Desire, love and growth

My desire is to study.

My love is to share the knowledge.

My growth lies in the Silence that feeds me,

With the 3D images of another Reality.

Bless be the River that flows in me.

Think not, but Know

That which is the floor to you 

is the ceiling to another.

That which is a 3D image to you,

once written,

is a poem to another.

That which is an atom to you, (atom)

is an agglomeration of molecule to another. (eg cloud, collection of atoms)

Likewise,

if you point at an idea,

it is an image to another.

If you point at God within you,

it is an image to be worship to another.

Living on different levels,

does not make communication easy.

This is why only, personally experienced Truth, is Truth.

Because mind looks for words,

hence gets the images.

Instead get the silence in the mind,

look at the images,

and get the coded message.

Do not think,

but know.

This is the right way.

Attention is all you have

If your Attention is all you have.

If your Attention is outside, here and there.

Then, who is ruling your Temple, 

when you are away?

Prayer: All that is impure in me

All that is impure in me, Mother I give it back to you, for You to purify.

All that is pure, I give it back to the Whole for me to keep growing.

Growth happens when you give back, the best of you, ie that which is pure, so that your cup be emptied for the next refill.

Hate, Love or both?

Striking the balance between what is in your hand (creation) and what you shall not judge (destruction), otherwise you will be judged in return.

If you are in conflict with someone and take revenge. 

As a wise friend said to me, 

No one attacks another, unless they love doing it in the very moment. 

Because truly, you will never do what you like not, you will find a sadistic emotional satisfaction while hurting back, taking revenge. So why not continue on that line? 

Because hate can never be sustained. 

True. 

To fight, and sustain the hate, you need much energy, and it is how you feel wasted. 

Love, instead is your friend. 

It is the one that Self Sustains Itself. 

One of Allah attribute, muslims know them, but do not yet see it is pragmatic teaching for a daily life. And not just a rot learning with a nice faith to be framed on wall for display and proof of your tenets. 

God is pragmatic, is real, is Life. 

So why your teachings are still dead in your life? 

Do not try to hold people accountable for what they did against you, as it is said God judge their action, will not ask you about theirs but about yours. 

Which means also, this is where you can strike the balance. 

Creation is based on Balance. Cf surah Ar Rahman 55. 

If you meddle with others affairs/revenge, you will not create, but destroy. 

And you can never sustain destruction. 

The well will dry out anyway. 

Plus, the kundalini has the safety clip, not to be able to ascend if you block her way by new obstacles/burdens. 

As your energetic centers reduce when depleted or blocked by extreme actions that need to be purified, if it is your will. 

This is you being judged in return. 

Also, in Spirit, if you let it go, by not trying to take the other accountable and taking revenge, 

you will gain mercy instead of justice/judgement. 

And what the mercy is? 

It is to grow, as gardens do. 

Growth brings with it new opportunities to be experienced. 

Garden under which rivers flow. Surah Ar Rahman. 

How would you have Gardens unless you are watered by the kundalini? 

And we can not dodge the Judgement part. 

Secret is... 

My inner Mother is the same Mother in you. 

My Spirit is the same Spirit in you. 

You can thus bet that this won't be forgotten. 

But your role is not to focus and wait on the revenge. 

The sadistic part is where you secretly wish for the fall of the other on one hand, while you advocate on the other hand Love..? 

How is that sincere? How can you preach love and yet, when someone wants to improve, you want his or her downfall out of revenge, envy, jealousy or just because you can? 

Women are best for that. 

They are, in truth, each other enemies. 

Friendship lasts the time it lasts, the common temporary enjoyment of the hour they are together. 

But once the warmly chit chat is over, the dark face of the moon appears in its full glory: in its full darkness to be exact.

Again, it is good, as long as you see it and resolve to let it go. 

But when it becomes a habit, because no one sees you. 

Know that you only have the choice of one attention. 

You intend to experience destruction, degradation of the other, you will. 

And the pleasure will be so long. 

You intend to experience an ever lasting bliss? 

Then, keep to your course, as it is a reward, once your spirit is watered enough to be awakened. 

But if you waste your water, even 40 years wandering in desert will not be the end, but your ever lasting loss. 

The tragedy is you will not even remember what you were looking for in the first place,

when you in-carnated on earth. 

As the rainbow below in the video, we are made of water to shine. 

People wonder about this being the creation of God, 

I say you are also made of water and you are also the creation of God. 

We do not see our own , literally speaking, rainbow, because we made a series of choices to experience more the clinging onto the judgement than on the mercy.

