After my meditation
I heard in urdu my spirit said to me
"aap bohot kimti ho"
In english it means "you are very precious".
It is the God within who spoke this, Spirit within.
That is such a Good Word! It does make me feel I am on an auspicious journey and lots of care is taken :)
Yesterday while sleeping
I could see two soldiers laying in an airplane
And I could hear the thought of the one laying there.
He was afraid to die
He was to be parachuted
and felt those left behind where lucky
as they did not have to go through this.
Himself he could not desert the army
or he would be in danger for the rest of his life.
Once I woke up I kind of knew what I witnessed - I being here the awareness of the Collective consciousness -
Spirit told me it was the scene linked to the war in Ukraine.
A night before that
I had seen a whole building half way standing, half calcined.
The whole collective is definitely being damaged by this war.
I do not watch the news, but still I could see what is happening.
Current governments in place are of an old age, very immature.
They do not know that above the physical damage, what damage is being done to the collective mind.
Yesterday I ended up witnessing a conflictual situation
Not agreeable at all
I could find and see the sincerity of both parties involved
while both of them could not see each other good intent for one another
a bit like a conversation between a mute and a deaf.
Both not seeing each other sincerity
because both are insecure and try to protect themselves
from one may one say.
Anyway
Later when i was reminiscing this
I could feel the heart chakra being in pain
and also I had out of nowhere tears in my eyes.
And for sure I can say they were not at all my feelings
as I was not at all sad.
So I ended up understanding it was empathy
and thus I was feeling the heart and emotional state of another.
Thus before sleep I was advised just to let this happening go.
For that I just said with full intent that I forgive and let go of everything I witnessed.
Despite the fact that I was not at all part of that argument, it did take a toll on me witnessing it.
As soon as I said that,
the mind went black
and I could hear the water in the womb
Like for an echographs
Then I could hear the heartbeat of inside a body
and finally, I could hear the sound made by the blood flow in the body.
Later I asked the Spirit what this was
And I was told it is the return to Innocence.
Like when one is being reborn.
So this is good sign of good progress and direction.
It is true that Truth is simple
but the delay in fully self realising it
and maintaining it is of our own making.
We like to play so long that we end up forgetting that we are ourselves standing between Truth and the current self.
Humbleness is not an attitude
it is not mannerism
it is not even to be looked for outside of your self
even less fruitful to witness it in another if not just for the sake of distraction or remembrance
depending where your attention is while witnessing this quality in someone.
Humbleness is the return to simplicity
as a new born is.
For this you can't gain it by imitation
but simply as in the above exemple by letting go.
Because then you truly do a favor to the Holy Spirit
who can keep growing in you
instead of keep waiting that you unblock the way by forgiving, if one day you remember to do so.
And again forgiving is a loaded word now
I would rather say by letting it go
just erase the slate in your mind
and you return to your Self.
