Happy Diwali

Happy Diwali!

Lyrics :

A Thousand Years

Christina Perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt, suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything, take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed, I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed, I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Auteurs-compositeurs : DAVID HODGES, CHRISTINA PERRI

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Love,

-Petals1000...UK-

Six Flying Dragons

Amazed at the deep spirituality reference
behind Korean movies

One is called The 6 Flying Dragons
Long serie

From the headstart
the name is appealing
as reference to Shakti

Second comes the crux of the matter
the Trust

the point of meeting
is called " The moment when Heaven and Earth meets"

with reference to politics
when a good timing, uncontrolled Event happen
in your favor
you call it "Heaven's Rain"

and when you realise who was the tool of that Heavenly rain
then the 3 people who meet out of sheer coincidence
recognise in each other face
the Face of the Destiny who created the whole Favorable Circumstance
for IT/The Big Event to happen

and they acknowledge it :
"Look is us, who are that Heaven meeting the Earth"

It takes a Great Insight
to be IN and yet also OUT to acknowledge
with Awareness to be part of the play
and recognise as a Witness to be playing that role
in all consciousness

moment of true enlightened script
if ever! in the story of cinematography

but then it depends on the watcher
to be able to see this moment as well

is why i am excited about it
and you may not be

third...
the 3 guys
i realised
ended up being 3 channels

"in times of turbulences"
as quoted in the dialogue

the slayer got depressed
that so many should be sacrificed
for reforms to take place
as per cutting trees in favor of the Forest
his Earthly view opposing the Heavenly Overview
Sacrifices supported in the wake of the Greater Good
feels too much of a price to pay for it

is the victimised and emotionally depressed channel
in the time of Great Turmoil

the second channel happen
to be the Teacher or Mastermind of the plot
he got, as a true ego would,
angry
why he (his will) has been BYPASSED
and his action not based on the purity of decision
he was expecting from its ally
such as seeking the purest determination from the bottom of the heart
of his supporter
but was tricked to ACT

bypassed by whom?
by the 3rd guy
a optimistic, a conventional-mannerism-forsaking guy
called rude! LOL i recognised myself in him
as he was rude while not having one iota of guilt for it
he was the Rider of the Time of Turbulence...
using "the sword that fits for time of turbulences"

Indeed the Rider
overlook and is untouched by the emotional casualities of a few for the Greater good
and it also bypass all foundation of action , including manners,
as long as it get things done as its End Goal
becoming the pathway leading to the Reform of society
where the weak ones can follow in his wake

the Rider-the Victim and the Fighter
the Central-the Left and the Right channels all meet
in the Cave in a moutain in the drama

and that meeting was called
"The Moment when Heaven met Earth"

Such a beauty...
You might not have understood it all
as i spoke about movie details
but in the great lines
am baffled at the spiritual image depicted in that movie
is so deep

and that is called Average Korean Historical Drama
i say average because is not being praised enough to be called exceptional
by International community

but truly i really feel in awe of this superb mix
of Spirituality conveyed in a Historical Drama
about the History of Creation of the Korean Country

This Heavenly and Earthly metaphor ...
is beautifully mentioned
i mean WHAT movie uses spiritual saying as a BASE and guidelines for its main plot..

Second, the movie is so beautifully  crafted to SHOW
in -real- time the FACE of this sentence (no more abstract words...of philosophy..they put a face/circumstance to the words.)
by showing how 3 rivers converged in the cave
out of sheer coincidence
hence the long use of flashback in first 10 episodes

and how in this cave
in this mountain
the spiriual/heavenly metaphor
chiselled its image on earth
by dividing itself into 3 men/channels/rivers

who happened
and that is the 3rd amazing stuff
to recognise each other
as the 3 necessary actors who ARE witnessing
a situation which 1 minute before
they were all wondering about
"who created it" or "who is the unknown power leading its manifestation/creation"

BRAVO! to the scriptwriter, plot writer and what not....
Is a MasterPiece for me!

Be Enlightened or Be eaten

Real Challenge is to be Enlightened or to be Eaten

Is not the Food chain Eat or be Eaten

is really to be Enlightened or be Eaten

In Quran is said that
"they see us from where we don't see them"

who are they?
is the dark forces who share our food and beds
i think is said so in hadith

The people who go nuts and commit such stupid acts of terror
got lost to those dark forces

cause they think life sucks
they can't appreciate the current Life
and creates new troubles around them
as if by creating chaos they will find some meaning
out of life

in no way
you are serving God by killing lives...
is how these people mind got cornered
thinking they do something good
better than their current life misery


Get Enlightened or Be eaten

Means either you INCREASE your AWARENESS of Life
or you get caught in misery and become a tools for dark forces
to act through you to increase around you
fear

As human being
who are spiritual beings
we can be fed , as soul, by The Source, i.e. God's Light

but the dark forces
are those who refused God light
so they must feed themselves from some other source
and this other source
is the human being

such a ready hot dog

a cooked hot dog is better
than a cold one

so if they can turn a person evil  is good for them
but if they turn it evil enough to affect thousands
if not million of others human being

by spreading terror and thus extrem fear
is a feast no more a meal for them

Dark forces  as i understood it
feed upon human fear/blood/sperm
is why crimes exist on earth

the more they exist
the more food they get

So is Why
Spirituality is becoming a sorting out tool
of those people who will become food and those who will become Free

Witnessing of the witness - part 2

is when you are a mark
somewhere in this world
a landmark

you happen to witness
someone's pain
so you want to help it
witnessing what is witnessed
that is the first ray

so when you need help
to empower your witnessing
by concretising your help

you turn above
hoping that a Higher Witness
is Witnessing what you are witnessing
that is the second ray

