I need to gather myself to write down all of my impressions
since my two month trip away from Paris
dedicated to meditation and some fun.
much is to say :
about the quality of meditation i had
the nature (hills, sun and forest) itself
the pictures i took - i need definitely to post them
so many beautiful pictures, i never had taken so much "miraculously beautiful pictures" all in a row!
about the rare sanity and kindness i encountered by "yogis"
and the huge amount of INSANITY i experienced with them
first hand experience is the best thing ever!
i have been told
Shri Mataji said
among all yogi gathered 50 out of 100 should not be there
25 out of 50 does not know why they are there
and the rest is real seeker of truth
something along those lines
so, i also realised
that it is impossible for most of them
to love others
for themselves they do not love their spirit
only their ego
so they don't know what is love
they only know about infatuation
thinking it is love.
and if someone loves them
they believe they are being -like them- infatuated!
lol should i list all types of insanity i experienced
done that way would be real fun to recall it
for at times i real wished to cry
given the heavy heart i had
as if i was discovering human being for the first time
true, it felt like i came out of a cave
to study what a human being nature is.
PS :
this is ego insanity i talked of,
of course i am not going to love that lol
but i do love them
for their spirit inside.
For if i criticise
it is natural, i am a human being
and in my world, there are things that fits not
therefore,
i will observe and write down what i like not
YET
as AIM is to TRANSFORM what i like NOT
i will then FORGIVE
for the mistake is NOT to criticise
but to LINGER and get STUCK in criticism.
hence :
both must be there..seeing ,, (the defect)
and then,
,,acceptance,,..and ,,forgiveness,,.,,and love.
which makes us
progress
after having recognised
what the issue is.
key is not to linger
observe what we like not
accept it - ok it is the ego
and let it go, by entrusting it to the Energy of Love
so that She transforms it
and we go back,
more integrated in the spirit.
kiss:x
