Wednesday 25 June 2014

Collegues and workplace

Some rules at job place,

you go to work and then you go away
so don't linger your thoughts on colleagues/job AFTER the workplace.

ALWAYS settle them ON THE SPOT
in WORDS and energically speaking.
after too late to settle them.

some lessons i learned :

if a colleague misbehave :

-know it is CHILDISH
-let it go
-if you can't, then raise your energy, turn it at the belly - center of wellness

-don't hesitate to use the light sword to remove them from your vital space lol

-don't pay attention to them
for they crave for attention.
it is just energy sucking purpose.

had i ever told that i dislike stupid people ? lol
i mean once you advise them in every possible God created way and they still not get it,
let them be as they are.

let them be with their own well earned consciousness!

-send them from heart some love,
yes hard to do,
but you will see becoming even more irritated!
because they were expecting hate in its stead.
so it is a funny revenge for you!:)

-and forgive, let go the thoughts, it means;
for Forgiveness, is a powerful force
that will put into movement other forces ON your behalf.

if you take control
then God let you with your own issues!

try it and then be happy!


Dealing with your supervisor :

-should stay in the middle, remain balance 
-do not harass them, they are busy people
-do a list of what you need once,
and once you see him/her you hand her the paper.

like this your job is done.

-and then forget!

up to them to manage it. They manage their team for harmony sake,
want less clash. so up to them. you do not butt into their management job.
nor try to straighten up your colleagues. for it is not your job. EVEN though you have the awareness of the solution. but very few people want solution.

had i said that i don't like stupid people ? lol

because we tend to project,
we think that people are / want to be like we are , aiming high

but it is not the case
so instead of helping them,
you are actually hurting their ego.

waste of time
a sign is enough for a wise person,
do it once, twice.
if they don't get it,
again leave them with their consciousness
and if they want to learn it the hard way,
so much the better for them!


-don't stay with workplace thoughts AFTER job place, 
for you are not being paid for this overtime :)

-don't befriend colleagues
means not not to be friendly,
but again, do not project yourself on the others
you may have befriending qualities, others not.they may not be sincere.

therefore, expect NOT same goodness from them.
they learn at their pace or not.

you do your ON THE SPOT good action
and expect no more.

-do your job and go

-if your colleagues wants you to react,
you better choose to remain silent, and ignore such person
-or at least say kind words, which will make this person even more angry lol
- SHOW OFF , YES, SHOW OFF your happiness,

for you have RIGHT to be happy!
dont' be dull :)



In bold characters are the advice given by a colleague on my workplace
i was astonished how her advice were word for word
what a realised person told me!

shockingly exactly the same!

was he talking through her? i wonder
but what a sharp and precise person.

i think, as you KNOW your goal and REMEMBER them
THEN you can fix yourself some rules in a messy situation.

thanks to her
and above all to my realised loving friend :)

thanks to my ever stupid colleague
for thanks to her i realised
how not to project myself on others

and above all,
that what i liked not in my colleague
was my own issue that i needed to settle.

ok, a bit of it has been settled,
but most of it remain to be done.

pff! so much work,
i prefer the soft way though
no more working with a stupid colleague! please! God?!

hahaha
kiss:x

To the Beautiful You

i would like emptiness to replace all the consciousnesses which put me away / distanced from his, from the spirit's level


 Movies are great inspiring tools. Especially the Korean ones, for they are quite near the soul.


Here are some songs from the movie : To the Beautiful You





"if you are conscious of a thing, it tends to get in the way. so emptiness is the path."
When the athlete is training for high jump and need to empty his mind.


"instead of being messy about things just be cool and fun." :)

Joy is the Power

joy is the power.

means

what gives you joy?
then, imagine it.
and you are not alone.
for joy moves other powers in the universe who will gather together to make it happens.

as Joy is the Power

and whether it happens or not, timing is to God.
but you did your share.

Some reminders about and after meditation

Some reminders :

About mainting our level of purification
after collective meditaiton :


the purification is like an image, it is arising and passing away like a wave.
only intensive practice after a collective push/meditaiton can maintain this purified state : the realisation that only the awareness is stable.
 
