Friday 21 April 2017

Fated to Love Yourself in the Other


Do you know what happen
when you are fated?

when you look into that person
you see yourself

when i see myself within him
i am really really happy

that's what looking mean
that is the power of fate

-Quotes from "Strong Woman"

It is very true
i guess unless you see
or saw yourself ONCE into that someone
then you had never experienced to find yourself in someone else
in other word
to feel the spirit to spirit love

that i felt it once with a friend
all of sudden i felt like i was watching myself

and happened quite a few times
with my husband

is freaking odd
to see your own face
in someone else

is like you are a kid
and first time you discover your face in a mirror

i remember when i was kid
first time i remember to have seen myself in mirror
i was checking if the reflection was as fast as me
so is like you give a life to the reflection in the mirror

is same with you see yourself in someone
is the power of the vision
that follows you
with its look

so he knows it
and you know he knows that you know
and it makes yourself feel being weirdly Watched by yourself

all so funny and weird
had i said clearly is a weird feel?

Above Agnya



In dream i saw a monument where people used to go
and later on top of it
i saw another monument
liek its exact replica
being set on its top

so below was light color monument
and above dark color one
and the light had a door where people flooded
and was related to jesus
was jesus feel

later i was told
the dream is about agnya
now it makes sense
when i think of it
while the feel was of jesus
when people flooded there

and the top part
ie above the agnya
was dark
cause is the unknown
is the realm of "total surrender"
so it looked black from my perpective

is like death
to find out what it is
one should totally surrender

and that is why was all black
cause one can't use the mind to see above the mind