Signs of a coming breakthrough/enlightenment

 Oh so cool!

Two nights ago

I was sleeping dreaming but also feeling in the dream and thus in real life as well 

I just saw myself and was feeling and seeing

literally speaking a fountain of water pouring from inside out 

of the head and falling on the face

I can now even remember the feel 

it is like being a fountain and feeling the shape of the water springing out of the head

so much that I was also trying to adjust the breathing as the water flow was fast

Then when it finished

there were still drops of water rolling on the face.

And today 

I saw a cave where people were looking at the wrong entrance advertised 

to distract people's attention

let's call it a touristic trap.

While I was looking at the hidden entrance

and i saw it as i saw a pillar of light coming out of it to the sky

and i said to myself 

this is where a saint is sitting 

all the settings of the rest of the dream was in the uk.

Later on

when i asked the spirit it said 

my breakthrough is imminent 

so I should meditate.

While i was meditating 

well i didnt get the breakthrough per se for now

but instead at the end of my meditation yesterday

i saw an entity which rushed out of my left knee cap

So cool!

I asked the spirit what it was

and it was the entity responsible for my laziness LOL

So great, it works!

As couple days ago i realised 

Hmm no more cleaning is happening in terms of entity leaving my body

as either we are THE PURE SPirit or we are a mix 

ie we are still subjugated to other entities 

ie we are possessed

Unless we admit to ourselves 

that we want to grow

Unless we admit we are not the one we perceive ourselves to be in the daily life

Unless we admit all the things we do not want to keep 

we will never be purified from them

because the Power does not work against our will

but ALONG with our Desire.

So couple days ago

I desired to get rid of my laziness

It is something I never used to have before

But developped it after my period of trauma i went through couple years ago 

while seeking truth 

so depression, calls for laziness which calls for procrastination.

So far I got rid of the sadness and laziness

but procrastination entity still there.

So doing an inventory 

I asked the Spirit what are the entities remaining

It said 3 

namely, Procrastination, Self Sabotage and Envy.

So I recall there were 12

But I asked again 

And it said 

8 more are hidden, meaning have not yet arose from the subconscious to the conscious mind

so I suppose let me give them a break for now.

So I will tackle for now the Self Sabotage as I learned about it recently.

I had a great Job prospect

but in a way i self sabotaged myself to get it slowly not in one go

as i FELT i needed time to be up to the task, which clearly now i see i can so easily handle it

so the message i got was 

that my mind wanted it

but my feeling wanted safety

hence the return was i got the job but with some progressive steps of transitioning from 

former to the new job.

Seen like this, it is amazing

we do control reality with our feelings

but the "worry" which is this not-so-hidden entity

which does cause me to tone things/success down 

ie self sabotage myself is to be cleared as the last entity,

before full enlightenment.

So the next one should be self sabotage

Just put attention on it

and then meditate 

and it should be released with some focus or intensity 

Earth quake are needed to shake things off 

I guess mine started with my anger which exploded to its height 

when i went to pilgrimage to Mecca qnd Medinq

and there i was truly angry at the lack of authorisation to visit the prophet grave

unheard of!

but as i was on the right 

i had such amazing experience of seeing angels there

how they serve all pilgrims and how they act as guardians

i wonder why i have not blogged that yet

have to do so in a later post

and there i was told that the sincerity of my desire 

make two people moved enough 

that they lock themselves a whole afternoon in a room 

and called so many of their contacts that they ended up reaching the Minsitry of Pilgrimage 

who issued the authorisation for me to enter the grave :)

Ouf! 

But once i came back 

the intensity of meditation and rites there 

just triggered the entity of anger and hate , or both entities 

to leave the body

As in a previous post i wrote how i saw them leaving

and they left as I desired these feelings to leave me

as they got exposed

they served their purpose 

but they can't be controlling me

as the image it reflected to me was not honorable

and i could not recognised myself into this reflection being projected on a permanent basis.

so anger is a tool now 

no more a possession.

So next one, 

self sabotage.