Monday, 18 May 2026

Trauma and Life

I believe


all past trauma can be waved, cleansed

let it be vibrated 

it is. true

trauma will be this dense bundle of energy 

alchemised in something higher 

in a way it is a 'gift' in disguise 

as German would say.


Saved energy 

that will be itself saved 

got it? ;)


blocked energy 

is painful

however 

once you let it be transformed

it will upgrade you


Next

there is no regret

no thing to achieve 

as light of God is perfect

it is just to uncover the forgetful state

a beauty unheard of


In truth,

everyone is its own savior

a saviour role is to show light

and remind it is in everyone 

not to oblige everyone to agree to his saving method 


The marriage of the feminine energy with the calm lake of spirit

is what I miss

when I had felt how life was truly Alive

while know I live in a static world, right now.

where I only feel freezed life like on a picture


Alpha Centauri

 In previous weeks, 


I had a dream/vision, ie as real as now. 
This is what we call in the astral.

There was a camel 
and she was licking my face
with her saliva 
lol 
It felt like to cheer me up

I couldn't breath 
at some point
too much saliva lol
So I woke up after I heard:

She is the She camel of the prophet

After checking online
I indeed found 
that the prophet Muhammad (saw) camel
was called Qaswaa 

And she had been a witness 
to all the key moments after hijra
Ie choice of the prophet mosque in Medina
and apparently the prophet was sitting on her 
for his last khutba

..

In some other dream

I saw an old lady
sitting on soil in a village
and she asked to see the picture of the prophet
like to send her love and good words of praise 
from the gentleness of her heart
words she cherished like a treasure

I do not know 
who she was

But I saw that the energy of the prophet
may be his consciousness
came back to her 
behind her back

It is an intelligent energy 
And indeed
anything good you send
is returned back to you 
mutliplied
 
No doubt

However 
doing it with love
unaware of the gift
and oblivious to the normal people
who do not have eyes of heart to see

how even a simple, poor old villager woman
thanks to her love
is loved back by the universe
Abundantly

So never undermine 
the power of the heart
ie true power of love

that is the treasure chest
once open
it does revert back to you
unbeknownst to you 
like for this old woman

...

Today in dream/Vision

a note about this
when I came out of it
I knew was real

ie in the astral
as it is as simple as a plug that connects you
to another dimension
once unplugged you are back here
so no effort, no control
but the experience that is your own

In one of my past trauma
which is the pain that led me
to experience the self realisation

I met the sufi teacher of the past
and I was sitting and seeing

lady fatmah face
which was a pure disk of light
big sun instead of a face
and I was describing her
and how she looked like 
while she was migrating 
from Mecca to Medina

next 
to this sufi teacher 
I asked excitedly

if in truth 
our souls transmute as stars 

and he drew for me
Centauri A and B and two others 

There were in the dream 
family and some other new sufi guy 
I met recently

once I woke up 
I did not doubt if it was true
how come I met this old sufi teacher 
so many years later in astral
as I had as proof 
the shining face of Lady Fatmah

so now after the dream
I was told the rest 
this old teacher, the family and the current sufi 
are the remaining ties, attachment 
once I let go 
then I would truly be free from illusion

one may say 
not many to let go
I just hope 

I do cultivate my awareness enough
so that this space allows me to be free from 
such reincarnation

When he was drawing the 4 stars 
on my booklet
I was thinking 

'I desire to be the brightest star'

When you know
potential is in you 
and it is your birth right to shine
for this you have to grow

and grown only happens
when you cultivate awareness
and growth

It is the birthright
of every single soul

We should just share 
to remind each other 

Like the old unknown lady 
in some remote village
Like me this unknown writer 
on that blog
Like you 
Like any other human being

The best use of your time here
Is to get self realisation
cultivate awareness
Use the Power of the attention 
to Be Free 
to die before you die

Good luck!