IF the Witness your witnessing
then that is a pillar of light
that goes from UP to Down

then that is a Reality
cause that which is witnessed
exists

if the Higher Witness witnesses
what you are witnessing
than for once
the first and second rays blend

and that is your pillar of light

somehow as a landmark
you can focalise higher rays
and distribute them on earth
is like a diamonds or prism
if you see rays refraction
once they go through a prism

somehow
when the blending happen
rays 1 + rays 2
1 pillar of light appears

is how it felt

then i saw a few rays piercing clouds
at first i thought it was sunrays
but it was not the sun

later i looked again
and rays were vertically falling from skies

and a 3rd time

then i was sure was not sunrays

things exist
only if they are witnessed

actually
at rays 1 things exist
is ephemer

but these forms
can be saved as pattern
and not perish
or not at once

if it is witnessed by ray 2
is like the pattern is brought
or ascended above
to exist

and is no more
a perishable form
left there

how is it brought above?
by the Vision

Only because Eyes saw you
you existed


also
the witnessing of the witness
somehow reminds me of

 fractality
or also the saying
what is above is beyond
is the same logic

The Witnessing of the witness

when the Witnessing
of the witness
ends

then the witness's
reason to witness
die

and is how
the Earth becomes
a God Forsaken place

as there is no more witness
to be Witnessed

-petals

Heaven & Earth are recycled

Just had a vision

I saw that men on earth were
recycled and became heaven/
or went to heaven

and people of heaven
recycled
and
incarnated down on earth

it was like a cycle

Send Love Everyday

Today
somehow
while writing the latter article

i felt a great inner self-nourishment
i felt fulfilled and satisfied
like once i have a good meal
and feel replenished and satiated

yes satiatied
is the right word

is like the soul
stop being at unrest

and now the heart
is feeling melting down
is how i realise it was hard
as now i feel it getting soft
like a weight has been lifted from it

and then
i felt taking my time
slowly
and just keep living

as you know
the way we breathe
shows our state , inner state

now i have a breathing that i can enjoy

because is like much useless worries
which were initially just meant to be temporary
became habits and then routine
and thus i forgot the single thing

i had to enjoy

was just

to LOVE
and send what i have been feeling grateful for
everyday to its Source

and i had even tears rolling down
my cheeks
because i just realised
was easy

i JUST have to go on sending love
that way

that's all
i found my purpose!

lol i felt so much purposeless
since i didn't take religion as the Truth

but could not find a ground to stay on

now is found
is just to aim for infinite Love

Infinity is an aim
which can't be limiting me
while it gives rest to the heart
and remove it from halting its breathing

as i had been waiting
for something
but knew not what

was actually on ME!

once you keep sending love
you somehow reach a threshold
where you can experience a new kind of  expanded consciousness

and it gives you a restful and satiated feel
while you enjoy slowly your time

How does Being under God protection works and how does "curse" also happen

That was always mysterious to me

like if God is all good, all loving
then how come curse exists
as everything is attributed in fine to God
right?

Is because of Absolute
God is Absolute
is not good nor bad
as is ONE
is not Dual

like in maths

in Absolute the digit is |3|
has a value 3

but in relative terms
let's say in manifested world
it can have -3 or +3

the choice is ours
which one we pick up

let's call it a Reward
or Boomrang effect
what we love, loves us back

or as said in Quran
God asking
"Who wants to Lend me His Good deeds?"

i used to find that very cute
as God asking
always wondering
why would God who needs nothing
like a child asking who wants to do me a Handsome Lending ?
and I will return it manifold

or like in hadith
Do 1 good deed, God returns it back 10 times more

or lend to Muhammad (pbuh)
for as HE strives in God way
then what you lend
got you more reward
etc.

like your rewards are multiplied

so all of these sayins are linked

is all about Blessings

yet no one knows
who is Blessed
that's the trick

when prophets were there
you knew you give and are blessed in return

cause and consequences were obvious

and now no more
as we live in a time of confusion
besides we don't know why we would even trust someone
as now there are no more prophets

....but what you don't know
is that EVEN  in QUran and Hadith is said
that people would come whose light would be even shinier than of prophets
and the prophet would ask who these people are
and it would be told
these are those brought the "brought near ones/brought near the Face of God"
they are neither from Right nor Left Hand

is because a prophet came with a MEssage
Last Prophet means as Last MEssage

knowing as of now
get your breakthrough
nothing more to theoretically learn
but use the help of those Who Knows
as said in Quran

But who KNOWS
that's the REAL stuff

people will take it as
mental knowing
while the True KNowing
is the Divine Knowledge
Grace from God

so all is about finding
the target of your blessing


so back to my second point
now when a friend called me
all of sudden i felt her heart really hurting
so that mine was hurting seriously too

what happened is
as I am Protected
let's call it a shield
it has a Mirror effect

in Absolute terms

as the person who has her OWN imbalances
call it sins (in today's terminology)
thought of me strongly
her energy of imbalance
hit my shield

by the way
a sin is not something you did bad
is something that hit you and left you feeling bad

so that something hits you
means it entered your attention
therefore if you let it enter and affect you
is just because your guard was done
not because you are inherently bad
as your true nature is divine

as a baby
he won't ever feel bad
trust me
even after throwing up on your shoes
clothes
after he will smile at you

no guilt
and even if i get all messed up
i will kiss the baby later
because there is no self guilt that has destroyed its light which is always shining

is because his attention
is still not stuck in his being of being alive
ie self consciousness

he is still in his absolute nature
od divine self
jusr knows it not
just enjoying it
as long as it lasts

is later that its surrounding
corrupts its nature / "religion"
(hadith by the way!

