The return to true Innocence

Yesterday I ended up witnessing a conflictual situation 

Not agreeable at all

I could find and see the sincerity of both parties involved 

while both of them could not see each other good intent for one another 

a bit like a conversation between a mute and a deaf.

Both not seeing each other sincerity 

because both are insecure and try to protect themselves 

from one may one say.

Anyway 

Later when i was reminiscing this 

I could feel the heart chakra being in pain 

and also I had out of nowhere tears in my eyes.

And for sure I can say they were not at all my feelings

as I was not at all sad.

So I ended up understanding it was empathy 

and thus I was feeling the heart and emotional state of another.

Thus before sleep I was advised just to let this happening go.

For that I just said with full intent that I forgive and let go of everything I witnessed.

Despite the fact that I was not at all part of that argument, it did take a toll on me witnessing it.

As soon as I said that, 

the mind went black 

and I could hear the water in the womb 

Like for an echographs

Then I could hear the heartbeat of inside a body 

and finally, I could hear the sound made by the blood flow in the body.

Later I asked the Spirit what this was

And I was told it is the return to Innocence.

Like when one is being reborn.

So this is good sign of good progress and direction.

It is true that Truth is simple

but the delay in fully self realising it

and maintaining it is of our own making.

We like to play so long that we end up forgetting that we are ourselves standing between Truth and the current self.

Humbleness is not an attitude

it is not mannerism 

it is not even to be looked for outside of your self 

even less fruitful to witness it in another if not just for the sake of distraction or remembrance

depending where your attention is while witnessing this quality in someone.

Humbleness is the return to simplicity 

as a new born is.

For this you can't gain it by imitation

but simply as in the above exemple by letting go.

Because then you truly do a favor to the Holy Spirit 

who can keep growing in you 

instead of keep waiting that you unblock the way by forgiving, if one day you remember to do so.

And again forgiving is a loaded word now 

I would rather say by letting it go

just erase the slate in your mind 

and you return to your Self.