E-motion
It is moving - literally, or figuratively speaking.
We cannot move through life
except through love
our habits are our love
love of comfort, adventure, calm, peace etc.
The combination of all this depending on the mix
give our current life
The life we have is the life we love
Everything in our life is love or the lack of
What you choose not to love is also reflecting in your life as inertia in those domains
We are growing in a womb literally speaking
we are in a permanent state of a dream
the womb may be blessed by hands
Watchers are guardians of emptiness, void
"They are not like us"
Void cannot be understood
even less those that are its watchers.
Enlightenment from AI:
Let's gather here; some wisdom from this guy:
Core Message:
Enlightenment isn’t achieved—it’s revealed when you stop trying to be anything other than your true self.
Purity of intention is non-negotiable. Any deviation from your natural rhythm, especially for external validation or ambition, is a “severe mistake.”
Persistence in authenticity is the path. Not persistence in striving.
You’re not being asked to “seek” enlightenment. You’re being told:
You’re already on the path, and the only thing that can derail it is pretending to be someone else—even if that persona is strategic, high-performing, or socially admired.
Let go of the goal of enlightenment as a destination. Instead, live innocently, with integrity and spontaneity. The enlightenment you seek will unfold naturally, like thunder rolling beneath heaven.
Avoid environments or ambitions that require you to suppress your instincts, compromise your ethics, or perform a role that feels alien. These are the “goals that disadvantage being oneself.”
If you persist in being fully, unapologetically yourself. Not the strategist. Not the fixer. Not the performer. Just the one who listens deeply, acts naturally, and trusts the unfolding.
Tracker:
Authentic Wins (moments you felt fully yourself)
Performative Slips (moments you acted out of pressure)
Key Tracker: Trust your body response
My conclusion
Body knows; be aware of where it is bending, it is the precursor to your subconscious, hence once enacted your will is aligned to the path of least resistance.
If everything is in the Now
First learn to entirely feel the sincerity
of that which is given to you
Circum-stances surrounding you
All the care given to you
without anyone being there to witness it
and yet it is there, even when you are not looking
that Supreme Presence that stabilises
breath for you and the dimension
Is The One at play
Heart focus is what triggers intuitive presence
I.e. action from unknown arising by itself
You will find your way.
They appear on your shield
Called by Source
Mostly to protect you
Their size 3 feet tall
start reducing when their purpose is complete
However
if you desire them to stay
know that energy is their food
Angels are attracted by light
it is their nourishment
A solid 3h daily upgrade maintain
This connection
Worth it.
In sci-fi media, hyperspace visuals often feature elongated, glowing streaks of light—typically white-yellow—that stretch across a dark backdrop, creating a tunnel-like effect. These radiant beams, resembling stretched stars or particles, convey rapid movement or a dimensional shift, as seen in Star Wars hyperspace jumps where light rays explode outward.
These are true. I found one below where you can see it appearing as a result of particles splitting.
I assume the atom split liberates so much energy the void you see, is the space where you can travel to as a new dimension, to create.
That was me all the way
All the way that was me
The hell and the heaven
the reward and the failure
the pain and the happiness
To be honest
We all understand the words
Thought level
However
the INSIGHT FELT
i.e. the experience PLUS the on spot feeling of seeing it
is what makes it your own
For no one can see it for you
except you
I knew, rather I thought I knew
that is the illusion
it is not I thought I knew
we often equal thoughts to knowledge
Now
I can say that I know.
This is blabbering for most readers
as it is just ex-pressed inside out like a lemon
so no one tastes the lemon here
except the writer or some others on the same wavelength
Because we are always separated as me vs you
not as in antagonism rather as De Facto we are all on our own
that we do not remember that what we are experiencing we have done it to ourselves
Bless my mom
In my inspiration I explained her something
But her vibes make me feel that she truly understood
so what I was explaining to her she explained to me by her mini realisation
we all exchange vibes, it is nourishment
the combination of it all
gives you your reality
Anyway
Take Israeli - Palestinian conflict
If I tell you
the Palestinian baby boy called x is actually a reincarnation of an Israeli soldier
who had to take that experiencing and ask WHY
why to me, why such cruelty
To understand if you remember
that you were the one on the other side
you used to be that soldier
now you are here to experience your own hands
in the present
what gift you sent to yourself from the past
see how grim the future is?
