Being in the collectivity?

is the noise made by those who are most empty?

this is what i have been told
and i am trying to see life from this perspective

there is a yogi who died a few months back
and he was called to be a no-collective guy
while himself he never spoke in negative terms of others
but was more broken hearted about them

which is very sorry
for he had a lot
to teach and share
in his own soulwise way
he used to teach tales, legends of all spiritual traditions

the day he died
i saw he integrated fully the spirit

see?
while those who died after him
and that i heard of
none of them integrated the spirit
even were on the verge of becoming demon
due to temporary lack of light
given the condition of their inner state
at the death time

though these very people
have been most active in terms of collectivity
from the mind realm and superficial point of view
they were called "collective"

but from spirit realm
they were just not near it...

if people could see others
in the reverse way
they would transform
i feel
the invisible into visible

what i mean by reverse way
is to challenge norms

if norms tell me that guy is not collective
then i prefer to see
as i did for the story teller
how much in the spirit he is

and this i tell you
heart lies not
the flow and ease emanated from him
lied not

so, i came to conclusion
that the physical realm
make see, only visible stuff
and that is the dumbest of people
will be able to fill space with more idiocy
and most people will believe and follow

while the wisest
are filling up the invisible space
which is not visible per say
and how could it be otherwise?

subtler things are settled
only behind the gross
behind the physical eyes

it is only the eyes of the heart
that can see true people
while foul people can only hang on
superficial assumption
and lose their time in patronising others

but is normal
for what rules in visible realm
is personality power
and personality has to exist

but the divine being
which is in the invisible realm
has to thrive and grow
quicker than the personality in the visible one
otherwise one is at loss at death time

so, what is "being collective"?

is not a physical presence in a group
if it were so
the tales teller guy would have been an outcast
would have been so in his after life too neh?

instead he is the most advance of all i know here
YET
nearly no one benefited from him
very few meditated with him
even less appreciated him
and on the contrary
spoke ill behind his back
assuming he was not collective
assuming he 'gave up' collectivity

why?
because they saw him not tagging with them
and to their events

is so superficial knowledge they have
had they have real connection with the spirit
they would have known he joined the spirit
once he died
and better than that
WHILE he was alive
their heart would have felt HOW IN-the SPIRIT he was

YET
none of them saw him
except very few people
and most labelled him as "out of collectivity guy"

so my guess is
those who put themselves in charge of
labelling who is 'in' and 'out' of the "collective"

they should care more about their own self
for at their death time
if they go on like they do
they won't even be near as he was
to integrate the spirit

second,
collective in the mind realm
as they know it

has NOTHING to do with
the subtler realm

on the subtler realm
a "collective" being
exists not as they think

on the subtler realm
he is IN-spirit realm
and serve humanity

like
even in dreams,
or while living his own life
he is serving and helping others

while the "so called collective" guys
are just good enough to create
groups they call collectivity

but is just a physical group
to fulfill superficial
and most of them physical needs

but the subtler life is unknown to them
because very very few are advanced enough

among those i know
two ladies are advanced
to one i already told
the other is obvious the most advanced
she is like the tales teller guy who died

made fun of

yet she is a very sincere and fine lady
ok a bit out of norms
but the most advanced in the whole "collectivity"

hahaha
sorry but the word collectivity makes me laugh

as long as such people are alive
they should be honored
not in mannerism
but truly honored by joining with them
in their meditation

for during the meditation
the highest one present help the others
yet if no "leader" is defined
the collectivity level is brought down to the lowest denominator

this is why is paramount
in a true ashram
to have a leader in meditation
who sets the daily meditation 
and the leader should be the most advanced one
so that the others level may be raised

nothing to do with ego or personality
but with petals opening
as simple as that

if this is not done
the lowest person
will bring down all the others
to its level
not by will
but by vibrational rules

So, role of collective
is to "keep you on the path"
everyone in it should abide in silence
during meditation

done.
collective role is to keep you on the path.

now if you join the collective
provided you do abide in silence
who on earth is to say
you are in or out of the collective?

numbnuts.

this being said
if i ever hear
someone putting itself in charge
of pointing at who is or not in collectivity

i will start punching its nose
hahahah
kidding....
hmm? may be not ..

kiss:x

Average meditation lesson

some people at meditation center
are real weirdo

my weekly experience
:))

i arrive
lesson starts
and the guy
speaks speaks speaks speaks
45min later still speaking...

and after :
let's start now speaking of Shri mataji biography
speak speak speak
no speak speak

1hour later since beginning of our lesson ... :

ok let's balance ourselves.

let me fall from my chair
right now
imagine me falling from chair!!

will he EVER EVER EVER
say
let's MEDITATE

for i expected meditation
to start there
at least
please...

no balancing is just starting now
when meditation starts?
5min before the end?

lucky me
during all his speak time
i was meditating

yet,
as appalling as it may be
there is everything except meditation

for the person could ask us
to raise our energy
and then talk
like this we would have something activated

meditation had not even started when i had to leave
yea well you see at quarter past an hour of a speech
i presume that people want to meditate at some point no?

i have quota of fun - FULL great!
my quota of individual meditation - FULL great!
yet qualitywise quota of collective meditation is far from full


hmm,
 
oh but wait,
i see hope in the horizon ...