Choice between good and evil. 

Attention is one, ie you can only experience one thing in the moment, the revenge or the grace. 

Never both at the same time. But because of our free will, we think we are free to get the revenge and yet also expect such rainbow-like reward from God 😅  It is one or the other.

 

There is no pencil ✏️

 Just got reminded about the pencil, feeling love about the pencil.

There is no pencil. 

Like in Matrix, there is no spoon.

Because, there is no more God in me than in a pencil.

The only difference is that I have a consciousness.

Didn't it say in Quran, something of this effect,

We gave the Trust to the Heaven and Mountains but they refused it, yet Human accepted it.

This is it.

If there is no pencil

Then, what is the pencil?

It is you looking at yourself.

So by extension, everything you experience good or bad, is you throwing yourself at yourself to catch your attention for receiving the love.

Attention grabbing is for that purpose, the items or beings, entities that cannot self produce this Attention/Energy/Love, therefore they need ---It--- to be able to live, grow.

It is also where you see that It had God in It.

Simply put, they need life to be a-live.

It is how when you do not give attention to some items and leave them in a corner, they are broken, rusted etc.

While if you had just used them, they wouldn't have been so.

Why?

Because you gave no attention to them, to the dead. Lack of attention means the particles which are being seen aren't gonna change their course as you know that famous scientiific experience.

So unless you watch it, give attention, it will not move.

When it moves not either it ascends or descends. Never remains still. So it'll degrade in that case and die.

So the dead became even more dead and Couldn't be brought back to life.

Attention itself is Creation.

Only in its purified form.

Eclipse of the Heart

I forgive you.

Because you were the moon that eclipsed my sun.

The emotion that clouded my Attention.

It is said, during the eclipse the moon and sun are being judged.

True.

Moon re-present (bring back again in a cycle) the unsettled emotions that darken the sun.

The sun represents the action that couldn't alone shine through these clouds of emotions.

Choice is either of Mercy or of Justice.

Justice, destroys both entities course, harsh restart. So if you render justice, don't break thr Balance.

Once Justice is given,

God knows on which footing you will restart, depending on your provision at hand after this war.

Yet, Mercy is the best judgement. It is that which arises after you forgive. The Motherly Care that bypass all kinds of judgements and justice.

Yes God is merciful, only if you are so with your Self :)

The eclipse lasted 10 years,

Now, let it shine!

Inner kid growth

 

Kids are here to give us the pleasure to our eyes.

What if, instead of being tied to an "exterior" kid, you get the advantage of a kid without its attachment?

What if, they were a reminder, for you to find the same kid, within?

By kid, I mean Innocence, new fresh skills, faculties, that an average adult doesn't even have?

Because new born now have skills that are out of the ordinary, amazing ones, born with faculties to see auras, born with even more skills that would become the future norm.

So, what if, you truly take it, even now, as a solid reminder, that this supernatural kid is in you too?

Being born again, is not just theory, it is, if you limit your daily belief to "ok now next, let's go back to daily chores".

Being born again, should be accompanied of the desire to see your inner kid, to discover it with all its supernatural abilities.

Super natural, not because they are supranatural, but because the Nature has Super Power to offer to you, once you are reborn and once you believe in more, and remember it in your tinest thoughts and in every single daily chore.

Hardly, did I thought that, that i read next message:

It is only through the exercise of the greatest freedom that the greatest growth is achieved - or even possible. (Neale Donald)

If you can be detached, freed from external kid play/drama, and rear your own, inner kid, with the same melting, love, care and awe,

Then in your greatest Freedom, detached from all dependencies and ties, your inner kid will become your Greatest Achievement.

Superiority

Who doesn't want to be seen?

Who doesn't want to be/feel superior?

At some point, everyone got this momentary aim, feel, desire and has been acting on it.

But it is bad.

It is a sin to want that, it is not humble etc.

That led to self Judgement for self correction at the service of self improvement.

Nothing is wrong in that attitude of wanting to be superior, nor nothing is wrong in that self correction.

Yet the mistake is to make it a habit.

Again Life is not frozen. As long as you grow and evolve, as a tree. Your color, perspective, means to achieve a goal, change.

A jugement set in stone, leads to your death.

You dig your own grave, unless this too you forgive and let go. 

Because there is no good but God.

Good is not higher than Life itself.

The feel of desiring superiority is a desire that should be entrusted to the Pure desire so that light be shone upon it.

You make room for Life Itself to act, or re-arrange, re-Order its course, re-atomise it.

This is the great magic, the Al-Chemie.

