Monday 5 January 2015

Living Being in me

as i was waking up this morning
i learned something

it was not a voice talking
and it was not thoughts
it was not from outside

but i feel kind of saying
that my inside Energy Intelligence
was TRULY awakened
at this very moment
and when i say awakened
i MEAN IT
like in the word : ALIVE
and that my senses were listening
to her

and this energy was not talking
let's say
that the energy awakened presence
itself was a talk
an intelligent talk (may be it is why it is called Life)
that the five senses were at the same time
the audience
and could testify each with their own properties
of hearing for ears,
seeing for eyes
feeling for skin

to live
yes is the right word
to live that talk

let's say an interactive cinema lol
but inside of you

so i wanted to write down the precise
sensation i had
first so that i remember

second,
the content by itself

said like this
it will not ring a bell to the reader
but to me it does

because its weight and worth
are in the reason/fact that I AM THE ONE
who perceived it
so as i perceived it
i know it was TRUE

AS IF I COULD TOUCH IT

usually we touch life with our thoughts
because we filter experiences
with our past thoughts

but here it was like a brand new discovery
in this sense it was PURE and POWERFUL
and TOUCHABLE for me
yes these are the impressions

now
that i wrote down the impression

the content by itself is quite simple
which is why i remember  now
that truth is simple
but it is complicated to go
from our loaded mind to a simple one

in brief
i felt first
that it was saying and showing
and the mind was witnessing it

by feeling it
incredible
how can mind feel it?

yes it means the mind
was no more dead
this is why it could feel it

dead is when it is stuck on image
and alive
is when it can see the movement!
thus the context

see we can manipulate an image
and interpret it
but no more when it is in its context
and the context is a thousands of other images
but ON THE SPOT


the mind was feeling
that the all life around me
was a residual fine rain
and the key word is residual
and that in it
all people were satisfied of it
and were nourishing themselves of it
as if it was the EVERYTHING

like you fight for the 1%
where there is 99% of provision hidden
somewhere else
see?
that kind of feeling

so i KNEW
on the spot how worthless the life was
here

which means not that Life is worthless
it means when you live a narrow minded life
as most do
taking this life they choose not
as Life
then it is worthless
for they are only like hungry people
fighting over a tiny morsel of food to eat

and then
i felt down in me
may be in the belly
at the other end of the mind, Life
which i sensed was REAL
in the sense
that i could with it
use POWER to live the Life
ALWAYS WHILE BEING IN MOTION
AND CREATION

yes like an erupting volcano
and this was showing me
or shedding light in my mind
so that i may witness this fine rain
where i live in

that was the real feeling that i could touch
and its meaning
and there was the real BEING
and Presence of Myself as Life

but upthere
in that fine rain 
it was misery
like a robot world

that's it
i wrote such a long post
to detail what i got
may be
in a 3 second time

have a nice day

ps : i HAVE to say
it was a very TINY part of power i felt
it was soft
nonetheless POWERFUL presence
because i felt as if it was containing itself
so that it adjusts itself to me
if it has been fully powerfully awakened
i think i would have been afraid a lot
to say the least