Ramadan and Love

 Ramadan

10 first days you seek for Grace of God.

10 next days are days of forgiveness

10 next days are days of being freed from Hell. But also contain the Night of Power

what is all this?

Unless you wonder about it, question it; you have no answer.

When I was a seeker, I always wondered why as a believer we are not helped. 

Then, question calling for the solution, in quran it said read it so that you may find Grace.

So by then; my mom asked; but where is the Grace? How to find it.

And I found it. 

Now the Grace are to be sought in the special intensive mode.

Hence the 30 days of Ramadan.

You ask for the Grace of God, it arises from your sacred bone.

The next 10 days, you forgive, let go. So that it passes through the Agnya, by passing your own created world where there is no god, as God is not in thoughts.

and the 10 last days the night of power; told as being most powerful than 80 Years of worship.

It means what it means, once you get the Power of God; Ruhani Power, aka spiritual power

then you are blessed by it far more than if you spend 80 years ie your whole life worshipping god.

you can see a community not if you are within but without

an observer from another religion sees the other religion 

an observer standing above all religion see there is wisdom in all but is not contained by it.

This is why the prophet said the division in religion is a blessing.

Because God needs no worship, as he said worship prayers are for you.

Imam Ali said some worhip God as slave to be freed from hell, 

others as traders to get something from God

but he as a Lover, for the Sake of Love

Everything is stated everywhere.

But the insight has to be Real to understand the value of it. 

Even if i explain it to my mom, the Aha moment is still not yet born.

And even average sahaj yogi must see life through renewed eyes seeking every day the Grace.

No more with the despair of where is Grace

but with the eagerness of Love, 

a lover always wants more.

Black magician. vs Kingdom of God

 The Power

The black magician are empowering the average believer. Why?

This is because they rely on a community from which they withdraw the power.

The community of the dead, be it human or other entities.

The average well meaning believer, has no protection 

once he reaches adolescence as he breaks the circle of protection of his True Nature (Fitrah).

Then his body is no more the temple of God. Clues is his loses his light, his shine, and develop a character 

that we can pinpoint as an identity.

Which people see and then can manipulate. 

A french girl told me once "Je crois que je t'ai cerné"

Lol 

People don't even realise cerner means in reality to look someone's delimitation, attribute it an identity that you can corner. 

Purpose untold or unconsciously unsaid is to identity to box to know how to manipulate in worst case scenario and deal with in the best case scenario.

So prophets have no face; as they are collective light, it is not about a ID.

The whole opposite of current society by the way.

Yet, 

when once the believer is connected.

Once he gets the connection to the Ruh, 

then he is connected to the Ocean, Universe; Power of God etc.

which is the Power of the Living.

In a battle of Evil vs Good

Or black magician vs Kingdom of God/High Power who take over to work for you, this works ONLY if you forgive; let go.

So in that batter of river of power based on the kingdom of dead

has no bearing vs

the Ocean of Power of the Living.

This is a realisation that if understood and felt would indeed create great change of Power balance in our current society.

As most of it is based on manipulation, power hungry people.

Consulting a therapist ...?

 A good exemple to illustrate previous post.

During a discussion, I said, I do not go to restaurant to eat alone.

The newly met person replied with a smile or maybe you should go and consult a therapist.

To which I retorted you do not know how many activities I do on my own, but meal eaten alone defeat the purpose of being shared and enjoyed, the more we are; the merrier.

After effect shock for me, was how rude this person is.

Second after effect shock; maybe I should have added with a smile, maybe you should be consulting a therapist as you feel selling your own house as you feel alone into it..

Typical people, not seeing the grossness of their own problem but filtering and distorting reality through theirs. That's how you end up spoiling everything you touch.

Stepping back i could nip it in the bud these stupid comments.

That is one way of seeing it, I have the freedom to judge, especially when feeling feisty.

Likewise, from her viewpoint; she has the freedom to be rude topping the judgemental part and lack of social manners. Because unable to deal with her own pain; she has to project it onto others and try to fix her problem in this way outside of herself.

As she can't fix it inside; because it hurts to face the ego.

Hence she has to spit it outside on people, thinking they'll do her homework.

Side note, a typical well bred british won't be doing this. I guess i got too much used to good sensible british people.

Now, once the reactional part is over.

What is interesting is to know how to integrate that experience.

The last two posts are not vain wisdom, they are pointers to help to remember so that 

I can on the course recalibrate myself. The sooner the better.

Integration cannot be done mentally

but the mental remembrance serves as a guidance to remember, let's state it again.

Now having the power of purification, when that experiences arises in the consciousness next time, 

i should just say I forgive and let it go.

So that I can make space to new experiences that would be highly valuable to me, 

while not dwelling on this rare case that popped out of my subconscious, and manifested itself in the conscious life.

And that is also why one should treat the people as kids, because in terms of maturity they are kids.

But if you do not forgive, then you are a kid too. 

Makes no difference, because you'd like to keep enjoying some mud battle.

So to sum up, 

be true to yourself on spot

if you are still in reaction mode, then react

then let go, as fast as you can 

so you can create space for the new experience

which be higher in quality than such encounter.

I must say that at some point any sensible person who grows tired of childishness

would not even raise the eyebrow 

would let it go on spot, not even be bothered by it

then higher forces take over

and merely wishing for good quality people, 

would be a wish heard and fulfilled.

Ego and blame exist not

 Interesting insight today which came out of the yesterday's one.

Ego or blame does not exist. ie have no reality.

Now i know for sure. 

In truth everything is in essence from the Source 

so divine

so what happens is just that instead of experiencing and letting it go

it is experienced and hold onto 

hence the accumulated and seperated experience from the whole is not being freed

hence never transformed nor integrated back to the Source.

That is the ego, call it a name given a transitory state of what we do when we hoard energy in ourselves.

While our body are suppose to be in the flow, assist the flow.

Next, no blame because the divine cannot blame itself.

Blame comes only from narrow vision emerged from the consciousness of the ego.

And the more it is being fed by energy the more it becomes solidified into an entity.

What religion call shatan. 

Which is why it exists and not exists.

Because if your aim is inisght from the Source, there is no God but God.

if your vision is filtered by the consciousness then there is duality and in the manifestation for sure there is good and evil.

Aim should be the Absolute

while you navigate in the experience of the relative to be integrated.