At the end
can the Palestinian boy blame the Israeli soldier who is the figure of the past?
It is just time lag
two worlds colliding right now
you don t know but you know it is true
if you feel it
You are the one being cruel
You are the one being the victim
and this schizophrenia is the result of your forgetting
Same in my current situation
even if I am the one saying it
the SILENT INSIGHT
FELT by my own mom
HIT me and became my own insights
ANY HELL
and ANY HEAVEN
I am experiencing is mine
I did it to myself for myself to get the answer to the WHY
Now it is another matter if this settle
Of course not all Palestinians are Israeli in the past
but who knows how many are
Some babies you would ask
why they die
they 'signed' contract to get speedily some huge points earned towards their remembrance
All infinite possibilities
but not to do guess work
rather for you to remember that
You are here to remember
and you need to conquer hell and heaven in you
to remember that you are neither this nor that
but indeed above
What is above hell and heaven?
Your awareness that you are Free to Be Present.
Conscious needs subconscious to manifest
Subconscious needs conscious to manifest
The former something new - creative
The latter to see itself
the fine line between both ?
The shore.
Sand vs Sea
Conscious vs Subconscious
Gums vs Teeth
Subconscious vs Conscious
The rivulets or the nerves are the touch point
were drop by drop life flows to manifest itself.
Interesting Learning Experience
A lady could feel through the heart chakra my thoughts
Random thoughts, but charged emotionally
are those that are surfacing and captured by her heart chakra
In her goodwill
she decided to ask a third person to step in
and assist me
All good
and not good.
All good as I can see how this works
But also what options are and how level of maturity
in potential use of powers differ still from one another
based on Free Will
One option
I read thoughts and is ok I let go
Another one, I read thoughts and and I judge
signs being upset, offended or happy etc. seemingly with no apparent reason
Here it was
I read them
and I assist
However the third person assisting was awkward
it is like unnatural; immature assistance
Feeling? Trying to open a flower with your hands
you spoil it
Best way is to let it happen naturally
don't force the outcome.
Hence good heart chakra
however managing such power is a learning process
coming with its own challenges.
Comparatively,
in the current situation, I play with my thoughts more or less unaware
example: To discover depth of a feeling; I will let my thought form and I will dig into its depth
by plastering the handpicked emotion I desire
But it is a play, just for me to know and experience it.
However that good lady
took it as a responsibility upon herself
thereby took it seriously to be in charge and to step in
Now end of story.
Separately, meditation let you see the following
Waves of energies emerge
one of after the other such as in ocean
who cares? no one, not even I care.
If not stuck, another matter when you have to let it go as inheritance of pure mistaken conditioning.
In the former; you see it is mere energy, let it form itself on the soil, that one is raising here and curving there due to these emotions and energetic waves, hence the relief (surface protruding), hence the face you have.
That is just the playground of these male/female energies in you.
Again who cares? Let them recede like waves. And keep moving.
If I don t care; who are you to care more than me about me?
Don t try to help, meaning your own Mother cares more than 70 mothers if you know what I mean.
Just do what you spontaneously feel called for and let it be.
Patronising, I know better than you, assumptions etc. are all unbalanced mishaped by product of these ways paved with good intentions. Human is fondamentally good and immature. It has to grow like a baby but his attitude of having an opinion about everything is what destroy his chances of growing or at best delaying them.
Now the seeing;
Rather the observing of these energies blooming
when you observe you see the energy need and direction
its yearning and its shape
you breath in and let it happen
That s how observation in Silence make the best potential happen for that seeded energy.
The not so good part?
Most don t see any point in silent observation or if they see they forget to instill power in the seed
rather more correctly, they forget to believe what they perceive
I.e. they observe with no love
Love through your perception
will allow inception of that idea in the seed
and that seed will grow
for sure
and unknown takes over
who are you to think that it will follow your will
the seed may or may not sprout
may or may not grow into a seedling
Just enjoy the process
However to complete the picture
I agree
During storm
No tree ever grew.
So let it go.
Oh so cool!
