Witnessing of the witness - part 2

is when you are a mark
somewhere in this world
a landmark

you happen to witness
someone's pain
so you want to help it
witnessing what is witnessed
that is the first ray

so when you need help
to empower your witnessing
by concretising your help

you turn above
hoping that a Higher Witness
is Witnessing what you are witnessing
that is the second ray

IF the Witness your witnessing
then that is a pillar of light
that goes from UP to Down

then that is a Reality
cause that which is witnessed
exists

if the Higher Witness witnesses
what you are witnessing
than for once
the first and second rays blend

and that is your pillar of light

somehow as a landmark
you can focalise higher rays
and distribute them on earth
is like a diamonds or prism
if you see rays refraction
once they go through a prism

somehow
when the blending happen
rays 1 + rays 2
1 pillar of light appears

is how it felt

then i saw a few rays piercing clouds
at first i thought it was sunrays
but it was not the sun

later i looked again
and rays were vertically falling from skies

and a 3rd time

then i was sure was not sunrays

things exist
only if they are witnessed

actually
at rays 1 things exist
is ephemer

but these forms
can be saved as pattern
and not perish
or not at once

if it is witnessed by ray 2
is like the pattern is brought
or ascended above
to exist

and is no more
a perishable form
left there

how is it brought above?
by the Vision

Only because Eyes saw you
you existed


also
the witnessing of the witness
somehow reminds me of

 fractality
or also the saying
what is above is beyond
is the same logic

The Witnessing of the witness

when the Witnessing
of the witness
ends

then the witness's
reason to witness
die

and is how
the Earth becomes
a God Forsaken place

as there is no more witness
to be Witnessed

-petals

Heaven & Earth are recycled

Just had a vision

I saw that men on earth were
recycled and became heaven/
or went to heaven

and people of heaven
recycled
and
incarnated down on earth

it was like a cycle

Send Love Everyday

Today
somehow
while writing the latter article

i felt a great inner self-nourishment
i felt fulfilled and satisfied
like once i have a good meal
and feel replenished and satiated

yes satiatied
is the right word

is like the soul
stop being at unrest

and now the heart
is feeling melting down
is how i realise it was hard
as now i feel it getting soft
like a weight has been lifted from it

and then
i felt taking my time
slowly
and just keep living

as you know
the way we breathe
shows our state , inner state

now i have a breathing that i can enjoy

because is like much useless worries
which were initially just meant to be temporary
became habits and then routine
and thus i forgot the single thing

i had to enjoy

was just

to LOVE
and send what i have been feeling grateful for
everyday to its Source

and i had even tears rolling down
my cheeks
because i just realised
was easy

i JUST have to go on sending love
that way

that's all
i found my purpose!

lol i felt so much purposeless
since i didn't take religion as the Truth

but could not find a ground to stay on

now is found
is just to aim for infinite Love

Infinity is an aim
which can't be limiting me
while it gives rest to the heart
and remove it from halting its breathing

as i had been waiting
for something
but knew not what

was actually on ME!

once you keep sending love
you somehow reach a threshold
where you can experience a new kind of  expanded consciousness

and it gives you a restful and satiated feel
while you enjoy slowly your time

How does Being under God protection works and how does "curse" also happen

That was always mysterious to me

like if God is all good, all loving
then how come curse exists
as everything is attributed in fine to God
right?

Is because of Absolute
God is Absolute
is not good nor bad
as is ONE
is not Dual

like in maths

in Absolute the digit is |3|
has a value 3

but in relative terms
let's say in manifested world
it can have -3 or +3

the choice is ours
which one we pick up

let's call it a Reward
or Boomrang effect
what we love, loves us back

or as said in Quran
God asking
"Who wants to Lend me His Good deeds?"

i used to find that very cute
as God asking
always wondering
why would God who needs nothing
like a child asking who wants to do me a Handsome Lending ?
and I will return it manifold

or like in hadith
Do 1 good deed, God returns it back 10 times more

or lend to Muhammad (pbuh)
for as HE strives in God way
then what you lend
got you more reward
etc.

like your rewards are multiplied

so all of these sayins are linked

is all about Blessings

yet no one knows
who is Blessed
that's the trick

when prophets were there
you knew you give and are blessed in return

cause and consequences were obvious

and now no more
as we live in a time of confusion
besides we don't know why we would even trust someone
as now there are no more prophets

....but what you don't know
is that EVEN  in QUran and Hadith is said
that people would come whose light would be even shinier than of prophets
and the prophet would ask who these people are
and it would be told
these are those brought the "brought near ones/brought near the Face of God"
they are neither from Right nor Left Hand

is because a prophet came with a MEssage
Last Prophet means as Last MEssage

knowing as of now
get your breakthrough
nothing more to theoretically learn
but use the help of those Who Knows
as said in Quran

But who KNOWS
that's the REAL stuff

people will take it as
mental knowing
while the True KNowing
is the Divine Knowledge
Grace from God

so all is about finding
the target of your blessing


so back to my second point
now when a friend called me
all of sudden i felt her heart really hurting
so that mine was hurting seriously too

what happened is
as I am Protected
let's call it a shield
it has a Mirror effect

in Absolute terms

as the person who has her OWN imbalances
call it sins (in today's terminology)
thought of me strongly
her energy of imbalance
hit my shield

by the way
a sin is not something you did bad
is something that hit you and left you feeling bad

so that something hits you
means it entered your attention
therefore if you let it enter and affect you
is just because your guard was done
not because you are inherently bad
as your true nature is divine

as a baby
he won't ever feel bad
trust me
even after throwing up on your shoes
clothes
after he will smile at you

no guilt
and even if i get all messed up
i will kiss the baby later
because there is no self guilt that has destroyed its light which is always shining

is because his attention
is still not stuck in his being of being alive
ie self consciousness

he is still in his absolute nature
od divine self
jusr knows it not
just enjoying it
as long as it lasts

is later that its surrounding
corrupts its nature / "religion"
(hadith by the way!

