Prayer for Guidance

I submit the faults I see to 

the Ocean of Innocence within me.

I submit the desires that arise in me, to 

The River of Pure Desire within me.

I submit any want of attention and love arising in me and reaching for me, to,

The Unconditional Ocean of Love within me.

I submit my thus freed Attention to Thee,

The Keen Observer, the Ever Present Silent Motherly Companion, so perfectly measured in its Giving and Holding back, 

perfect in its creation process, who knows how to water a seed, neither too much so that it does not rot, nor too little so that it does not become dust,

Who taught me, patiently, silently.

Who never rushed me, nor pressed me. Was just silent and just patiently waiting for me just to recognise It, Her.

So Remember me, when i fail to remember You 

Ameen.

For I haven't been created in vain.

So I felt and thanked Mother Earth in early 2000.

So now, I remember again the same feel, today, in 2021.

Inbetween, the flower died and evolved into a fruit.

Let it mature, and let it go too.

Purification process - completion

 

A flower has to die, for the fruit to become.

Loss of everthing, is not an end. Not a dead end.

It is the new beginning. Phoenix rising from the ashes.

Let people rejoice when hurt affect you. And forgive them. Becquse they don't know.

They don't know any better, they don't know the Spirit, so close to them, within.

Or if they know, they forget to accept they have these hidden thoughts.

Hidden by the choice, as everything is led ooen, as soon as you feel it.

Covering up, to create an image of perfection.

Only God is perfect.

Your end is not a dead end, it is a living process.

Fruit after flower dies.

Foetus after the cell dies.

God after the human dies.

Die before you die, all masters said.

Living death is not a dead end.

Fruit is created from Life (flowers)

Chair is man made, creating dead object from dead wood.

Firstly, recognition, then submission to the living process. Is the beginning to become a fruit.

After death, know there is life. This is truth. This is true Faith. 

Secondly, know God is perfect.

I.e. not as an image to be worshipped. All scriptures warned not to create idols.

But perfect as in a living intelligent process, which knows its continuous, spontaneous course. Flowing like a river in you.

Thirdly, your perfection lies in not covering the truth. Your perfection lies in the remembrance of this perfect living process that you have to ride, like a boat on a river or a train on its track.

Unknown, mysterious yet self sufficient.Perfectly wired to growth.

Fourthly, what is to not cover and to remember?

Not to cover what clouds you see, feel in you, not cover the limitations you see and feel.

Such as anger, jealousy, envy, seeking constant attention, approvals, praise, love even.

Feel each emotions as they surface on the lake, when the dirt is stirred in you.

Life, its manifestation, ie people are your teacher. The perfect living process, remember?

Once you feel them, do not deny them. Do not turn a blind eye to it, as if you hadn't seen them in you. Do not reject them. 

Instead Bury your dead, with honor and love.

See them, and forgive them, let them go, entrust them into the Ocean of Innocence.

For heart to open up, the four rivers have to irrigate It.

Ocean of Innocence.

Ocean of Love, detachment, love for every feeling/unconditional as explained above no covering.

Pure Desire, let your desires arising be iffered to thr ocean of innocence within to be purified

Once you bury your dead. Silence.

The fourth river will arise, and open the other four in your brain.

Lastly, Remember. 

For each clouds passing by on the acreen of your mind, unload it, forgive, let it go when it arises in meditation or in your life on spot. Life is also meditation, once you have grown from sitting to standing and walking meditation.

This purification 

You can feel the nerves knot unknotting themselves in your heart, in your back of head.

Hence traits of your face change.

Auspiciousness is seen on your face. Flawlessness.

Because the living process is perfect.

So, you have sacrificed and entrusted to your inner Ocean of Innocence, Love and all That is.

I am what I am.

Ameen.

As God is the beginning and the end.

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Problems and Solution

 Problems come from within.

Solution, R-evolution has to come from within.

By upgrading consciousness.

Fortify your Attention

Laser like focus of Attention.

Needs training, everyday.

To anchor it, to let it grow.

Unload your Attention from this and that, and whenever you see clouds hovering on it, let it soak it into the Ocean of Innocence, within.

Condemn not, instead be KIND to yourself.

All and Everything is within.