I saw Shri mataji
she had in the dream,
a grand (or grand grand) son
a boy child may be around 12 or so
I am not familiar with her family
and he was arguing with her
not liking India and rather preferring
the western life style
more precisely
symbolically it meant
he wanted to leave sahaj yoga
--
Don't consider it as a group
rather as giving up on meditation
This is the second time I am dreaming of SM family related matters
All I can say it is surely distressful for her
to see the sour state of affairs of her own family
leaving the path
I am or not (?) astonished.
As Spirit often told me
Either you have the desire or you have it not.
But this is a great calamity
when a merciful being did all her best
and at the end material life takes priority
it is surely a lingering pain
More importantly
I hope this self realisation value does not get lost
Any child born realised
as they call it
most of them
are limited to their own circle of life
material one
yes there are programs here and there
yes there is an effort
but where is the actual progression?
With such a comfort on the material life provided
meditation should be pushed for more
as Lady Fatmah said to me recently,
"I reckon
Overwhelming drive in discipline is paramount
and (pure) desire is the fire".
She always speaks deep wisdom
not one word random
I can't scribble it down quickly
and of course there is no repetition
so just get the jest of it
We all know our comfort zone
we need to push it
without it
just know
never a better life will be
to get enlightmenet than now
At least on this earth.
But based on my past and ongoing sahaj experience
Morning meditation in ashram are skipped
group is considered the collectivity
while you can be collective as long as you are connected
the muslim like contributors are considered like a trophy or would be blamed
for the trauma they face in name of islam
I saw it all
Even one Indian dared to feed me with pork unknowing to me
to prove me 'oh see you can have it'.
Of course I can have it,
but by free will and by purpose
not because you cheated me.
Later I puked it
my genes do not allow it.
There are two faces to each thing
Genes and purity vs conditioning
I can for the sake of breaking conditioning eat it to break it
But will not eat it as part of my diet.
Plus it is still haram
the amount of disease you get from it
is no small feat.
And it has nothing to do with the temperature (like in the desert by then).
However the level of hidden insult is incommensurable that Indian French girl who somehow
never meditated in group and was always going upstairs in her ashram to avoid meditation and teaching 'muslims' lessons.
Once for all
Conditioning is when you block energy and refuse to let it evolve
you can be a muslim yogi
but don't convert me to puja and Indian customs
I love Indian customs but this is not my goal to become an Indian
and go from one to another conditioning
I am not there to shop cultures
I just do my stuff
I meditated and ensure I am up to speed with my own cultivation
and people who keep teasing you to test how much of a muslim or yogi you are
Let them realise how much they are progressing
Some past events I remember
one westerner born and bred in India
was blaming me for the maulvi who were telling the kids to go and play else where
with a stick in his hand.
I heard that and laugh, I found the scene funny
he was funny, kids were funny, end of story.
But she still had a sour face. lol
Only years later I got it
these are bearing trauma and hate towards muslims
and she was trying to settle accounts with me
Am I the chief of the muslims
to whom you should come and complain?
Same others had such a double standard behavior
taking upon themselves to teach me how to to serve food to others
then serve yourself
Lol
little do they know it is part of our culture
as muslims
we at home or banquet or even in canteen
serve others first and then if time we eat
such are at least our family ladies
very honourable
such are muslim men
very handsome manners
But of course
you would project on a random person
to your own conditioning of what muslims are
All the way saying keep your religion
but start sahaj yoga
If you look at Shri mataji early talks 70s-80s
She focused on you and your own practice
the puja were introduced later to give you more power and vibrations
However they never push it individually
instead went into deities worship mode
Deities themselves are subject to Spirit
Your aim should be direct shooting for Spirit
let chakras and deities, which are God attributes in you, find their own place
and be aligned to the One
No, instead chakras here and there
burning here and there
who cares?
Just focus on spirit
let go of all your 'mess'
and see if you do not enter the realm of the Spirit
After 15 to 20 years
I bet they will all be stuck at the same level.
Wake up or Sahaj yoga will just disappear.
Mercy does not stay if you do not value it.