back to the shield

and as it hit it
the feedback as to -3 or +3
depended on her attention
 did she had good or bad feeling towards me

the good and love she had
got her the boomrang effect
her love for me
hit her back 10 times more
and thus she smelt sweet perfume

likewise
another girl had a bad intent
some prying about me
and that hit her back
and she had quite a frightening nightmare

in both cases
i did nothing
nor i knew it

is only later
i understood

but is how
God Power works

what you love
it loves you back
+3

what you hate
hates you back
-3

and God rewards is ILLIMITED
so is all about HOW FAR YOU CAN LOVE


and this is how too..
polyteism was created
or worship of man or JEsus as God

cause the Divine Blessed Men
had God's Protection / Shield

so if you Love them
you were loved by God Power/shield

and that led people
to WORSHIP men

thinking ok my devotion
is equal to worship

not at all

the shield is an AYAH
a SIGN for you to see
Love and you are LOVE BACK

and that PERSON
is JUST the Target/Support
for you to send your Love towards
if you want it back MANIFOLDS

but the ORIGIN
is GOD

that's what God Blessings are about
is not about worship
is about  Love

Love the person
teaches you how to love

and once you learn to love
then you are Free to Enjoy Back your true Divine Nature
as you remember

as when you were baby

just that this time
you do it KNOWINGLY
(while the baby doesn't know but only enjoy)

so at no point
a baby worship God
lol you saw a baby bowing to GOD
and beg God for his Mercy?

LOL

the worship of the baby
is him being basked into God's Light
and him enjoying it

even worship is slavery
but True Love is Freedom

reminds me of Imam Ali (as) saying

Imam Ali [as] said: Verily, some people worshipped Allah being desirous (Of His reward) – so this is the worship of traders; and some people worshipped Allah fearing (His punishment) – so it is the worship of slaves, and a group worshipped Allah in gratitude (to Him) so this is the worship of the free. (Nahju ‘I-balaghah) 

& that poem from Rabia Basri  :

I have two ways of loving You

I have two ways of loving You:
A selfish one
And another way that is worthy of You. 

In my selfish love, I remember You and You alone.
In that other love, You lift the veil
And let me feast my eyes on Your Living Face. 

 - Rabia Basri translated by Charles Upton

If you Truly Find Love

then

you do not Worship God

but you Enjoy His Face

Those are the Brought Near Ones 

Those to Whom God has given His Face

Worship no more, but Love and thus Enjoy God Face 

-petals1000uk

See the worship or the selfish Love
is done to remember the God Alone
once you REMEMBER
you come out of your mental state
is why is called self-ish
cause is still the play of the self

once you use religion
ANY religion
to reach the Source of Oneness
then your mind comes back to IT
and you just do like the baby plus sth more : the Enjoyment
of God Face WHILE WITNESSING IT
in ALL consciousness
which is main difference from a baby

and that is BLISS

so Bliss is above Love which is above worship
worship being just a mental method to help you to
remember while leading you on some path to Love
which will lead you to remember The Bliss

that is the Fall from Heaven
and the Rising back to It
i.e. Ascenscion

as path to God are many
religion matter not
what matters though
is where you end up

Last Samourai

Marvelous Soundtrack - Hans Zimmer The Last Samourai

I remembered to have discovered and watched the first samourai in 2009 i think
when i came back from uk to france during my break time

I totally felt mesmerized by the music

it touches really the soul
actually it feels like it expresses the longing of the soul


yes i think if a soundtrack had to personalise the unheard voice of the soul
it would be this one

Here some comments i read :

J Roig10 months ago (edited)

"While writing the score for The Last Samurai, Zimmer felt that his knowledge of Japanese music was extremely limited. He began doing extensive research, but the more he studied, the less he felt he knew. Finally, Zimmer took what he had written to Japan for feedback and was shocked when he was asked how he knew so much about Japanese music." - (http://ew.com/gallery/hans-zimmer-reflects-15-his-memorable-film-scores/)

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fofi fernandez2 months ago

END OF QUOTE

The more you learn the less you find to know. I feel this way with music, and art. 

Why the more we learn 

the less we feel we know?

I remember at School

the more i did in depth research

the less i thought i had gained real knowledge of the stuff

yet once  the work 

was handed over and graded

it was always the best

I was even told to sold it

to the companies concerned

so professionally interesting it was 

and i found out why we have 

this kind of opposite feeling

when we work so much 

and try with passion to find 

stuff to nourish the soul desire to learn more

is because 

when the soul 

as a drop falls into the sea

then it feels it knows nothing

yet it has managed to target 

and fall into the sea

while other remained on the shore

and never jumped into it 

so the more you enter

the ocean of knowledge

as is obviously not in your drop like power to encompass 

and thus to control and deform it to your liking

to make it follow the path of a tiny river

you are overpowered by its existence

and you think you know nothing

while in truth you targeted the bull's eye

so is not about grabing knowledge by its ball

as mccoffee would say

but is about KNOWING that you are already there 

so to BE 

is vaster than to KNOW

thus you think you know nothing.

is true, you don't,

because you ARE that knowledge in Essence

PS : for the Americans :

Brosmotte The Hunter1 year ago (edited)

This movie is seriously cool .... But why American always said they are the hero of all adventure ? The real " Last Samurai " Was french .... it was a French general ( im not sure he was general ) . it was during the the revolt of Satsuma he's name was Jules Brunet. Watch in an history book :D He was comming for help the japanese emperor but he decided to walk with the samourai.

