To the Spirit in you and me

I am so happy that Shakti exists
i was so ignorant of Her being in me
and Life pain pushed me to receive Her in gift

I was still ignorant how to properly cultivate Her in me
and you the Spirit
taught me what i knew not

so that me too today
and yesterday
i realised
that one day i will indeed Receive the Full Face of God
in all Its Glory
and it will beam out from me as it beams out from you

is just that i knew not
and how can i knew?
can a dead mind know anything new?

never in any life times

you taught me
that if i turn my full attention, my full face
on my Shakti within
then, She too will turn Her full attention, full face on me

for,
you and me
are God within

yes,
you are god within, but you must watch it, in order for him(or her) to watch you back
for...
what YOU LOVE..always LOVES YOU back

and i saw in vision
that the turning of our full face towards Her

was like
a seed that was turning its full face towards the sun
and AS me,  the seed, was watching the sun rays
this allowed the sun rays to sink in me
and nourish me
and this is the Sun watching me back

for
what i love, always love me back

and this is how
the seed opens up its petals
not by a hand that would have made it dust
this is the human way to force things to open

but by the divine Hand
who opened up the petals

had the seed remained face turned on its own
thoughts of "how to"
it would have never turned its Full Face towards the sun
and would have never been nourished

and it is so
that you, the Spirit,
showed me that for sure
this is the way

to  be given the Face of God
and that God is already within
and no mind form, can indeed realise it
only a fresh new mind divinely shaped can
and this is the beginning of enlightenement
sinking from the mind from head to toes
showering you as if you were one piece of a wet clothe
wearing one clothe is the path to the Unity within

wearing patched clothes is associating thoughts as your masters
above the One and Only Master that is the Spirit within
and Spirit clothes you in One Garment from head to toe

if i ever have to give one advice
is to be honest with yourself
this is how you will learned from Life
and as Life will teach you
and if you are an honest good student of Life
then, you too when you will share your experience
will be teaching others
and only those who have set the Spirit as Goal
will be pleased by your teachings
and not bothered

for you are meant to be pleasant
but not pleasing people

you are meant to teach
not because you are a teacher
but because you were a good pupil from Life who is your teacher
and a good pupil
when he shares
without effort and fluently
his words feel like teachings to others
while they are just honest testimony of his or her Life

i am honest and the only thing i expect is respect
there is no respect
means there is no sharing, no teaching
which will be gracefully accepted

i value the teaching of the Spirit
and will keep sharing it
because that is true sharing is for

generosity starts from heart
and heart is the center of your Life experience
what experience your heart gather
is what it is willing to pour out
so that it may be filled again anew

Life is so sacred
how can one demand to a student of Life
to be less of a teacher?
are you asking him to be less of a student?

for remember
only good students, make good teachers

and the seed is not even conscious of itself
being a student or a teacher
it just follows in all honesty its path
of turning her face to the Shakti
and at her tur the Shakti will give her
when the time will come
the Face of God

for this is my aim
this is why i life for
has never been a lip service
and will never ALLOW myself to please others

i am pleasant but not pleasing
i am honest and i expect to share
if this sharing becomes a teaching
so be it

but never try to usurpate Life Itself
and teach me HOW i, as a seed, should grow
capish?

seed grows and opens up her petals
by the divine Hands of God
not by human hands

otherwise seed will become dust
and if seed dies not, its petals opened by hands
will be spoilt
and the flower will die

Live the Life for your OWN Glory
for you are ALL the Glory of God within
and really writing it
it pains me to feel
how much imitation is around
and no authenticity

do not try to look or be "perfect"
perfection emanates from you when you are natural

be natural
lovingly, spontaneously, smilingly share your OWN life experience
just be yourself

do not assume attitudes
what works for one does not work for another
this is why is paramount to be yourself

concern with yourself
not with others
be honest

you are in charge of no one but you
from personal experience today
i saw how life is short

is funny
since i got self realisation
i never had met so many people myself included
on the verge of death

i always knew
that is not death that afraid me
is if i would be saved after death

and for people that i love
is not their death which afraid me
but is being unable to ever meet such loving people again

for their spirit shines
so much :)
that i am in love with that and got used to it

and yes i know
what i love in them, is the part of me that i am seeing in them
so they and i are like one
this is no for nothing
that i had seen my own face in the other

but if such good loving people die
my mirror would disappear
and i would never ever be able to see such love again

because very rare are those who are superior to you by Love
because they have realised it they are Love
this is enlightenment

so how can one not be ambitious enough
to wish for full self realisation
for full enlightenement
for full Love

as it produces such beautiful Loving people?

me too i want to be like these
me too i am
is just that i know it not ...yet :)