Cool fountain and pond of water gushing from head

yesterday night
as i was deep asleep
i felt a very cool pond of water on my right head side

was liek water gushing forth
it woke me up
and then a pool
i felt like i had a pond of water
on my head
and was about to fell on my face

next time
i will remember
to abandon myself to its sensation
and let it flow
and expand

cause without that absolute
submission/abandoning of oneself
the Shakti cannot work against my will

and that very night
i dreamt of the nucleus of the earth
how its magnetic power
went from it
into my body
and how from my body
i could use it to bend an object in front of me

that's a nice taste of power

and i guess is
the more you are open
and thus ready
the easier is for the kundalini
to pass through you

then you use intent
for what you wish to accomplish
and if God will it happens

Queen of Sheba

Yesterday i was having
a very nice dream
jeeeez is the very moment
alarm rang lol

i kept closed eyes and ears just
to be able to stay in the dream
hahahaha

in the dream
i was ascending a spiraling staircase
it has 7 levels

i arrived at the very last
and the room was empty
except for a Book that was
on a holder in the middle of it

it looked like an old book
i saw the page covered with
handwritings of many people
who had written/engraved their name in it

me too i did same
i can even see myself now
i engraved my name in it :)

i remember
i read the surah fatiha
while i was reading it
someone near me
was feeling pain

like this surah was
protecting me from this not so good lady

hmm,
and then i think i saw that page with names
written on it
and i wrote mine

see?
Fatiha,
contains the letter in arabic Fa
Fa has the meaning of "opening"
beautiful isn't it?

for muslims
Fatiha is also called
by the other name
"The Opening of Quran"

while they only take it
literally as "opening chapter of the book"

what they don't know
is that Fatiha
refers to the opening of your fontanelle area
after your kundalini passed the 7 chakras
and that is where everything takes its meaning

and for myself only
Fatiha refers to Fatima
the Queen of Heaven
about whom is known
its followers cross the Bridge
and are not burned by hell fire...


intuitively
the Book was the Book of Life
is the book where your name is written

intuitively
the feeling was that this book of Life
is called in islam Ilyeen

muslims know that heaven has many levels
and the highest of it
is Ilyeen
the highest gardens

i always prayed to get this one
for i wondered
if i could pray for heaven
why not aiming for the highest?

lol

then
there was a switch of scene
and i was like another me
looking at the scene from "up high"

actually
i saw my future
the country i would live in ...
i saw the house
the street

and i could see from its window
people
many people
coming to visit

they were all coming
rushing
with a purposeful visit

i saw the kind of people
they were
i saw how they were dressed
and myself i was amazed
at this such a nice visit

in that dream
i saw the Queen of Saaba/Sheba
isn't it strange i said to myself
why is this Lady visiting me?

just wondering so
i woke up
and yes wondered again
isn't she from the past?
then why have i seen her so alive?

ps : i know now
why the Book of Life
is called so

is because unless
our soul join the spirit
we are dead

unless we realise
this self realisation
we are not in the Book of Life

because Spirit is the Life Force
if at your time of death
your soul has not joined the Spirit
crossed the Bridge to find its way
to the light

then your memory got erased
and you are reborn
having forgotten everything

like in the Matrix
it is reloaded
and you are reborn
having to go through everything again
not remembering your past experiences

because your consciousness dies
the rest which is your subconscious
becomes your next consciousness (the reborn one)
and got again a Life Force to live

but the actual YOU
this "soul/experiences of this Life" (isn't it beautiful -  these words ring so to me : "this soul of this life is you")
is lost...
as it does not get the Eternal Life...