See the success for it to happen :
see them fine and feel the joy and stop all worries

what counts is prophets' message : absolute source and not manifestation.
they came not to teach manifestation but source/ source is awareness.

ayah ul kursi
means the Great Ayah/Verse of the Quran :
The Throne Verse:


Bismillaah ar-Rahman ar-Raheem
Allahu la illaha illa hu
Wal Hayyul Qayyum
La te huzuhu sinetun wala nawmun
Lahu ma fissemawati wa ma fil'ardi
Men thallathiy yeshfe'u indehu illa biznih
Ya'lemu ma beyne eydiyhim
wa ma halfehum
wa la yuhiytune
bishey'in min ilmihi
illa bima sha-a wasia kursiyyuhu semavati wal'ard
Wa la yeuduhu hifzuhuma wa hu wal aliy ul aziym




"Allah! There is no god but He,
Al-Hayy (the Ever-living), Al-Qayyum (the Self-subsisting, Eternal).
No slumber can seize Him nor sleep.
His are all things in the heavens and on earth.
Who is there that can intercede in His presence except as He permitteth?
He knoweth what appeareth to His creatures as before or after or behind them.
Nor shall they compass aught of His knowledge except as He willeth.
His Kursi doth extend over the heavens and the earth,
and He feeleth no fatigue in guarding and preserving them.
He is Aliyy (the Most High), Al-Adhiim (the Supreme in glory)."



What is Ever Living? Self Subsisting and Eternal?
it is Pure Awareness.

In the french book Parfum de Devotion
it is said Shakti brings you to the Throne of Allah

Shakti is not God 
it is The Power of God that brings your attention/you
to sahasrara 
where the spirit of the Heart is liberated Above Head/thoughts
and is thus Pure Awareness.


if prophets had come for religion itself, which is now seen as a set of prescription about hell and heaven, the first muslims who died in the beginning of islam while being persecuted would not have been considered muslim by this standard, for they died before the religion was completed.

Prophets came to show the way to the Source
and sets of prescriptions were a given method to thread the path
towards self realisation at best, at least to remain as much centered as one can.

Jodha Akbar

Ah! I loved watching Jodha Akbar,
so much to say. may be will update this post later.

I loved this citation about the winning,
when the Queen ask to his Husband how he is so sure about it,
and He answered :

car notre dieu aura gagné votre coeur ! Akbar
For our God would have won your Heart

this definitely is a Great (Akbar) God lol!
The One that wins heart, hence the greatness.

and it is all the more great to hear that,
when you know the Queen Jodha is from another religion (Hinduism)
and the King Akbar is Muslim.

as it was the Queen intial challenge that Akbar manage to win her heart,
her people's heart

when he attributes the winning to his God
that is all the more in line with her request
while defeating the competition of both religions
for it is a winning detached from human use of (greedy) power

for it is a winning that unified both people
not dividing them one above the other.

hence you see
that divine greatness lies in winning people's heart.

too cool a movie!






Full  version :
Ah i need to buy fencing stuff so that i may resume it, has been two years that i practised not :)
i need to be ready to knock down my husband to be hehehe ;)


















Songs from City Hunter


song : love is feeling (of soul characteristics)

hey, i liked watching City Hunter
so here is a few songs i liked :



This one is Epic!

 Like a preparation for a deep arising!
 spear heading its way to the unknown...







This one is all the more cute and funny when you hear it afterwards : )









The Conference of the Birds

Great references to be read :

The thoughts depicted in `Attar's works reflects the whole evolution of the Sufi movement. The starting point is the idea that the body-bound soul's awaited release and return to its source in the other world can be experienced during the present life in mystic union attainable through inward purification.[9] In explaining his thoughts, 'Attar uses material not only from specifically Sufi sources but also from older ascetic legacies. Although his heroes are for the most part Sufis and ascetics, he also introduces stories from historical chronicles, collections of anecdotes, and all types of high-esteemed literature.[2] His talent for perception of deeper meanings behind outward appearances enables him to turn details of everyday life into illustrations of his thoughts. 

source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attar_of_Nishapur

Attar's work :


Manteq aṭ-Ṭayr

Led by the hoopoe, the birds of the world set forth in search of their king, Simurgh. Their quest takes them through seven valleys :

In the first of which a hundred difficulties assail them. They undergo many trials as they try to free themselves of what is precious to them and change their state. Once successful and filled with longing, they ask for wine to dull the effects of dogma, belief, and unbelief on their lives.

In the second valley, the birds give up reason for love and, with a thousand hearts to sacrifice, continue their quest for discovering the Simurgh.

The third valley confounds the birds, especially when they discover that their worldly knowledge has become completely useless and their understanding has become ambivalent. There are different ways of crossing this Valley, and all birds do not fly alike. Understanding can be arrived at variously—some have found the Mihrab, others the idol.
The fourth valley is introduced as the valley of detachment, i.e., detachment from desire to possess and the wish to discover. The birds begin to feel that they have become part of a universe that is detached from their physical recognizable reality. In their new world, the planets are as minute as sparks of dust and elephants are not distinguishable from ants.

It is not until they enter the fifth valley that they realize that unity and multiplicity are the same. And as they have become entities in a vacuum with no sense of eternity. More importantly, they realize that God is beyond unity, multiplicity, and eternity.