LOL hahaha

cracked me up 

For the world who was sad : One million Roses

Love the song &
Lyrics are already in the vid:

This song is a remake of Aija Kukule and Līga Kreicberga's 1981 song, "Dāvāja Māriņa meitiņai mūžiņu"(A Life Mara Gave Her Daughter, 마라가 딸에게 준 삶), written by Raimonds Pauls (music) and Leons Briedis (lyrics). This Latvian song has metaphors in it to express the country's pains and sorrows during the Soviet occupation of Latvia. On the other hand, Sim Soo-bong's 1997 remake has very philosophical lyrics about agape love. Ha Hyun-woo (of "Guckkasten") covered this song on MBC's

Cover: Shim Soo Bong - A Million Roses

Shim Soo Bong (심수봉) - 백만송이 장미 / Baekmansongee Jangmi / A Million Roses
Originally by Million Alyh Roz - Alla Pugatcheva
Covered by Davichi @ 1000 Song Challenge(Nov 29, 2009)


먼 옛날 어느 별에서
Meonyetnal eoneubyeoreseo
Long long time ago

내가 세상에 나올 때
Naega sesange naolttae
When I came out into the world

사랑을 주고 오라는
Sarangeul jugo oraneun
A small voice I heard

작은 음성 하나 들었지
Jageuneumseong hana deureotji
To come back after giving love





사랑을 할 때만 피는 꽃
Sarangeul halttaeman pineunkkot
A flower that only blooms when in love

백만 송이 피어오라는
Baengmansongi piwooraneun
To make a million of it bloom

진실한 사랑을 할 때만
Jinsilhan sarangeul halttaeman
Only when in true love

피어나는 사랑의 장미
Pieonaneun sarangui jangmi
The rose of love blooms





*CHORUS*
미워하는 미워하는 미워하는 마음없이
Miwohaneun miwohaneun miwohaneun maeumeobsi
Without any hate, hate, hate

아낌없이 아낌없이 사랑을 주기만 할 때
Akkimeobsi akkimeobsi sarangeul jugiman halttae
When I only give love without any reserve

수백만송이 백만송이 백만송이 꽃은 피고
Su baengmansongi baengmansongi baengmansongi kkocheunpigo
A million, million, million flowers bloom

그립고 아름다운 내 별 나라로 갈 수 있다네
Geuripgo areumdaun naebyeollararo galsuitdane
I can go to my beautiful starland I miss




*CHORUS REPEAT*





진실한 사랑은 뭔가
Jinsilhan sarangeun mwonga
What is true love

괴로운 눈물 흘렸네
Goeroun nunmul heullyeonne
I wept distressed

냉정한 사람 많았던
Heeojyeogan sarammanhatdeon
Many men left me

너무나 슬픈 세상이었기에
Neomuna seulpeun sesangiyeotgie
The world is so sad





수 많은 세월 흐른 뒤
Sumaneun sehwal heureunbil
After a long time went by

자기의 생명까지 모두 다 준
Chagi hanseh myeokkal jimodeudajeulaen
Giving everything even one's life

빛처럼 홀연히 나타난
Bbijeoreom ooryeon inhadana
Appearing out of nowhere like the rain

그런 사랑 나를 안았네
Geureon sarangnareul aneunhae
Such a love held me in arms





*CHORUS* x 2



이젠 모두가 떠날지라도
Ijen mwoka deotnaljirado
Even though everyone leaves me

그러나 사랑은 계속될거야
Kyeona sarangeun gaeseok dwaegeoya
I'll still keep loving

저 별에서 나를 찾아온
Jeobyo haeso nareul jajaoh
Who came to see me from the star

그토록 기다리던 이인데
Tteoro gidarideon eeyinae
The one I've missed so much





그대와 나 함께라면
Geudaewa na hamkkeramyeon
Together you and I

더욱 더 많은 꽃을 피우고
Deowook deo manheun ggoteul pioogo
More and more flowers

하나가 되어 우리는
Hanaga dwieo oorineun
One with you

영원한 저 별로 돌아가리라
Yeongwonhan jeo byeollo dolagarira
Will go back eternally





*CHORUS* x3


Romanisation: lyricslations@wordpress
English Translation: koreanlover1fan2@yotuube

source : http://davichilyrics.blogspot.fr/2009/11/cover-shim-soo-bong-million-roses.html
Original song :

Fated to Love Yourself in the Other

Do you know what happen
when you are fated?

when you look into that person
you see yourself

when i see myself within him
i am really really happy

that's what looking mean
that is the power of fate

-Quotes from "Strong Woman"

It is very true
i guess unless you see
or saw yourself ONCE into that someone
then you had never experienced to find yourself in someone else
in other word
to feel the spirit to spirit love

that i felt it once with a friend
all of sudden i felt like i was watching myself

and happened quite a few times
with my husband

is freaking odd
to see your own face
in someone else

is like you are a kid
and first time you discover your face in a mirror

i remember when i was kid
first time i remember to have seen myself in mirror
i was checking if the reflection was as fast as me
so is like you give a life to the reflection in the mirror

is same with you see yourself in someone
is the power of the vision
that follows you
with its look

so he knows it
and you know he knows that you know
and it makes yourself feel being weirdly Watched by yourself

all so funny and weird
had i said clearly is a weird feel?

Above Agnya

In dream i saw a monument where people used to go
and later on top of it
i saw another monument
liek its exact replica
being set on its top

so below was light color monument
and above dark color one
and the light had a door where people flooded
and was related to jesus
was jesus feel

later i was told
the dream is about agnya
now it makes sense
when i think of it
while the feel was of jesus
when people flooded there

and the top part
ie above the agnya
was dark
cause is the unknown
is the realm of "total surrender"
so it looked black from my perpective

is like death
to find out what it is
one should totally surrender

and that is why was all black
cause one can't use the mind to see above the mind

I am the Greatest Star ..Happy Easter Holidays!

When the Universe talks to you

• or are you the Universe reminding yourself who you are :

BARBRA STREISAND LYRICS
Écoutez "I'm The Greate…"
"I'm The Greatest Star"

[Fanny waits for Eddie to come out of the theatre and tries to explain that she doesn't fit into the chorus because she's got star potential.]

