Grow your sun

 During meditation

it was shown 

that you are like a bubble of attention 

at the base of spine

You receive the 'sucking pull' 

from the top of spine

while you are at its base

Most people 

receive this power 

and scatter it around

ie that's what your attention does

hobbies etc.

If you want the liberation

only 1 out of the many 

will keep attention inside

and let be sucked by the top 

ie Ascend.

Energy is gold

that is your ticket to ascension

so be STILL and let it suck you up.

Do not use energy horizontally on side 'stuff'.

...

Next day, 

It was said 

'you are like a sun 

which size grows every day

layer by layer

each layer has at atomic level 

open 'arms' like a Y

where the atoms come and fix themselves on it

this completes one layer 

between the Y arms is where the light rests

and if all the Ys are full

a perfect layer of light is created

it is how your soul, sun grows

You are indeed a STAR

SUN 

aim at 10,000 sun light.

Shine like a Star, like a diamond

 In dream 

I was told in 20 years 

the human race will disappear

and prior to that the pregnancy will be highly monitored

under scrutiny

Anxious.

I do not like these comms.

Spirit said

now that was heard

It can change it

In truth 

everything is potential as scenarios

We only dream of where 

we are heading as most potential scenarios

Truth is 

Flux is unity

spot light/scenario is a zoom of one version 

where there is separation between scenario 1, 2, 3

Often I am reminded

Even if x, y, z die 

once underground

x, y, z  do not exist.

Because they never existed

Only spirit exist

the personae was merely mental construct

Though I understand 

that thoughtless awareness is only way out

as it is only truth 

the emerging scenarios in the thought realms 

are so catastrophic

that I can t help but remember 

the ayah in quran

"He will raise people

who will love Him and He will love them

lowly before believers and harsh against disbelievers"

i.e. 

Love only exist in Spirit 

where the believers are tied to Truth/Reality 

and Reality mirror them back this Truth

That is Power.

All else, is thought form, fake.

And fiercely you know it

as Certainty.

When so, 

you are this new creation.

DNA is the one that changes you

either to a new creation of light

or down spiral you as in surah ASR

As shri mataji said in her 1981 talk

The difference between a self realised and a non realised

is same gap between human and animal

This is the metaphor 

either you follow your raw animalistic nature

and are judged by it

Beast, anti 'Kryst'

or

you refine, alchemize it 

and become a crystal/Diamond

ie go through pain and let it go 

till you become light

shining like a star or like 10,000 Suns

potential is yours

illimited.

Quan Yin appeared - Post in her Honor

 Quan Yin

''you are Quan Yin, you are Shakti'

I was thinking about the energy of the name Quan Yin

and thought so graceful.

And then spirit said that she popped on my shield

still on a lotus.

This surprised me

that is how power of the inner recall is

You just feel the energy, 

and the actual energy connection happens

So she is meditating on a lotus

It was said that it did not want to disturb her

in her meditation, not to get punished.

I found it cute

In truth, the Ascended masters and the Shakti 

are all your helpers

we just need to trust that what we feel is the actual light around us of theirs

We take for granted the sight

what about the feeling? They are more real as. connection.

She said, tell her

"There is no hope. 

The only hope is in the spirit".

The first sentence gives you a shock

the second certainty

Shock to get read of thought forms of hope

Certainty in Thoughtless Awareness is mark of spirit

and as a Mahayogi said to me 

" There is between thought form and the Absolute

a space, where you project your wish, that is called magic"

Which once a sahaj yogi heard about it

and got afraid that I do 'magic' lol

Victim mentality of leveraging ignorance to manipulate others

by being ignorant of his own nature. 

Sahaj yogi have a long way to go.

We all do magic

consciously or unconsciously

Self mastery is the difference between you and the ignorants (of the Self).

Despite the vibrations, spirit is unknown to them as their true nature.

Even after 30 years still sucking mother's breast.

When will you honour your mother?

By growing into the Spirit.