so that when I flush it, it does not disperse but remain contained.

At the end of my meditation 

I saw the Space 

the stars 

and the outlined body of a meditating Buddha 

sitting in the above

in the constellation 

as his body was all made from space and stars 

and the outline was made in a shiny silver like colour

lent from the star light surely

I feel like calling it my Higher Self.

Progress in meditation

Finishing my morning meditation:

I got a the vision of a fire that was lit and grew so high, meters high.

Then, scene shifted to tibetan monks meditating in a cave, but their back were screwed with fake metallic squeleton on top of their spines, like in the movie Equilibrium.

Spirit said, this is symbolic of their rigidity, as they use their right side to cultivate, the mind.

Then scene shifted to a huge Cobra standing in its tail, and coming out of a cool breezy fog.

Again, was told is a very good sign about the growth of my kundalini.

After, I saw some symbolism about the laziness of mine, just saw white bed which split opened in two like a door.

I guess this is the next purification of the entity in me.

Haven't seen it yet. 

Was told like for laziness, to purify laziness you need to go slowly.

True, I'd say like a seedling that makes it way through the rocks to the sunshine.

Be persistent and constant. Little by little and lose not the vision of the goal.

Oh at the end, I was told 

Why I do not read the bible, as I (Spirit) did read the whole Quran.

So now am on read gospel of Thomas.

At the end, it was said:

"Water still by 28. I need to go now. End meditation".

Lol I didn't get it first what it meant.

Then, when I opened eyes, saw the clock, it was past 27.

Then, I realised, end of meditation now as attention/connection with spirit comes to a  standstill for now.

The Firmament and the churning

I saw there were curtains folded up on side of the window.

And this is the agnya.

The both channels are covering up the agnya this way.

Some people play with agnya to see in astral. But know it is only the window.

Go for the door/exit instead, in the sahasrara.

This exit on top of Sahasrara is directly linked to an Axis in the upper Spheres, I call it the Firmament. As it is beautiful.

The constellations in there rotate like a disk and turn your axis in the Sahara and this in turn, spirit said, opens more nadis.

It reminds me of the churning of the sea in indian scriptures.

Also, this is awesome when I saw that!

All my upper body is cool now lol 

While writing this.

 Sahara ra is cool and i feel silence in head and it is flowing till elbows.

Time to meditate for lunch break i guess!

Kiss 

The fighting gods and the Matrice

 The dream.was real, I felt it as if I was living it, like in a day. 

I could touch, smell, feel the actions of the gods, of the fighting gods.

For I saw what happened eons before, in space, there were like 3 gods which were fighting.

But their fight was particular, I would call them Titans, Huge, Powerful gods.

They were throwing at each other their own sun.

Formidable blasts were occuring!

After the dream, I asked the Spirit, it said that this was the war in heaven, the big bang.

Power. 

They were tied and one to their environment.

The sun was not an outer sun only, it was a star tied to their VERY OWN being, and they were so deftly MASTERING AND STIRRING IT and throwing it. It was a POWERFUL MASTERY.

But oh so destroying, not to say stupid, as it seems story repeat itself.

 Today, during my yoga session, all of sudden I felt SO POWERFUL, i mean i felt a rush of power that explained me, rather gave me the above insight about being one with your environment and mastering it at your will.

Humans now are unaware 

Yogi know have little awareness but still,

I was given this insight during the yoga,

THE POWER is not power, as you think of this word, lol it is so corrupted word as people take it subjectively.

No. 

Power is the PURE BILLION WATTS OF ELECTRICITY going through you and THEREBY HEIGHTENING YOUR SENSES!

THIS IS HOW WHAT YOU KNOW OR FEEL AS PER YOUR HUMAN ABILITY is let's call it water colored vision of the world, it reflects your already fainting power of perception.

But,

Once the Juice go through, this is an ATOMIC BIRTH OF A STAR! WHICH EXPLODES YOUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM IN A GOOD WAY!

YOU CAN FULL FORCE SEE, SMELL, HEAR.

IT IS YOUR SENSES, BROUGHT BACK TO YOU!

BUT THIS TIME, it is vivid colors, and it is moving flow of images and life itself.

IT IS 

IN BRIEF,

THE LIFE YOU NEVER EVER LIVED!

And YET WHICH IS YOUR BIRTHRIGHT!

BE GOD. 

YOU ARE IN GOD, and you don't know it.

And GOD is in you and now you know, but just needs to FEEL IT FULL FORCE. That will be the real vivid color painting with all of your senses mastered and engaged.

After this dream, I got another vision where i was feeling how the snake like energy was entering in me from the root chakra and there is no stopping. 

You can't stop it. I got afraid and tried to stop it like pull it away, but it was like a magnet being aspired upwards.

Later spirit told me this was the inception.

Need to inquire more about it.

Apparently, this is how the kundalini got merged with mankind. 

Remember that you are god within

 Waking up today for meditation at 3.30 I saw in vision,

How in space a god was taken by a symbolic huge hand/fist and thrown like a slingshot on Earth 

And there, that god was covered in a white like shawl and was wandering the earth.

That's when the voice said and now you wander there, like a beggar.

The spirit said this means that we are gods

and have been sent on earth to reincarnate there.

And wandering like a beggar means being unaware, lacking this pure awareness.

This makes sense,

especially that if you know not your power,

then you are a slave and are thus in a position of a beggar.

Real Food/Sustenance is from God.

And you can get it only once you get the breakthrough for your awareness. 

And thus remember who you are.

Purification 1 & 2

 

Once the meditation is set into routine

the natural fruit 

should be to follow what catches your attention in yourself.

And then, where your attention goes, energy goes to purify.