[Fanny:]
Listen,
I've got thirty-six expressions-
Sweet as pie to tough as leather,
And that's six expressions more
Than all them Barrymores put together.
Instead of just kicking me
Why don't they give me a lift?
It must be a plot,
'Cause they're scared that I got
Such a gift-well, I'm miffed-'cause
I'm the greatest star-
I am by far, but no one knows it!
Wait, they're gonna hear a voice,
A silver flute-ah hah, ah hah-
They'll cheer each toot (Hey! I hear she's terrific)
When I expose it!
Now, can't you see to look at me
That I'm a natural Camille?
As Camille I just feel
I've so much to offer.
Listen kid, I know I'd be divine because
I'm a natural cougher.
[Coughs]
Some ain't got it-not a lump,
I'm a great big clump of talent!
Laugh!
They'll bend in half.
(Did you ever hear the story about the traveling salesman?)
A thousand jokes:
Stick around for the jokes,
A thousand faces.
I reiterate,
When you're gifted,
Then you're gifted,
These are facts-I got no axe to grind.
Hey, what are they-blind?
In all of the world so far
I'm the greatest star!
Who is the pip with piz-azz?
Who is all ginger and jazz?
Who is as glamorous as?
Who's an American Beauty rose
With an American Beauty nose,
And ten American Beaty toes,
Eyes on the target, and wham-
One shot, one gun shot and bam!
Hey, Mr. Ziegfeld, here I am!
I'm the greatest star,
I am by far,
But no one knows it!
That's why I was born-
I'll blow my horn
Till someone blows it!
I'll light up like a light
Right up like a light
I'll flicker, then flare up
All the world's gonna stare up
Lookin' down
You'll never see me-
Try the sky,
'Cause that'll be me.
I can make 'em cry,
I can make 'em sigh,
Someday they'll clamor
For my dram-er.
Have you guessed yet,
Who's the best yet?
If you ain't I'll tell you one more time.
You bet your last dime
In all of the world so far
I'm the greatest, greatest star

source: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/barbrastreisand/imthegreateststar.html

Man is a wolf to man?

Difference between nice and evil people
really nice quote

someone may do bad things like cheating, stealing etc.
but as long as he looks after people around himself
then there is still hope left in him

but those who are ready to fall/prey on others
ready to eat them
they are the evil ones

when i heard that
i found it interesting
that is like in food chain

eat or be eaten
is the law of the society

as as Hobbes said
Man is a wolf to man

and it all of sudden
reminded me
of relationship in society

why some people are considered as vampire
as they do some good - in apparence - to tame you
and make you believe how all good they are

and is a calculated good call it "n"

as they are eyeing to get back from you "n+1"

call it sneaky or calculation or forward thinking
or "if i spend on people, life always gives it back to me in some way"
whatever fancy word to make it sound beautiful

Truth is
GENUINE CARE
either you have it or not

if you have it
is for you own good
you are someone who has some hope left in you

if you don't have care for others
then you are just -evil- as the guy put it

i went to a seminar
and to my astonishment
i saw how the way of thinking and finding solution even managing team is changing

the speaker is no more considering himself a teacher
the Mr or Ma'm know it all

but a facilitator for group exchange

and the group composed of a few people
say 10
are a mirror to each other ...

they hold each other in a way accountable

..and i was amazed
that the facilitator warned us
saying...
if you hear some good words as praise
good for you
but when you are confronted by those that pain you

then
learn to take it in
face it
don't shrink from hearing it nor have a hostile and defensive position
but take it as a challenge to get the good out of it for your own self
is your "new Horizon"

very fast forward thinking
even some deepness and insight
yet .... was a business seminar

i was very impressed

in current capitalistic model
Man is a wolf to man
applies very much

actually is the downside of Globalisation
who can eat more and grow

but that way to see people
as the link to a chain
who are interdependent on each other

is very fast forward  thinking
and may i say
very human view of life

Human are characterised as being linked to each other
aren't we family members
or colleagues or friends etc

there are always labels to qualify relationship

is because as a human being
our strength is to be part of a chain

is true so far
individuality was the focus
now the Group as an Entity not as a team only
is a new kind of emerging consciousness

i found it fascinating

Man is a wolf to man
in a denser world
but in a more subtle one
Man is a link to man

Awareness and illusion - vid and comments

Quotes from the movie below
which i really agree with
and are worthy to be highlighted there:

the ego construct is nothing more than the impulse to repeat
is simply the path the energy once stuck (in our body - hence importane of purification that erase it)
and the tendancy for that energy to take that path again
whether it is positif or negatif for the organism
end of quote

this is why the "let go" notion
is the one that helps to "purify"
let go of money like by paying alms/zakat
let go of your precious stuff by gifting to people what they like when they look at your belonging
is why arabs of middle east (lol not of north africa) are for some
known to gift their belonging when they get praise for them

initially is meant for you not to stick to them
as the more people praise the object
 the more you will get attached and finally identified with
hence the giving of it

is what i feel is the meaning behind
such now cultural mannerism

another quote :

eyes of child
have no trace of self
only luminous emptiness

in an awakened person consciousness shines
through the personality

i particularly like this quote

as is what i had experienced in life

the prison is your current limited belief of self
and prison is an illusion
if you identify with your illusory self
then you are asleep

once you are aware of the prison
and if you fight to get out of its illusion
then you treat illusion as real
then you are still asleep
except the illusion becomes a nightmare

very on point quote
because is exactly how i felt
before i had self realisation
as i wanted not to receive an injection
to get asleep and live a life of work-marry-sleep

i gave it up
to get out of it
part of seeking was mainly blurry
as i knew what i wanted not
but knew not what i sought

and once i came to a dead end
and was jerked back into "you must live as others do and stay asleep"
that i fought again
and literally speaking life was a nightmare
so were my sleep time full of nightmares

so what the author of this vid said
is very on point


now.. i must also point
there are  good stuff i quoted not
but it shows how much is for an open minded muslim
if he listens to it .. its true islamic spirit /religion can become clearer to him
and am sure if a christian listens to it, he would also find this vid confirming its true christian teaching
about being reborn
same for an agnostic etc.

