Send Love Everyday

Today
somehow
while writing the latter article

i felt a great inner self-nourishment
i felt fulfilled and satisfied
like once i have a good meal
and feel replenished and satiated

yes satiatied
is the right word

is like the soul
stop being at unrest

and now the heart
is feeling melting down
is how i realise it was hard
as now i feel it getting soft
like a weight has been lifted from it

and then
i felt taking my time
slowly
and just keep living

as you know
the way we breathe
shows our state , inner state

now i have a breathing that i can enjoy

because is like much useless worries
which were initially just meant to be temporary
became habits and then routine
and thus i forgot the single thing

i had to enjoy

was just

to LOVE
and send what i have been feeling grateful for
everyday to its Source

and i had even tears rolling down
my cheeks
because i just realised
was easy

i JUST have to go on sending love
that way

that's all
i found my purpose!

lol i felt so much purposeless
since i didn't take religion as the Truth

but could not find a ground to stay on

now is found
is just to aim for infinite Love

Infinity is an aim
which can't be limiting me
while it gives rest to the heart
and remove it from halting its breathing

as i had been waiting
for something
but knew not what

was actually on ME!

once you keep sending love
you somehow reach a threshold
where you can experience a new kind of  expanded consciousness

and it gives you a restful and satiated feel
while you enjoy slowly your time

How does Being under God protection works and how does "curse" also happen

That was always mysterious to me

like if God is all good, all loving
then how come curse exists
as everything is attributed in fine to God
right?

Is because of Absolute
God is Absolute
is not good nor bad
as is ONE
is not Dual

like in maths

in Absolute the digit is |3|
has a value 3

but in relative terms
let's say in manifested world
it can have -3 or +3

the choice is ours
which one we pick up

let's call it a Reward
or Boomrang effect
what we love, loves us back

or as said in Quran
God asking
"Who wants to Lend me His Good deeds?"

i used to find that very cute
as God asking
always wondering
why would God who needs nothing
like a child asking who wants to do me a Handsome Lending ?
and I will return it manifold

or like in hadith
Do 1 good deed, God returns it back 10 times more

or lend to Muhammad (pbuh)
for as HE strives in God way
then what you lend
got you more reward
etc.

like your rewards are multiplied

so all of these sayins are linked

is all about Blessings

yet no one knows
who is Blessed
that's the trick

when prophets were there
you knew you give and are blessed in return

cause and consequences were obvious

and now no more
as we live in a time of confusion
besides we don't know why we would even trust someone
as now there are no more prophets

....but what you don't know
is that EVEN  in QUran and Hadith is said
that people would come whose light would be even shinier than of prophets
and the prophet would ask who these people are
and it would be told
these are those brought the "brought near ones/brought near the Face of God"
they are neither from Right nor Left Hand

is because a prophet came with a MEssage
Last Prophet means as Last MEssage

knowing as of now
get your breakthrough
nothing more to theoretically learn
but use the help of those Who Knows
as said in Quran

But who KNOWS
that's the REAL stuff

people will take it as
mental knowing
while the True KNowing
is the Divine Knowledge
Grace from God

so all is about finding
the target of your blessing


so back to my second point
now when a friend called me
all of sudden i felt her heart really hurting
so that mine was hurting seriously too

what happened is
as I am Protected
let's call it a shield
it has a Mirror effect

in Absolute terms

as the person who has her OWN imbalances
call it sins (in today's terminology)
thought of me strongly
her energy of imbalance
hit my shield

by the way
a sin is not something you did bad
is something that hit you and left you feeling bad

so that something hits you
means it entered your attention
therefore if you let it enter and affect you
is just because your guard was done
not because you are inherently bad
as your true nature is divine

as a baby
he won't ever feel bad
trust me
even after throwing up on your shoes
clothes
after he will smile at you

no guilt
and even if i get all messed up
i will kiss the baby later
because there is no self guilt that has destroyed its light which is always shining

is because his attention
is still not stuck in his being of being alive
ie self consciousness

he is still in his absolute nature
od divine self
jusr knows it not
just enjoying it
as long as it lasts

is later that its surrounding
corrupts its nature / "religion"
(hadith by the way!

back to the shield

and as it hit it
the feedback as to -3 or +3
depended on her attention
 did she had good or bad feeling towards me

the good and love she had
got her the boomrang effect
her love for me
hit her back 10 times more
and thus she smelt sweet perfume

likewise
another girl had a bad intent
some prying about me
and that hit her back
and she had quite a frightening nightmare

in both cases
i did nothing
nor i knew it

is only later
i understood

but is how
God Power works

what you love
it loves you back
+3

what you hate
hates you back
-3

and God rewards is ILLIMITED
so is all about HOW FAR YOU CAN LOVE


and this is how too..
polyteism was created
or worship of man or JEsus as God

cause the Divine Blessed Men
had God's Protection / Shield

so if you Love them
you were loved by God Power/shield

and that led people
to WORSHIP men

thinking ok my devotion
is equal to worship

not at all

the shield is an AYAH
a SIGN for you to see
Love and you are LOVE BACK

and that PERSON
is JUST the Target/Support
for you to send your Love towards
if you want it back MANIFOLDS

but the ORIGIN
is GOD

that's what God Blessings are about
is not about worship
is about  Love

Love the person
teaches you how to love

and once you learn to love
then you are Free to Enjoy Back your true Divine Nature
as you remember

as when you were baby

just that this time
you do it KNOWINGLY
(while the baby doesn't know but only enjoy)

so at no point
a baby worship God
lol you saw a baby bowing to GOD
and beg God for his Mercy?

LOL

the worship of the baby
is him being basked into God's Light
and him enjoying it

even worship is slavery
but True Love is Freedom

reminds me of Imam Ali (as) saying

Imam Ali [as] said: Verily, some people worshipped Allah being desirous (Of His reward) – so this is the worship of traders; and some people worshipped Allah fearing (His punishment) – so it is the worship of slaves, and a group worshipped Allah in gratitude (to Him) so this is the worship of the free. (Nahju ‘I-balaghah) 

& that poem from Rabia Basri  :

I have two ways of loving You

I have two ways of loving You:
A selfish one
And another way that is worthy of You. 

In my selfish love, I remember You and You alone.
In that other love, You lift the veil
And let me feast my eyes on Your Living Face. 

 - Rabia Basri translated by Charles Upton

If you Truly Find Love

then

you do not Worship God

but you Enjoy His Face

Those are the Brought Near Ones 

Those to Whom God has given His Face

Worship no more, but Love and thus Enjoy God Face 

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See the worship or the selfish Love
is done to remember the God Alone
once you REMEMBER
you come out of your mental state
is why is called self-ish
cause is still the play of the self

once you use religion
ANY religion
to reach the Source of Oneness
then your mind comes back to IT
and you just do like the baby plus sth more : the Enjoyment
of God Face WHILE WITNESSING IT
in ALL consciousness
which is main difference from a baby

and that is BLISS

so Bliss is above Love which is above worship
worship being just a mental method to help you to
remember while leading you on some path to Love
which will lead you to remember The Bliss

that is the Fall from Heaven
and the Rising back to It
i.e. Ascenscion

as path to God are many
religion matter not
what matters though
is where you end up