Monday 19 September 2022

Wants more?

Past and future do not interest me
it is all dead 
all the same
waste of time

people are possessed by thoughts of past 
or possessed by thoughts of future

when young you want to become adult
can't wait excitation of the future
what does it hold in store for you
Mystery.

when adult you regret the youth
health and experiences 
love and light moments 
which slipped away like sands from your hands.

In both cases 
impatience and regrets 
make you miss the present.
Again.

Spirit is unconditioned by both
so never gets old nor younger
it is what it is 
illimited in Itself

Genuiness
If you wish to see people of the Self
People of the Present
those who sees you 

also 
Present
is the moment where the knower and knowledge are One.

Duality 
happens when attention is outside of your Self
hence you are objectified
an object can never know another object
knower and knowledger are two

Oneness 
when the knower and knowledge are one
happens when attention is inside
in the Self
where you find your attention and the source of manifesed objects outside.
All is the Subject.
Subject of the Realm, under the order of the King.


In the Present
you have Peace and Power to Enjoy.

No value.
what excitement and Mysteries are hold by those words?

Because limitations are yours.
Kundalini arising, true; and gives you the present silence.
and then?

It falls back 
to heal your wounds 
you did to your self

so the only thing is experienced is silence 
so what?
then?

It is the minimum that is experienced
only genuineness to want more 
Would reveal more treasures of the Self

Genuineness would be?
the Feel

Full Attention Inside
+
Feel from the Heart

What new world open to us?

Isn't it called the Realm of God ?
Realm of the Spirit?


Practitioners though realised
are limited in their desire 
hence believed their arrived at their destination.

Life is Growth
if Ego wants always more but from that which is dead.

Why the Desire for the discovery of the Self which is alive is so short lived?

Vibrations are only, though incredible sign, by product of the life awakened in you.
Spirit is the Goal though.

What do we know of our Spirit
how do we experience it every day?

Except for rosy words of love and references to vibrations
I do not see any power displayed by the yogi after so many years of limited practice.

Present.
Is the Interstice, the gap, the crack created between Past and Future
where no thoughts are.

Once reached
our attention sipped in
but only for a time.

This time is used to create what we want to manifest in material life.

And again just to enjoy the moment.

But where is the new creation we became ?

If we evolved from amoeba to a frog to a monkey to a human being
Can't we as next step of evolution be a display of a new creation?

Feeling vibration is a byproduct of the awakened life in us.
But did we let this life heal without adding more hurt to cure for it?
or let it clear without adding more dirt?

So it just keep circling in us to clean
while we keep dirting the same place
how do you want to evolve?

Stagnation.
at some point 
she will get tired and just recoil back 
or maybe out of compassion manifest the coolness of her presence 
during some gathering to comfort you and signal her presence.

But there is no feel for her
may be her expectations is that to the least more dirt be not put back in ?
so that she can progress and show something more to you?

maybe if we are a little braver
we can extend the time of meditation a little more every year?

to help her in her job 
which is to clean our body 
so that she hangs up there in the sahasrara
so that the seat of sahasrara that is the heart
be more opened?

then your own heart would open.


Heart opening
isn't it another Realm?
With other rules?
Maybe another stage of evolution
which has little to do with the current condition of the human being?

Unexplored territories
Excitement and Mysteries
of the Present Moment.

Except this time
it is not under control
it is Spontaneous.

And that is what is called a Miracle.