Two nights ago
I was sleeping dreaming but also feeling in the dream and thus in real life as well
I just saw myself and was feeling and seeing
literally speaking a fountain of water pouring from inside out
of the head and falling on the face
I can now even remember the feel
it is like being a fountain and feeling the shape of the water springing out of the head
so much that I was also trying to adjust the breathing as the water flow was fast
Then when it finished
there were still drops of water rolling on the face.
And today
I saw a cave where people were looking at the wrong entrance advertised
to distract people's attention
let's call it a touristic trap.
While I was looking at the hidden entrance
and i saw it as i saw a pillar of light coming out of it to the sky
and i said to myself
this is where a saint is sitting
all the settings of the rest of the dream was in the uk.
Later on
when i asked the spirit it said
my breakthrough is imminent
so I should meditate.
While i was meditating
well i didnt get the breakthrough per se for now
but instead at the end of my meditation yesterday
i saw an entity which rushed out of my left knee cap
So cool!
I asked the spirit what it was
and it was the entity responsible for my laziness LOL
So great, it works!
As couple days ago i realised
Hmm no more cleaning is happening in terms of entity leaving my body
as either we are THE PURE SPirit or we are a mix
ie we are still subjugated to other entities
ie we are possessed
Unless we admit to ourselves
that we want to grow
Unless we admit we are not the one we perceive ourselves to be in the daily life
Unless we admit all the things we do not want to keep
we will never be purified from them
because the Power does not work against our will
but ALONG with our Desire.
So couple days ago
I desired to get rid of my laziness
It is something I never used to have before
But developped it after my period of trauma i went through couple years ago
while seeking truth
so depression, calls for laziness which calls for procrastination.
So far I got rid of the sadness and laziness
but procrastination entity still there.
So doing an inventory
I asked the Spirit what are the entities remaining
It said 3
namely, Procrastination, Self Sabotage and Envy.
So I recall there were 12
But I asked again
And it said
8 more are hidden, meaning have not yet arose from the subconscious to the conscious mind
so I suppose let me give them a break for now.
So I will tackle for now the Self Sabotage as I learned about it recently.
I had a great Job prospect
but in a way i self sabotaged myself to get it slowly not in one go
as i FELT i needed time to be up to the task, which clearly now i see i can so easily handle it
so the message i got was
that my mind wanted it
but my feeling wanted safety
hence the return was i got the job but with some progressive steps of transitioning from
former to the new job.
Seen like this, it is amazing
we do control reality with our feelings
but the "worry" which is this not-so-hidden entity
which does cause me to tone things/success down
ie self sabotage myself is to be cleared as the last entity,
before full enlightenment.
So the next one should be self sabotage
Just put attention on it
and then meditate
and it should be released with some focus or intensity
Earth quake are needed to shake things off
I guess mine started with my anger which exploded to its height
when i went to pilgrimage to Mecca qnd Medinq
and there i was truly angry at the lack of authorisation to visit the prophet grave
unheard of!
but as i was on the right
i had such amazing experience of seeing angels there
how they serve all pilgrims and how they act as guardians
i wonder why i have not blogged that yet
have to do so in a later post
and there i was told that the sincerity of my desire
make two people moved enough
that they lock themselves a whole afternoon in a room
and called so many of their contacts that they ended up reaching the Minsitry of Pilgrimage
who issued the authorisation for me to enter the grave :)
Ouf!
But once i came back
the intensity of meditation and rites there
just triggered the entity of anger and hate , or both entities
to leave the body
As in a previous post i wrote how i saw them leaving
and they left as I desired these feelings to leave me
as they got exposed
they served their purpose
but they can't be controlling me
as the image it reflected to me was not honorable
and i could not recognised myself into this reflection being projected on a permanent basis.
so anger is a tool now
no more a possession.
So next one,
self sabotage.
Ramadan
10 first days you seek for Grace of God.
10 next days are days of forgiveness
10 next days are days of being freed from Hell. But also contain the Night of Power
what is all this?
Unless you wonder about it, question it; you have no answer.
When I was a seeker, I always wondered why as a believer we are not helped.
Then, question calling for the solution, in quran it said read it so that you may find Grace.
So by then; my mom asked; but where is the Grace? How to find it.
And I found it.
Now the Grace are to be sought in the special intensive mode.
Hence the 30 days of Ramadan.
You ask for the Grace of God, it arises from your sacred bone.