here i take two examples for muslims
in hadith it is said
"die before you die"
this topic is being treated in this vid

but when you look at the islamic teaching and hadith
how much the average muslim knows about the meaning of this?
yet is so openly laid in this vid
may be too much for an average muslim to get it
yet is where he can see the way pointed by islam
to its true self

another example
hadith : every child is born in true religion (fitrah) only his parents, society corrupts him

in vid the quote about the child eyes
when you look at them
what you?
luminous emptiness

is the hint about the true self

again
could the average muslim
see what the quran made of aya points at for him to seek?

did you know
if you are a muslim
that the word ayah..translated as verse in english
means in truth "signs, evidence, that are pointed at" for the belivers to look at..?to find truth..

same another example in the vid
metaphor of prison is given

in hadith it is said
the world for a true mu'min/believer is like a prison...

see?
never i had understood it
till i got self realisation
so this vid is pretty good material
for any seeker of truth

whatever its religious background
it helps you to fathom your own references
taught by your religion

again
as the vid pointed at

your aim is not to fight the illusion
as you create a hell..as terrorists do
not only eternal hell for themselves
sadly enough is what happens to each single wannabe terrorist
but also engulf in hell other victims along with him

is why also in hadith
was told that in end of times
people will kill and other will be killed
while both of them won't know why this happen

when i look 5 years back
is true that situation has become so precarious
and unsafe as violence spread in europe and intensifies like never before in middle east

but also
what is incredible to me
is that is the time
when the human being was the most at its technological peak
and mistakingly religious people think they are the most near to truth
while they have never been so far from it
when you look from the point of view of awareness in humanity
the teaching are so much distorted
that what was meant to help and guide
such as religion
is what is being used as an excuse to push even more towards destruction

another last quote of vid
see things as they are

isn't it what you can read in hadith
the prophet prayer being often
"Allah let me see things as they truly are"

so this vid should be just enough for any seeker of truth
even for and especially for muslims
provided they seek truth
but if you think
you have it already
then you are doom to never get anything beneficial from life or even this vid lol


Good vid for those who want to have a good overview of their situation :

source : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bw9zSMsKcwk

I love to be in trouble with you!!!

Hahahaha!!!

when you realise that you are
like any human being
in love and fits of anger

but you love most to be in trouble with the one you love!

hahahahahaha

I have all the reasons in the world
to love being in trouble with you!

;)
hope you like the music ;)
mwa:x kissi

Lyrics

Let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
We got this king size to ourselves
Don't have to share with no one else
Don't keep your secrets to yourself
It's karma sutra show and tell
Woah, there's loving in your eyes
That pulls me closer
It's so subtle, I'm in trouble
But I'd love to be in trouble with you
Let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got to give it up to me
I'm screaming mercy, mercy please
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
And when you leave me all alone
I'm like a stray without a home
I'm like a dog without a bone
I just want you for my own
I got to have you babe
Woah, there's loving in your eyes
That pulls me closer
It's so subtle, I'm in trouble
But I'd love to be in trouble with you
Let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
Let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on, babe
You got to give it up to me
I'm screaming mercy, mercy please
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on

Written by Julie Frost, Nick Seeley, Jacob Luttrell, Charlie Puth • Copyright © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

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The magic of miracles

Indeed Universe Loves me..
I just heard a cute phone tone
and wished to get it...
and guess what appears on my screen?

someone answering the question i just thought
only in my mind
not even voiced it

and was told where to get it

I was told also within same time span
though both events are unrelated

the more mysterious something is
the more our mind take it for granted
that it understands it


see
is so weird
i have different people
unrelated
yet is like each one complete each other sentence
thus
i call it
Universe talking to me/ conversing with me

i think i won't like to understand a miracle
otherwise it would cut me from the expectation/excitation
of expecting a new one

and so i now understand
that indeed
"mind" or "thinking about it" cuts the flow of magic

Magic exists as long as you are a witness to IT
and moves on
gratefully
..or gracefully? should i say

Sun Rising Movie - by Petals1000uk

Powerful Mood lifting soundtrack and vid combined!

Check out my new Movie!

Kiss;)

Universe talking to me!

After having resumed my meditation practice
to a new rythm once back to France

Universe started talking to me!

Morning i got the following sms
'Always pay attention. You don't meet people by accident and things don't happen by coincidence'

I said ok let's see
what happens then
I theoretically agree, but practically don't feel it so far
since am back

and right now,
as i was watching  some awesome dating goals!
i said aaahh not sure i can enjoy these
my husband is rather Mr I-am-angel-not-human-mood
no wonder though his feet are on earth, mostly his head is stuck in heaven

contemplating the fate of having such a husband
i received the following message ON SPOT:

"Go to  sleep
knowing some of the best days of your life
are yet to come"

Tadam! Hit my feelings!
THAT's the moment I said
WHAAT ? ???
IS IT A HIDDEN CAMERA
Universe is answering my thoughts
talking to me

now,
i look forward to more talks from It

Hey i should thank Universe
for having treated me like a Queen in Lahore
hmm.. i should have desired to get the Honda City Car
Class A
am sure It would have given it to me
shoot! 

Anyway... that car...loved it so much
haaaan am missing my personal driver routine

Another Flashnews...Got Finally!!!
My Genealogic tree book going back to prophet muhammad time...

