Your role is to give us Joy

what a feast today...

i was with kiddos
and i managed to managed them all lol

okay i need more training on that
but i did pretty well
to manage 12 kids that i knew not
hmm?;)

anyway
was very nice
kids try your limits
you need to learn how to assert your authority
that is the advice my friend gave me when i let this be known

for me
what i learned with kids
is that after 5 hours of managing them
i was not exhausted
actually i was very much energetic till the end 

i got them all to love me back!
and this struck me
cause was unexpected!!

the most youngest girl
such a shy one
just joined me when i sat on the sofa at the end
and snuggled herself againt me

woa
it strucked me!
cause she was so shy all the way
and all of sudden just intimate and so loving..

two other ones
started to tell me their secrets
which of course i will NEVER tell
even to you lol

cause i KEEP secrets
i never tell them
i KEEP trust

for i have some good education
and i have strong faith
and i know basics of everything is
to approach people with respect
and then you can connect with them
and always keep their trust
even if they break yours

cause i truly care for my cleanliness

so spontaneously
they started to tell me their secrets
lol
so cute it was

one cutee
told me
but why don't you go with adults?
why don't you join them, and instead stay with us?

i told her
"well, imagine? if i was not there?"

then she got her eyes wide open
and said
"ahhhh !! but i know!
is because your role is to make us
the kids, filled with Joy!"

sincerely
even writing this
my heart is melting

it struck me inside
really
i said to myself
she is telling me
that my role has been to stay with them
to give them JOY

and a few seconds after
she realised that
lol as my friend says
"lo! behold! her eyes opened up!" hahaha

she got headache
and said it to me
so i put my hand
on her chakras
first the belly,
then the heart
then the throat
and the agnya/forehead
i held her both temples
and massaged her sahasrara


i raised her kundalini three times

and then i told her
how you feel?

and she said
"i forgot what i was feeling
and asking you
is like i forgot what happened"
"and i feel so cool inside"

i just smiled
cause she was saying in other words
i have no more thoughts..
this is why she said she forgot
what she was thinking about

and then
before leaving
i got both groups of kids
on my back
felt like going out of a rugbymen team
:) so happy i was
that kids had fun with me
and that shakti spoke through this kiddo girl
so that she said such wisdom with that ah-ha factor!
lo! eyes wide open

somehow
i felt touching all kids head or face
before leaving
or saying good bye

and somehow
i realised after
this touching
without me knowing
gave them self realisation

i think
a kiddo
is like a match
it get its inner fire on so easily
when you touch it

definitely
when i saw their mom
i saw how much there was a gap
between the kids and their moms

the kids were independent from their manners
to a great extent

than those kids who were grown up
and who soaked up their mom's "bad" habits

such as mocking other kids etc.

is so sorry
that parents learn not more from their kids
but at some point with the adolescence
kids absorb much from their parents

this is why in islam
prophet said
"kids are born on true faith the "Fitrah"
meaning Nature
it is their parents who corrupt them/their religion
as they grow up

so the True Religion is Natural State of when you are born into
and religion is "taught" by parents
so much that it corrupts their natural, intuitive and pure state of innocence
which in itself is not corrupted
but obliterated so much that the kid's innocence is covered up
by its parents' habits which have been absorbed

lovely kids they were
kisses to them
mwa :x