This is the melting, or the Love you feel.

Is not the love you know, yours is a try, unless you felt the melting. As it is a transition in you. Where your idol in you is being melted back to where it belongs, ie to a flowing river.

The desire of being superior, is taken as the image of the self, as a physical event on a timeline.

Which goes to the ego, which is an action of the dead. You fill up your graveyard with lost time, where you never lived.

Do not carve, en-grave image of God. It shall become your grave, indeed.

Currently, social media, inflencers must be feeling, as a public figure, the limitations, not to destroy themselves to some degree as an idol, isn't it?

Set in stone, your own jail, your own grave.

The Absolute Superiority, you are entitled to, is you being the still lake, where your Higher Self reflects in It.

High Self, Pure Superiority is your birth right, always there.

Just waiting to be seen.

For this, the small you, needs to be calm and silent, and let the Sunshine reflects in it.

The calmer, the deeper the rays reach.

At some point, they hit the settled dust in its depth and can no longer shine there.

The Moon then, stir your hidden emotions, tides upon tides.

Depends, if you remember to let them go.

If you do, congratulations!

As above, so below. Your lake becomes a mirror, where a beautiful painting from the Firmament shines eternally.

All that life I engraved in me, let it be freed.

So that no time ever has been lost.

And you reverse time, and this is how you place yourself above time. As the Self has always been above Time.

Yet it is also the Time though, when instead of experiencing and letting it go, as the rule of the game, you ended up like Ovid be-lie-ving is you.

All is a lie from this perspective, yet it is also the misplaced Truth. 

You just forget it in the experience of your Free Will.

You are hence your own crime, 

Your own criminal,

Your own judge,

Your own victim,

Your own jailer,

Your own torturer,

And finally, your own executer, from one in-carnation to the other.

There is in absolute no good higher than God,

Nor lower level of good, ie bad, (good for one, bad for another) higher than God.

The only good is God. This is why god is not greta, he is Great-er, ie of what you ascribe, image, ie in movement, in flow. This is why you can never de-scribe It, if you do, you die by your own hands that carved an idol of It.

The earth, you soil it, by making carved images of your time-line (space and time- life given to you). 

Use the air, cool breeze to purify yourself.

Let the ether gives you the instructions, as all is information. We live in a. World of data.

Let the fire purifies you, and let your idols melt.

Throughout the 4 seasons, manifestation of the sun course. In that respect, muslim calendar follows the moon, superposed on another calendar by the daily prayers that follow the course of the sun. Two time-lines.

It is needed as in previous life you carved image by night and by day. How you want to wash them now? By night and by day, throughout each season but with new challenges as constellations are no more placed in the same way. But they have the diligently kept records of your past light that needs now to be brought up to the Light.

That is the real Judgement, and that is always, Now.

(Yet most of them know not, and non muslim as well know not lol, what a Babel Tower indeed. What a jolly Mess!!! Hahaha).

Let the moon shake your inner dirt, let it resurface, let it go.

The melting you feel is your new spring (water spring, though your new season too).

Let yourself drink from that well, and you will be well.

Ameen.

And that is the only True Freedom, to he only Truth.

Hate has no power but Love does

Nothing is lost, everything is recycled.

This is why you cannot destroy, you cannot hate.

This is why only Love is the true power.

As love transform (create by purify ing).

Let's keep the balance.

Let the good and bad strike the balance.

The cooking, the purification of both will create that zero point.

This is why good is rebalanced with bad.

One is not a physical entity,

But both are dimensions

Di-mansions.

Their respective house should be purified for the inner House to be void and empty.

The Balance at the zero point is the ultimate aim of both 

The good is not good by itself.

The bad does not stand by itself.

Both are the mirror to each other as long as they are separate.

The good by itself becomes dark/the ego.

The bad by itself needs to keep sucking the light to grow.

None stand eternally on their own.

Yet, if they are purified, and brought together by the way of al-Kemia, they just peel off, as the petals do,

Makign way for the Fruit.

 

Looking in the mirror

 If I knock on the door of my inner being

With the whole attention of mine that is still frozen in a grave 

Then the door opens, litting up the very inner world i brought to its porch!

Behind the door, is Me 

In front of door is me

me is in the way 

Yet Me is the way

The writer and the reader, is not the same.

Prayer for Guidance

I submit the faults I see to 

the Ocean of Innocence within me.

I submit the desires that arise in me, to 

The River of Pure Desire within me.

I submit any want of attention and love arising in me and reaching for me, to,

The Unconditional Ocean of Love within me.