back to the shield

and as it hit it
the feedback as to -3 or +3
depended on her attention
 did she had good or bad feeling towards me

the good and love she had
got her the boomrang effect
her love for me
hit her back 10 times more
and thus she smelt sweet perfume

likewise
another girl had a bad intent
some prying about me
and that hit her back
and she had quite a frightening nightmare

in both cases
i did nothing
nor i knew it

is only later
i understood

but is how
God Power works

what you love
it loves you back
+3

what you hate
hates you back
-3

and God rewards is ILLIMITED
so is all about HOW FAR YOU CAN LOVE


and this is how too..
polyteism was created
or worship of man or JEsus as God

cause the Divine Blessed Men
had God's Protection / Shield

so if you Love them
you were loved by God Power/shield

and that led people
to WORSHIP men

thinking ok my devotion
is equal to worship

not at all

the shield is an AYAH
a SIGN for you to see
Love and you are LOVE BACK

and that PERSON
is JUST the Target/Support
for you to send your Love towards
if you want it back MANIFOLDS

but the ORIGIN
is GOD

that's what God Blessings are about
is not about worship
is about  Love

Love the person
teaches you how to love

and once you learn to love
then you are Free to Enjoy Back your true Divine Nature
as you remember

as when you were baby

just that this time
you do it KNOWINGLY
(while the baby doesn't know but only enjoy)

so at no point
a baby worship God
lol you saw a baby bowing to GOD
and beg God for his Mercy?

LOL

the worship of the baby
is him being basked into God's Light
and him enjoying it

even worship is slavery
but True Love is Freedom

reminds me of Imam Ali (as) saying

Imam Ali [as] said: Verily, some people worshipped Allah being desirous (Of His reward) – so this is the worship of traders; and some people worshipped Allah fearing (His punishment) – so it is the worship of slaves, and a group worshipped Allah in gratitude (to Him) so this is the worship of the free. (Nahju ‘I-balaghah) 

& that poem from Rabia Basri  :

I have two ways of loving You

I have two ways of loving You:
A selfish one
And another way that is worthy of You. 

In my selfish love, I remember You and You alone.
In that other love, You lift the veil
And let me feast my eyes on Your Living Face. 

 - Rabia Basri translated by Charles Upton

If you Truly Find Love

then

you do not Worship God

but you Enjoy His Face

Those are the Brought Near Ones 

Those to Whom God has given His Face

Worship no more, but Love and thus Enjoy God Face 

-petals1000uk

See the worship or the selfish Love
is done to remember the God Alone
once you REMEMBER
you come out of your mental state
is why is called self-ish
cause is still the play of the self

once you use religion
ANY religion
to reach the Source of Oneness
then your mind comes back to IT
and you just do like the baby plus sth more : the Enjoyment
of God Face WHILE WITNESSING IT
in ALL consciousness
which is main difference from a baby

and that is BLISS

so Bliss is above Love which is above worship
worship being just a mental method to help you to
remember while leading you on some path to Love
which will lead you to remember The Bliss

that is the Fall from Heaven
and the Rising back to It
i.e. Ascenscion

as path to God are many
religion matter not
what matters though
is where you end up

Last Samourai

Marvelous Soundtrack - Hans Zimmer The Last Samourai

I remembered to have discovered and watched the first samourai in 2009 i think
when i came back from uk to france during my break time

I totally felt mesmerized by the music

it touches really the soul
actually it feels like it expresses the longing of the soul


yes i think if a soundtrack had to personalise the unheard voice of the soul
it would be this one

Here some comments i read :

J Roig10 months ago (edited)

"While writing the score for The Last Samurai, Zimmer felt that his knowledge of Japanese music was extremely limited. He began doing extensive research, but the more he studied, the less he felt he knew. Finally, Zimmer took what he had written to Japan for feedback and was shocked when he was asked how he knew so much about Japanese music." - (http://ew.com/gallery/hans-zimmer-reflects-15-his-memorable-film-scores/)

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fofi fernandez2 months ago

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The more you learn the less you find to know. I feel this way with music, and art. 

Why the more we learn 

the less we feel we know?

I remember at School

the more i did in depth research

the less i thought i had gained real knowledge of the stuff

yet once  the work 

was handed over and graded

it was always the best

I was even told to sold it

to the companies concerned

so professionally interesting it was 

and i found out why we have 

this kind of opposite feeling

when we work so much 

and try with passion to find 

stuff to nourish the soul desire to learn more

is because 

when the soul 

as a drop falls into the sea

then it feels it knows nothing

yet it has managed to target 

and fall into the sea

while other remained on the shore

and never jumped into it 

so the more you enter

the ocean of knowledge

as is obviously not in your drop like power to encompass 

and thus to control and deform it to your liking

to make it follow the path of a tiny river

you are overpowered by its existence

and you think you know nothing

while in truth you targeted the bull's eye

so is not about grabing knowledge by its ball

as mccoffee would say

but is about KNOWING that you are already there 

so to BE 

is vaster than to KNOW

thus you think you know nothing.

is true, you don't,

because you ARE that knowledge in Essence

PS : for the Americans :

Brosmotte The Hunter1 year ago (edited)

This movie is seriously cool .... But why American always said they are the hero of all adventure ? The real " Last Samurai " Was french .... it was a French general ( im not sure he was general ) . it was during the the revolt of Satsuma he's name was Jules Brunet. Watch in an history book :D He was comming for help the japanese emperor but he decided to walk with the samourai.

LOL hahaha

cracked me up