That was me all the way
All the way that was me
The hell and the heaven
the reward and the failure
the pain and the happiness
To be honest
We all understand the words
Thought level
However
the INSIGHT FELT
i.e. the experience PLUS the on spot feeling of seeing it
is what makes it your own
For no one can see it for you
except you
I knew, rather I thought I knew
that is the illusion
it is not I thought I knew
we often equal thoughts to knowledge
Now
I can say that I know.
This is blabbering for most readers
as it is just ex-pressed inside out like a lemon
so no one tastes the lemon here
except the writer or some others on the same wavelength
Because we are always separated as me vs you
not as in antagonism rather as De Facto we are all on our own
that we do not remember that what we are experiencing we have done it to ourselves
Bless my mom
In my inspiration I explained her something
But her vibes make me feel that she truly understood
so what I was explaining to her she explained to me by her mini realisation
we all exchange vibes, it is nourishment
the combination of it all
gives you your reality
Anyway
Take Israeli - Palestinian conflict
If I tell you
the Palestinian baby boy called x is actually a reincarnation of an Israeli soldier
who had to take that experiencing and ask WHY
why to me, why such cruelty
To understand if you remember
that you were the one on the other side
you used to be that soldier
now you are here to experience your own hands
in the present
what gift you sent to yourself from the past
see how grim the future is?
At the end
can the Palestinian boy blame the Israeli soldier who is the figure of the past?
It is just time lag
two worlds colliding right now
you don t know but you know it is true
if you feel it
You are the one being cruel
You are the one being the victim
and this schizophrenia is the result of your forgetting
Same in my current situation
even if I am the one saying it
the SILENT INSIGHT
FELT by my own mom
HIT me and became my own insights
ANY HELL
and ANY HEAVEN
I am experiencing is mine
I did it to myself for myself to get the answer to the WHY
Now it is another matter if this settle
Of course not all Palestinians are Israeli in the past
but who knows how many are
Some babies you would ask
why they die
they 'signed' contract to get speedily some huge points earned towards their remembrance
All infinite possibilities
but not to do guess work
rather for you to remember that
You are here to remember
and you need to conquer hell and heaven in you
to remember that you are neither this nor that
but indeed above
What is above hell and heaven?
Your awareness that you are Free to Be Present.