In Big lines...am proud to say my dreams were true

My ancester was the personal helper of the prophet and used to prepare his seating area
and had sworn to follow the prophet grandsons Hasan and Hussein
wherever they would move to their service

So.. he was from the Al Ansar living in Medina
then, went to Iran
there my family Branch married the Iranian Princess
and moved to afghanistan
and then India

on my Mother side
her Great...Great...grandmother married the member of prophet muhammad family

I even saw their wedding in dream
the one i discovered only now in this biography
premonitory vision :)

so elegant and honorable
white clothes
and decent simple people

hmm...now i hesitate
initially i wanted a simple ceremony
but am getting passionate about partying..i think i would go for the Grandiose Celebration

back to family..
no wonder my cousins and brothers well..no wonder
that my family has such auspicious faces

yes they are worthy of praise
though some of them could be worthy of a few slaps too hahaha
cause is not all about genes is also about self improvement
once you feel self sufficient you become a pain in the foot of others
so you better be grateful for those Genes and be able to move on

so ... Fatimah (as) is my greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat grandmother!!!:)))

and then settled in India in fine
and then are from Rajput line

hmm... i discovered Punjabi people
in old time
before the colonization wipe this customs out
as the British were following the wiping out plan of Indian strength

Punjabi used to give to their soon to be married daughter
the Quaid-e-Punjab ... the book as inheritance teaching Punjabi and its culture
PLUS a sword..cause the punjabi ladies were ... actually...true to the movie...Jodhaa Akbar...
taught swordmanship

imagine...no wonder why i love fencing
and my heart beat when i watched Jodha Akbar first time
is in genes
now i found out the origins of my likings

isn't it an adventurous, poetic and yet passionate view to know about your roots
fantasizing about how life was by then
feeling the taste and honor of it passing in your genes and recorded in there?
somehow..you can ACCESS it


while remembering is all past
and now is all about how MUCH you can make the MOST of it...

The Past which is Present and wishes to be Discovered as a Pure Mystery in Future... 
In other  Word is God who is a "Mystery and created its creation to be Discovered" (Hadith)

From that point of view is an exciting Mystery to be discovered
what  the BEST days of my life are now holding for me...???

For this gotta sleep...
woooooooooush! in bed!

Morning Meditation

Celebrating Nice Morning Meditation

Enjoy song and pictures

Story Behind the pictures :

"
One of the most important religious holidays along with Makha Bucha in many Buddhist countries, Visakha Bucha (pronounced Wisakha Bucha in Thailand) celebrates the birth, enlightenment and passing away of the Buddha, which according to the Theravada Buddhist traditions, all took place on the same day of the year: On the full moon of the Indian lunar month of Wisaka.
The sixth lunar month, usually falls in May, or beginning of June. This year, it was on the 4th of June in Chiang Mai.
In most Buddhist countries, including Thailand, it is an official public holiday. Like many Buddhist holidays, pubs and bars are also closed and no alcohol is served anywhere during the whole day.
On this day, devotees, usually dressed in white, visit temples, bring offerings, meditate and listen to sermons. In the evenings there is often a candlelit procession, and the devotees walk around the main Chedi (stupa) of the temple three times, celebrating the triple jewel of Buddhism – the Buddha, his teaching (Dhamma), and the monkhood (Sangha)."


Text & Pictures credit : http://www.canvas-of-light.com/2012/06/visakha-bucha-in-chiang-mai-thailand/

Organize vs Organic

There are some people
who are attention seekers
Power hungry

they feel excitation
in managing people
as if they are playing chessboard

There is a time when a person seems "useless"
to them
so they didn't want to be colored by her color
say qualities, fame, money, power etc.
were - in apparence - lacking in her
then,
of course, let's make fun of her

but if ... all of sudden
some USEFULNESS is seen
let's say some mass self realisation at muslim level is FEASIBLE
then let's organize meetings and ORGANISE all of that

under a NAME

cause you know ORGANIZING
is so much more SELF-GRATIFYING

I see You
Remember it

I say
Be colored in the color of God
is way better than trying to dye yourself like a cameleon
with someone else's light/color
find your OWN

and remember
What matter is to follow your Inner Gut feelings
and give self realisation be it in mass or not
be it in group or alone
yet it MUST BE
TRUE TO YOURSELF

so if your GUT feelings say
Meet people who have a PAST PROVEN record of SINCERITY
then honor them
but if they are on a Power Trip of self-importance
then let them be happy as they are in their own world

cause it is not yours...

...Mine is filled with Organic Guidance
not an Organized one

Nature is Organic
not Organised :)

Organization? no thanks! I am my Own Successful, Richly Guided, and already Celebrated Organizer!;)

Kissi:x

Free Will vs Slavery

How much of Will is Yours?

When you can FEEL your will behind an action
or even before meeting someone
when you can FEEL it

then is your Will

But if you go and meet a person or an event
with a blank mind
you won't obtain anything
except what your "luck" is

determined by your subconscious
fear, limitation, love or expectations

hence you will be like an empty vessel
which is thirsty for experiences
but let itself being filled
by the Will of others

this is how you can assess
how much FREE Will you have

Look at the actions of yours
how much of intent attached to them is actually felt by you as being Genuinely Stemming from YOU?

if you can't feel it and tell it
if you don't even know about this
then, you are unconsciously a slave to others' will

Just you don't know it yet.
Realising it
is becoming self-realized

Kiss;)

Lahore

Sharing my impression about my trip to Lahore...

there,
people are alive
everything is in movement
nothing is still
nor frozen nor rigid

everything flows

here if it rains
traffic jam and everything blocked

there people and the country as a whole thrives..
despite the constant blackouts and all kinds of pollution issues

Brave people they are

True Fighters for Life

is like they have some inside battery in their bodies
and they keep going on
doing multiple jobs and following their passion
and succeeding ...

is a pleasure to see life thriving

Sun is the Power
that sustains their energy

they are more in touch with nature
though they are more and more racing towards
western models of success

i hope earnestly they keep in touch with Nature

there i felt like swimming in a bubble of water
like walking in a dream
easy peasy

we have all kind of servants
for nearly everything

personal driver
hop and go
personal maid
the new trend is 3 maid per houses

Houses are like luxury hotels
Amazing to sleep in King Size beds

Wardrobes...Awesome
should i speak of Orgasm at this point? hahaha

women are real queens there

and i enjoyed so much
SHOPPING
EXTASE

all kinds of worldwide items at hands
so many colors
1200 colors in one shop
for the customers to find matching clothes...

and still if you are unlucky not to find
the matching thread to sew
they will order YOUR COLOR from India ...
and you have no HUGE costs for such demands

Life is soooo easy to serve you and your desires..