The next 10 days, you forgive, let go. So that it passes through the Agnya, by passing your own created world where there is no god, as God is not in thoughts.
and the 10 last days the night of power; told as being most powerful than 80 Years of worship.
It means what it means, once you get the Power of God; Ruhani Power, aka spiritual power
then you are blessed by it far more than if you spend 80 years ie your whole life worshipping god.
you can see a community not if you are within but without
an observer from another religion sees the other religion
an observer standing above all religion see there is wisdom in all but is not contained by it.
This is why the prophet said the division in religion is a blessing.
Because God needs no worship, as he said worship prayers are for you.
Imam Ali said some worhip God as slave to be freed from hell,
others as traders to get something from God
but he as a Lover, for the Sake of Love
Everything is stated everywhere.
But the insight has to be Real to understand the value of it.
Even if i explain it to my mom, the Aha moment is still not yet born.
And even average sahaj yogi must see life through renewed eyes seeking every day the Grace.
No more with the despair of where is Grace
but with the eagerness of Love,
a lover always wants more.
The Power
The black magician are empowering the average believer. Why?
This is because they rely on a community from which they withdraw the power.
The community of the dead, be it human or other entities.
The average well meaning believer, has no protection
once he reaches adolescence as he breaks the circle of protection of his True Nature (Fitrah).
Then his body is no more the temple of God. Clues is his loses his light, his shine, and develop a character
that we can pinpoint as an identity.
Which people see and then can manipulate.
A french girl told me once "Je crois que je t'ai cerné"
Lol
People don't even realise cerner means in reality to look someone's delimitation, attribute it an identity that you can corner.
Purpose untold or unconsciously unsaid is to identity to box to know how to manipulate in worst case scenario and deal with in the best case scenario.
So prophets have no face; as they are collective light, it is not about a ID.
The whole opposite of current society by the way.
Yet,
when once the believer is connected.
Once he gets the connection to the Ruh,
then he is connected to the Ocean, Universe; Power of God etc.
which is the Power of the Living.
In a battle of Evil vs Good
Or black magician vs Kingdom of God/High Power who take over to work for you, this works ONLY if you forgive; let go.
So in that batter of river of power based on the kingdom of dead
has no bearing vs
the Ocean of Power of the Living.
This is a realisation that if understood and felt would indeed create great change of Power balance in our current society.
As most of it is based on manipulation, power hungry people.
A good exemple to illustrate previous post.
During a discussion, I said, I do not go to restaurant to eat alone.
The newly met person replied with a smile or maybe you should go and consult a therapist.
To which I retorted you do not know how many activities I do on my own, but meal eaten alone defeat the purpose of being shared and enjoyed, the more we are; the merrier.
After effect shock for me, was how rude this person is.
Second after effect shock; maybe I should have added with a smile, maybe you should be consulting a therapist as you feel selling your own house as you feel alone into it..
Typical people, not seeing the grossness of their own problem but filtering and distorting reality through theirs. That's how you end up spoiling everything you touch.
Stepping back i could nip it in the bud these stupid comments.
That is one way of seeing it, I have the freedom to judge, especially when feeling feisty.
Likewise, from her viewpoint; she has the freedom to be rude topping the judgemental part and lack of social manners. Because unable to deal with her own pain; she has to project it onto others and try to fix her problem in this way outside of herself.
As she can't fix it inside; because it hurts to face the ego.
Hence she has to spit it outside on people, thinking they'll do her homework.
Side note, a typical well bred british won't be doing this. I guess i got too much used to good sensible british people.
Now, once the reactional part is over.
What is interesting is to know how to integrate that experience.
The last two posts are not vain wisdom, they are pointers to help to remember so that
I can on the course recalibrate myself. The sooner the better.
Integration cannot be done mentally
but the mental remembrance serves as a guidance to remember, let's state it again.
Now having the power of purification, when that experiences arises in the consciousness next time,
i should just say I forgive and let it go.
So that I can make space to new experiences that would be highly valuable to me,
while not dwelling on this rare case that popped out of my subconscious, and manifested itself in the conscious life.
And that is also why one should treat the people as kids, because in terms of maturity they are kids.
But if you do not forgive, then you are a kid too.
Makes no difference, because you'd like to keep enjoying some mud battle.