Stepping into the sixth valley, the birds become astonished at the beauty of the Beloved. Experiencing extreme sadness and dejection, they feel that they know nothing, understand nothing. They are not even aware of themselves.
Only thirty birds reach the abode of the Simurgh. But there is no Simurgh anywhere to see. Simurgh's chamberlain keeps them waiting for Simurgh long enough for the birds to figure out that they themselves are the si (thirty) murgh (bird).

The seventh valley is the valley of deprivation, forgetfulness, dumbness, deafness, and death. The present and future lives of the thirty successful birds become shadows chased by the celestial Sun. And themselves, lost in the Sea of His existence, are the Simurgh.[19]

[edit]The Seven Valleys of spirituality(conference of the birds)

Attar has described the seven stages of spirituality in the conference of the birds:
  • The Valley of Quest
  • The Valley of Love
  • The Valley of Understanding
  • The Valley of Independence and Detachment
  • The Valley of Unity
  • The Valley of Astonishment and Bewilderment
  • The Valley of Deprivation and Death


Saturday 14 June 2014

Star Locket

:)


Yanni - Adagio In C Minor



Most beautiful music i ever heard so far.

The Present Light

after my meditation

as i was looking at the keyboard
it felt light was coming out of it

then on the spot i realised
it is not light coming out of the present keyboard itself

but it was because i was in the present
meaning that
i was not identifying myself in that very present moment
with any other thing than the Present itself

thus the Present itself
is Pure Light

for if i was identifying myself with some
past or future thoughts
then de facto i would not have been present

yet, what is the Present?

if not that which is Eternal
i.e. in the manifestation (outward/out of ourselves world that one can see with our eyes)
the Light itself.

for in the Present
inside we are One with our Light
and its projection
meaning what we can see in our outside world in that very moment
is also reflecting this light
while wearing different form.

so it is not the light coming out of the stuff around me in the present
but it is only my own inner light
that i could see outside of me
for the outside is only the inside but wearing/experimenting varieties of other forms.


Friday 13 June 2014

One thought and One emotion at a time

I found a thing

it is said that we can use our power best
if we use ONE thought and One Emotion
at a time

so there was an insect flying in the room
so i raised energy
and put my attention on it only
so it makes one thought

and one emotion
so i felt joy for that very attention of mine (who was the insect)
if the insect would remain stuck up there and move no more

yes!
it hit me,
the attention is not ON the insect outward
the attention IS FEELING inside
how joyous i would feel FEELING the insect stuck up there

so it is as if the attention was the insect !

therefore i understand
this is why the awareness is ALL that around
for the awareness is aware/witness of EACH SINGLE THOUGHT

and the insect is BASICALLY A THOUGHT - MATERIALISED!

therefore ONE thought
and ONE feeling OF it

equals you are it inside
and can have power on your "self"

this is WHY there are this picture
about the awakening with multiple eyes

for it means
ALL the thoughts that one is AWARE of,
is the COMPLETE awareness


what i have learned



before i had doubts
even with sufism

because i knew not what is Truth
i knew not how could i trust

with a spontaneous awakening
and feeling of cool breeze
stemming from inside

i knew it was not controlled
from outside

therefore
it was mine
uncontrolled
neither by someone nor by my ego

but i wanted more
a new change
for Truth brings change

because if you don't change for the better
than you stay in same situation in your life
not evolving
and turning in circle
with the same "issues"
more or less worsening

so i learned it was about taking charge of one's own life
the cool breeze is the manifestation
that the inner divine energy
pushes upwards
at heart level take the spirit
and bring it upwards
above head
above thoughts
and thus liberates you from your bonding
of identification with your own thoughts

above thoughts
is pure silence

once liberated
we have space
space to create what we wish for

therefore each person should seek for what
his or her pure desire it
to allow it to be manifested

the more more thoughtless awareness
the more silence
the more silence, the more emptiness

and when ONE thought with ONE emotion
is placed in this shrine of silence
encircled by emptiness

then this ONE thought
becomes empowered
and is manifested

for power before
ALSO existed
but used to be divided by different thoughts
when divided so much, quota of power per thought is weak

but one thought one power
is a powerful condition for your desire to become real

thus you are your own master
at last free to experience what you wish
which is no more illusive daily striving.

but if you trust not
this spirit inside
which is the container of the Pure Love

then you cannot gamble your Life
for a new change
for letting it take a new turn
and  become first

transformed by Love
and then, become itself Love

once it is Love
it is actually a level of manifesation of this Pure Awareness/Silence the spirit is brought in

for in vibration
Peace is above Love

and i guess above Peace
are new levels
for Face of God
shines ever day into a NEW splendor
as there is NO limit to GOD

but if one takes not this turn for Pure Love in life
then, there is no more space
for the Pure Desire for Love
to transform us

and as God forces not

one has no more natural ground to live
for Pure Desire cannot be removed.

