Monday 18 April 2022

Dew Drops falling from Sahasrara

The combinaision of walking with sitting cycles 
are indeed bearing quick and efficient results.

Lately the routine was contained to a good 3.30 am routine of sitting
and then mainly walking before day time starts.

I suppose it has done its time
and Spirit had told me now I am advancing veeeeery slowly 
when I had asked about progression.

Now the intensive part during the Easter break 
born good fruit so far.

The first day
I just felt warm vibrations getting out of both hands mainly
At some point I even joked about myself being a can of worm
or even a pit of fire opened up 
for me to realease the accumulated heat.

But again 
who is the I?
Written like this makes no sense to even mention that question.

But now the question does settle nicely 
and has its place.

The heat accumulated comes from both channels 
and let us not forget the left channel is the storehouse of 
past individual and collective subconscious.

So even the channel itself 
points at the fact that we have a storehouse in us
in such a case
how can there be an I 
when we are already a bag of little i accumulated and store in us.

Hence the body is indeed is the House of God
the Temple that has to be purified.

From another perspective
during meditation, I saw so freshly remembered that the current i is still a collection of other i.

For instance on day 2,
when i was walking the cycles
about 20min into it
I could feel about 3 drops falling and gliding on each sides of the head.

Spirit had told me
once you feel the drops
you just stop everything and focus the attention on the drops.

While meditating 
at some point I had the image of the moist earth
in a vertical section and I remembered
how a flower is intrinsically a storehouse of other elements 
that reach her for her growth
water, minerals and sunlight.

So in reality I remembered
that a flower is not a flower
but a collection of all the other elements 
embodied now into this single "item"

A bit like a chair is not a chair
but a collection of molecules 
themselves a collection of atoms

So like for our body 
we are a collection of these little i 


Now when one read this 
and attention is out
does it help much

but for me
i write this 
because of attention being IN
hence it is an insight for me
a shift in perspective
but not yet a knowledge that I am as a settled perspective.

Let's just say a passing insight
like waves on shore 
to remember
but not yet rooted enough 
to call it settled.

Anyway 
the aim is the opening of the 4 petals in the brain
that are linked to the heart nadis.

This is the set intent
before meditation
that one must let go 
so that the vibrations that are Intelligent
can water that area.

So on the Day 3
the water drops are more frequent and a little higher in number
than on day 2

Also since a couple of days 
I can feel from the picture of Shri mataji
as if a mouth is blowing air on my heart

I asked the Spirit
it said Holy Spirit is Intelligent
but I asked how come not felt before
it said it is because now my awareness has grown 
hence the perception too.

Amazing 
this truly show that the Intelligence levels are always there
of course
but depending on how much our awareness gets refined
the forms we perceive evolve accordingly.

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