I just had to desire something
not to say it
not even to mention it
but to desire it in my heart

that next day i was brought where i wanted to go...

I was for instance
on a ride
and saw Pak Tea House
and i thought ah i want to go there

next day i met a cousin
and he spoke of the hyped place to go
where journalists or literature lovers go and discuss

and guess what ?! was that Pak Tea House
with a century long story

and third day... another cousin
who did not even know about it..
brought me there
without me mentioning it

same ...
i desired a Jewel set
forgot to buy it

my aunt
God knows how she guessed it
not only bought it for me
but customized the pearls to the color of my dress

i felt truly like ME there
natural respect and honor given to you as  a HUMAN BEING

not like an item

here by contrast
i see how people uses you
as if you were an item

but there
is so OBVIOUS
that you are YOU
and are treated as such


Lahore
i love the trees there
is like light falls from them
each time i go there
i feel i am in a dream
in a bubble where time exists not

my family is very special
i have so many innocent girl cousins

they are of my age range

you see innocence oozing from them
some kind of purity
you don't see here in western countries

is a combination of natural good manners embeded in you
without any artifical mannerism
and an inner glow of light
which makes you feel sweet
looking at them

people living in the moment
and being with you
not chatting with you and thinking about how to use you
or chatting with you with a pre-plan in mind

no
is very much in the moment
is what makes it clean
and Alive

cause is not mental dependent
of some past manipulative plan
or some future profit they could get from you

even...when a few had such intent
their behavior flashed out to me
as it was against the natural glow of others
they were obvious to me when they had some manipulative ideas

but was rare and childish

but in europ
people are like living in a dark cloud of past or future
hanging on top of their head..
no covering all of their head till down their shoulders and more..

not in the light air of the present

which makes their movement slow
hard
like you cut throw mist to live there

over there you are flowing in the current of light
and have smooth flying to your destination

hahaha about destination
my life was in God Hand
people doesn't drive there...
they play video games....

If there is Life and Harkat (Movement and dynamics infused from sun light in you)
the extrem is the MESS!! hahaha
but even that is a joyous mess i would say

here is perfect in terms of discipline
you obey the law
and you are on the motorway of life
you know where you are and where you go

but there is no surprise
no fun
is just motorway of life
where all is frozen
you can't move from left to right
you have to follow rigid rules all the time
and become rigid as well

Nature is "disciplined"
in the way it follows some patterns
mathematical patterns as you know

yet is flowing
and brings you surprise
thanks to its Creativ-ness

Here is what i miss...

we are not riders of Life
but Laws of life ride us
and we are more like donkeys bearing weight of our life

than Masters of our Life riding donkeys..

In Lahore i also had many good experiences
one of which is to have visited the Medical College where Mataji did her Medicine Studies

again i feel time exist not there
everything is like there as a Given Life in Eternity

I loved most the soil there
the nice smell of it
as i said the light falling from trees
and their special surely special leaves
i loved seeing so many pets and animals there too
the magic of desire and all of them being fulfilled
just because i wished for it

Kun Faya Kun!
Be and it IS

Yes... so many saints graves and shrines
i went to a College and it had a shrine in there!
Amazin
i went to a garden
again a saint
i went to an old Fortress
again a century old famous saint shrine

i think the country is still alive and thriving
despite all the issues be it economics, politics, hygien
it is still there and fine...may be thanks to the saints, shrines
which are as much alive place as any other lively café or tea houses

even the cemetry... it is all shiny and emitting light
is so peaceful...

here cemetries feels like doomed and sad and all grey

Jesus is another world there
there is beauty everywhere
Beauty increases when you see it


I miss Beauty

Is not the End that counts but the Journey

Is strange for me to say
what i am going to say
but i only realised it now that i changed...

I used to look at people as a whole
and think why they bother to decorate their house
and invest so much energy to set things
when they know they will eventually age and die

For me was puzzling behavior
i found it being useless, pointless
and because was purposeless eventually
the behavior was childish and even stupid to me
..seen from above..

After 10 years,
only now
i realised

is not the death that counts
meaning people don't live to die

but they live to experience those moments of life..
because they are precious

though i had lived life
because i happened to be alive

time was not precious to me
i just lived cultivating myself,
doing what i had to do
studying mostly
on my own

most on my life
i lived it on my own

and funnily
all this time i never felt i was alone

is only recently
when i experienced that me too
am mortal

that life for me started
and that i could sense that
all this time i had been lonely

but i could not have possibly realised that before
as only opposites teach us the existence of duality
of what is company
once is removed
what is loneliness

so in the past
i used to observe for a second, life
and just saw pattern
people are born, race to live
against time - like a time war - lost in advance
squeezing a boring routine in their schedule
they call life

and die.

but now...
i realised
while myself i immerged myself in It :
we don't live to die

but to experience these important moments

so in a way..
Death or being mortal is a blessing

as it helps you value those moments,
and each moments if you are lucky in keeping such awareness

and my second conclusion
i wonder ... looking back at myself

Am i an alien?

trying to understand human behavior
because i often feel i try to understand social behavior
that are a given for most people
but for me is not

as i feel i am not part of it

Kisses above the Clouds

..Above the clouds...and ready to crash in the ocean...but so beautiful clouds!...it was worth it !

I often wondered am i seeing clouds or ocean waves ... incredibly mesmerizing!