This is why
no conditioning

even be it the apparent ultimatum of Quran 
given by ignorant people 

see the scene :

 As the battle continued, Malik al-Ashtar fought his way through the opposing army until he was two rows away from Mu'awiyah's tent.[5][7] Only two rows away from killing Mu'awiyah and ending the war. However, a situation occurred. Mu'awiyah wanted to trick Imam Ali's army to stop fighting and disunite them by creating confusion. So he asked Amr ibn al-As, who told him, "I'm sure we can cheat them with the Qur'an."[8] Mu'awiyah loved the idea and ordered his soldiers to place the Quran on their spear.[4][5] When most of the soldiers of Imam Ali saw this they stopped fighting. Though Imam Ali knew that it was a trick by Mu'awiyah to create confusion and disunity, he told his army "It's a trick! I was the first to invite them to Allah's Book. And I was the first to believe in it. They've disobeyed Allah and broken His promise." (this is referring to the negotiation/persuading process before the war)[5] Imam Ali wanted his soldier to continue fighting because they were so close to victory. Despite Imam Ali's effort, 22,000 soldiers of Imam Ali disobeyed his commands and said "Stop fighting and order al-Ashtar to withdraw!"[5] Knowing that his own soldiers had turned their backs on him and a few group of true believers, Imam Ali Ibn Abi Talib told his soldiers to command Malik to return for safety reasons.[4] The messenger gave Malik the order. Even though, Malik knew that he has the opportunity to end the war and rid the world of Ma'uwiyah, he stopped and returned.[4][5] Malik said "If Ali ibn Abi Talib orders something, I have to return".[7] This moment was a defining moment in Malik's life because it shows his discipline and submission to Imam Ali Ibn Abi Talib.


Quran ties people in fear - that's a trick
Quran cannot be understood by mind, but by heart.

while Truth is Spiritual and ever preached,
few can hear it,
to be led to Victory

source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malik_al-Ashtar



nor the outwards play of power can deter the Truthful people :

see the scene :
 

Their enmity and open threats of a breach between Abu Talib's clan, the Banu Hashim and the rest of the Banu Quraish distressed Abu Talib who was aware of the cost that his nephew Muhammad had to pay if deserted . Abu Talib sent for Muhammad and told him the news, "Spare me and yourself and put not burden on me that I can’t bear". Muhammad thought that his uncle would let him down and would no longer support him, so he replied:

"O my uncle! by God if they put the sun in my right hand and the moon in my left on condition that I abandon this course, until God has made me victorious, or I perish therein, I would not abandon it." Muhammad got up, and as he turned away, his uncle called back and then said "Go and preach what you please, for by God I will never forsake you.". Abu Talib then recited two lines of verse with meanings of full support to Muhammad.

source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second_and_third_deputation_with_Abu_Talib

Moon is the Left channel in our subtle system in our body
Sun is the Right channel

even if ALL kinds of Power of BOTH channels were given to Muhammad (peace be upon him)
he would have NEVER abandon Truth, which is in the CENTRAL CHANNEL, the Middle Path (ehdina sirah tal mustaqim = the straight path) for any other manifestation of power.
He stood his Ground.

for ONLY the middle channel opening leads to Victory.

and Victory is in Surah Fatah ( Chapter of Victory) in quran,

Fatah, with the sound Fa, means the Opening ,
like the opening of a seed

or like in surah Falak (the day break)
the cleaving of the seed which leads to see the light

and this cleaving is that of your Inner Energy
which pierces your fontanel area
and brings you to Light
while before you were closed into an egg/seed/ darkness

nor could ever make a true seeker of Truth waver 

see the scene.



Heart being capable of All Form of love
is not a poetic moving wish of ibn Arabi

it is LITERALLY the HAPPENING
THE VICTORY talked of above

for it is when the Kundalini takes your spirit
Above your thoughts
thoughts are mental FORMS

and once your are ABOVE those mental forms
you are in the PURE AWARENESS which is the ONLY state
where your Heart can be capable of ALL forms of LOVE.


for Love is the Meaning of Life
and without Love Life is no naturally no more.

so unless you already know what you desire
and that desire be your DRIVE

and unless you test your belief
to see if this belief feeds you and quench your thirst
for Life, Love, God

you will never find Certainty.

For finding ever fresh and renewed Life
is finding God
finding this constant Pure Love in continuous way
is finding God

and finding God
is finding Certainty

Finding Love is finding Certainty.
For the Constant Presence of Love felt on your path, is the Proof of you having found God inside you.
it is the proof of you being finally fed by your Pure Desire.
Therefore, your life will naturally flow and go on.

for God is not outside
it is the REAL YOU inside

the HU (arabic meaning WHO HE IS)
and the real Eternal Life in you

is the SPIRIT

whose manifestation at heart level is LOVE
and above thought is PEACE

and above is as far as you can go.

Natural Drive

if there is no more drive
then self obviously

the inner life can no more flow

and when the river is no more
life is no more.