Only if your intent is so, of course.

The good thing, is the self purification

hardly no one really talks of it

because there is shame

why shame if you are not that which you observe?

If you are the Spirit within

then who. cares of your past

and who cares of your defects?

But you should care of one thing though,

am I willing to pry into myself and get it purified?

Only this desire will move your Shakti to purifies you

as you are giving her the green light, saying

I am ready, go ahead show me my dark secrets I swapped under the carpet

as I couldn't face myself.

Blaming someone else for some misfortune, doing it once; why not.

Because we are human after all. 

Besides, self controlling anger as a habit, will only hurt you down the road.

As you are refusing to face your inner frustration.

But this is only on spot reaction; that is say justified.

At the same time the opposite is also true.

Under the pretext of letting anger out, 

you make it a habit.

Then, you turn into evil.

What is the common point of both?

Habit.

Both are extrems once they become a habit.

So one should learn to cut ourself some slacks,

while ALSO learning to self purify, self correct oneself.

As there is no habit, but only Present enjoyment.

And present is never the same.

Personally, I applied this method and to this day; in less than say two months, 

I saw I got two entities/possessions/negativities out of me.

LOL

some people are dramatic thinking of possessions,

as if they don't have any.

If you have none, then trust me you won't be reincarnated there..

Even prophets got their heart blackness kicked out of their nadis - cf prophet Muhammad childhood story.

Passing by much can be said about this, but not the point here.

Point is,

If your attention is away, 

then, I ask you,

who is IN?

Your Attention is all you have.

Spirit is in your heart, 

yet your attention is outside,

so who is ruling your body, emotions, 

when you are away from your temple/home?

These energies, are the possessions in you

you are possessed

all to some degrees.

Only once you are 100% the Pure Spirit Within,

then trust me, 

only then you are FREE (from these entities, possessions).

Now, space to my victory,

in October, I went through real challenge during my trip,

which is due for another post,

and this challenge brought all of my anger inside out.

Trust me. 

That was good stuff.

All accumulated anger, can I say from this life time at least,

if not from past life included, god knows...

But the good part to it,

this straightened up a situation where politics was involved,

happy to say, that the anger combined with the Shakti, 

straightened up the situation.

But that was on spot.

Nothing to dwell on.

I forgot about this happening.

But the second good thing was,

I kept my meditation practice,

and the intensive stuff.

I.e. I kept observing.

Once back from my trip,

at the end of some meditation,

I got a vision of a fabulously ugly entity

with tooth as sharp as a shark.

And then, after it popped into my vision it left.

So that was the anger in me.

Now, can we praise Ange and say it is divine ? no.

Can we hide the anger and self force to some artificial behaviour? no for me

But if yes, then you stay with it; Because that which you hide; and refuse to face, you will keep giving it shelter into the darkness.

Can we be complacent with our own anger and go to the extent of self admiration and self praise? no.

So neither can one self beat, nor self praise; ie no judgement.

Just let it be, let you feel it honestly in the moment and just by intent of self purification, through observation (as the light in your vision is that of the spirit),

this entity is seen

brought to light

then you see it,

and it has to leave your body, your nervous system.

Because

I AM BACK in my own temple.

This is how you glory God within.

You kick out all that other entities from the house of God that is you.

The sooner; the better. Trust me.

Second entity; 

next month, in November 2021.

Days before, I was just feeling love while looking at a pencil.

And challenged myself, let's see if I am healed, ie can get it as a permanent state.

Of course next day; I got, I don't even remember why lol, all sad and depressed.

Out of Nowhere. 

Just remember to increase my meditation when I felt so.

So this means it got caught on spot by the inner vision of light.

What I saw next?

Another entity, sitting on a bed in a dark room, 

face triangular, dishevelled so sad, depressive and gloomy.

And gone.

Now both times, the timing count, you catch it on spot

with no judgement against yourself, as you are the Pure Spirit Inside.

But you shed light there was none before.

And you can never do it at will, unless like the firmament that keeps shifting in a circle,

when comes the time and you feel the pressure of the negativities,

just know it is in you, it is the right time.

And just observe,

and let it go.

Now, as I got it; I asked the spirit, how many left?

12. was the answer.

Must say, I wasn't expecting so much. 

Depending with comparison to others, so little.

All is a question of perspective really.

The auspicious dreams though like the one of this morning,

are good as they tell you, you are ok, you are on track.

That dream, I got it; once last night I remembered, as I keep forgetting like a good human

that I am not my thoughts 

so the image, analogy is,

Be like a Teflon material,

let thoughts slide on yourself.

You are not them.

Then, I can remember, not fall into the trap of identifying myself with new thoughts.

Finally, I'll be able to sense what is the next emotion that keep sticking to that teflon.

There I'll catch it and shed light on it.

See when it is next.

so far rhythm was one per month.

Light Body Ascension

 Waking up this morning for the 3am meditation,

I saw in a vision; a chair lit with a spot of light, all around darkness

On the. chair; there was a woman sitting, covered with a beautiful long brocade shawl falling to the floor.

May be golden brocade with blue fabric. Very honourable design.

She had no body nor face to be identified.

It was plain shining particles forming a body of light under the shawl;

And the shawl was sagging little by light, 

as the light body was streaming upwards like a 

a river of light sucked up.

I was told after this is the ascension of the Shakti.

Glory and Patience

 In dream, I saw a baby soul (someone I gave self realisation to) that I was taking care of

she said "all glory to me"

I told her no; and showed her my two fingers (index and middle fingers - representing vishuddi and nabhi)

and told her,

"it works in pair

All glory is to God

and yours is patience."

And then, put her to rest.