I submit my thus freed Attention to Thee,

The Keen Observer, the Ever Present Silent Motherly Companion, so perfectly measured in its Giving and Holding back, 

perfect in its creation process, who knows how to water a seed, neither too much so that it does not rot, nor too little so that it does not become dust,

Who taught me, patiently, silently.

Who never rushed me, nor pressed me. Was just silent and just patiently waiting for me just to recognise It, Her.

So Remember me, when i fail to remember You 

Ameen.

For I haven't been created in vain.

So I felt and thanked Mother Earth in early 2000.

So now, I remember again the same feel, today, in 2021.

Inbetween, the flower died and evolved into a fruit.

Let it mature, and let it go too.

Purification process - completion

 

A flower has to die, for the fruit to become.

Loss of everthing, is not an end. Not a dead end.

It is the new beginning. Phoenix rising from the ashes.

Let people rejoice when hurt affect you. And forgive them. Becquse they don't know.

They don't know any better, they don't know the Spirit, so close to them, within.

Or if they know, they forget to accept they have these hidden thoughts.

Hidden by the choice, as everything is led ooen, as soon as you feel it.

Covering up, to create an image of perfection.

Only God is perfect.

Your end is not a dead end, it is a living process.

Fruit after flower dies.

Foetus after the cell dies.

God after the human dies.

Die before you die, all masters said.

Living death is not a dead end.

Fruit is created from Life (flowers)

Chair is man made, creating dead object from dead wood.

Firstly, recognition, then submission to the living process. Is the beginning to become a fruit.

After death, know there is life. This is truth. This is true Faith. 

Secondly, know God is perfect.

I.e. not as an image to be worshipped. All scriptures warned not to create idols.

But perfect as in a living intelligent process, which knows its continuous, spontaneous course. Flowing like a river in you.

Thirdly, your perfection lies in not covering the truth. Your perfection lies in the remembrance of this perfect living process that you have to ride, like a boat on a river or a train on its track.

Unknown, mysterious yet self sufficient.Perfectly wired to growth.

Fourthly, what is to not cover and to remember?

Not to cover what clouds you see, feel in you, not cover the limitations you see and feel.

Such as anger, jealousy, envy, seeking constant attention, approvals, praise, love even.

Feel each emotions as they surface on the lake, when the dirt is stirred in you.

Life, its manifestation, ie people are your teacher. The perfect living process, remember?

Once you feel them, do not deny them. Do not turn a blind eye to it, as if you hadn't seen them in you. Do not reject them. 

Instead Bury your dead, with honor and love.

See them, and forgive them, let them go, entrust them into the Ocean of Innocence.

For heart to open up, the four rivers have to irrigate It.

Ocean of Innocence.

Ocean of Love, detachment, love for every feeling/unconditional as explained above no covering.

Pure Desire, let your desires arising be iffered to thr ocean of innocence within to be purified

Once you bury your dead. Silence.

The fourth river will arise, and open the other four in your brain.

Lastly, Remember. 

For each clouds passing by on the acreen of your mind, unload it, forgive, let it go when it arises in meditation or in your life on spot. Life is also meditation, once you have grown from sitting to standing and walking meditation.

This purification 

You can feel the nerves knot unknotting themselves in your heart, in your back of head.

Hence traits of your face change.

Auspiciousness is seen on your face. Flawlessness.

Because the living process is perfect.

So, you have sacrificed and entrusted to your inner Ocean of Innocence, Love and all That is.

I am what I am.

Ameen.

As God is the beginning and the end.

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Problems and Solution

 Problems come from within.

Solution, R-evolution has to come from within.

By upgrading consciousness.

Fortify your Attention

Laser like focus of Attention.

Needs training, everyday.

To anchor it, to let it grow.

Unload your Attention from this and that, and whenever you see clouds hovering on it, let it soak it into the Ocean of Innocence, within.

Condemn not, instead be KIND to yourself.

All and Everything is within.

Life, in me

I am just an electromagnetic field.

Like a lake of plasma, where the gods are being projected

Whatever they project, ugly or beautiful, it is not me

It is not me, it is not me, it is not me.

I am just a mirror of creation.

Who am i

Me, the mere mirror

Has been given the blessing of life

To Self Reflect

So judge me not, for what you see, is not me.

Life has poured Its Self into me, created me.

Though a creation from there, myself I became, here,  a Creator...as the elixir of Life has touched me.

Neither this, nor that

I am what I am

From creation to Creator

Still, Life, is the Best Creator of creators.