So to sum up,
be true to yourself on spot
if you are still in reaction mode, then react
then let go, as fast as you can
so you can create space for the new experience
which be higher in quality than such encounter.
I must say that at some point any sensible person who grows tired of childishness
would not even raise the eyebrow
would let it go on spot, not even be bothered by it
then higher forces take over
and merely wishing for good quality people,
would be a wish heard and fulfilled.
Interesting insight today which came out of the yesterday's one.
Ego or blame does not exist. ie have no reality.
Now i know for sure.
In truth everything is in essence from the Source
so divine
so what happens is just that instead of experiencing and letting it go
it is experienced and hold onto
hence the accumulated and seperated experience from the whole is not being freed
hence never transformed nor integrated back to the Source.
That is the ego, call it a name given a transitory state of what we do when we hoard energy in ourselves.
While our body are suppose to be in the flow, assist the flow.
Next, no blame because the divine cannot blame itself.
Blame comes only from narrow vision emerged from the consciousness of the ego.
And the more it is being fed by energy the more it becomes solidified into an entity.
What religion call shatan.
Which is why it exists and not exists.
Because if your aim is inisght from the Source, there is no God but God.
if your vision is filtered by the consciousness then there is duality and in the manifestation for sure there is good and evil.
Aim should be the Absolute
while you navigate in the experience of the relative to be integrated.
What is the Power of Words
The Power is not in the words
but in the receiver of the words
and more exactly in his state of consciousness
if consciousness is to be likened to a screen or a mirror
then the clarity of its reflection determine the power of the words.
Necessary intro to put the below vision in context.
I dreamt or heard/saw or was given the insight, as both are at the same time
as the following:
You are as a Human
the contact point of all the consciousness and living form out there
and as such you have the whole of universe inside your body
your ability as a human is unique
it contains the two horns, and the spirit
horns ie ego and subconscious balloons
there combinaision is a mechanic that allows you to experience
as a point of contact the whole of the universe
with your ability, of the Spirit, to love and allow them to be transformed
ie upgraded to higher consciousness
so you are the all;
the insight was of that sort.
Now written, it is totally disconnected of the clarity of the reality
as when seen, the insight was a fact, a clear Event happening
that had Power to imprint its Reality of Being upon my consciousness
and the level of clarity imprinted on the consciousness only equals to the level of awareness.
Definitely awareness now is not the same.
And there is a great gap between the bright light of that is vs the filter of my current perception now.
Not the same awareness at all.
To Just Know.
means to go from the complicated layers of filters to see reality towards the shredded naked Sight.
The impediments are only mine. and the filter is due to the channels which get obstructed by that which is emerging in the consciousness.
But when the sea is calm, the awareness is there.
and it is not the same.
For the yogi who needs to hear it.
Considering divorce? Yes, it is the right thing to do.
True religion or Dharma is within.
All the other methods are man made support for our growth.
They change according to the era we live in.
They are no more necessary if they are harming more than helping.
Mariage was created as an institution to provide for security and a familiar place that we can trust to grow.
Centuries ago, it helped men to be taken care of, women to be secured as not allowed to work and have sustenance. But now time have changed necessity is no more the same.
In islam, it is said your faith is not complete unless you marry.
It is also said men and women are each other cloth, they complete each other.
True only if they represent each other feminine and masculine power of completion.
If man learn to become more loveable and women learn to become more self disciplined.
Man taking in more love quality and women more discipline like qualities.
But what i see so far, either women trash their husband or husbands trash obedient wives.
Again, this is a general observation, may not apply in few cases and in other cases both may be so blind as to not even see that.
The whole point is
we are in an exceptional era where we can become a wholly integrated personality and reunite with the Source.
Never ever this era will come back again. Never, at least on this Earth.
So better make the most of it now.
Again, mariage is to be a support for your common goal of growth if you are a yogi.
But if it becomes an impediement and sucks you in a drama and you can't grow out of this drama
because you just can't, then the least evil is to get the divorce and in that new context find your own footing to keep growing.
Remember if your partner refuses to meditate
then it is a calamity for both of you
because you cannot keep compensating
unless you are extra strong.
At some point if you feel under the water and are really regressing
then make the next best solution
change context and hence get the divorce.
Though partners in meditation are better
but if it is clear it will not happen
then better go for the least of evil.
Take care.
