The Cheese Attack :)

i learned an amazing stuff

lol it starts very funny
i never eat at mcdo
because is just never fill me up lol
and also i find it is just unhealthy
i can't

anyway,
whenever i like not something
and it becomes an obsession
then lol i do the opposite
just to break down the limit

because is one thing to be careful
is another when it becomes a no-no forever

so i went on my mcdo discovery period
imagine lol
i may be went to mcdo 3 times in my life! lol

so i went there and ate it a few times was ok
and one day my fear came out hehehe
while eating my sandwich
"i felt hmm this cheese is looking way more too plastic to me
what am i eating! plastic all the way"

guess what?!

hehehehe
right next hour

i started to oooooooooooooooooooze old cheese smell!
from all pores of my skin
hahahahaha
so much
that i said to myself where is this old cheese ordor coming from?!

and suddenly i realised was from me!

ah, i was confused!
why was i OOZING cheese?!
hehehehe

well here is what happened,

as you know everything is alive
as is part of God light
see?
so everything has a consciousness
if you saw avatar the movie
you understand that trees have a consciousness
but is a low level one
meaning a consciousness which is barely aware of itself

like in islam
we heard hadith that walls hear you etc.
of course people take it as something which will forever remain unknown to them
thus they never get it
as they close doors of knowledge by themselves

same here
cheese and any other food stuff
have consciousness
if you don't like something
just don't eat it
but if you want to break down your limit
then do it with love

so was wrong from me
i was eating the sandwich
and suddenly got suspicion and then disliked
the cheese being plastic like

and what i am telling you now guys
i really mean it
when i understood that i sent dislike to the cheese
while all the way it was just there to offer itself to me
so that i have a good meal time
i had tear in my eyes

because the cheese "wish/purpose" is to feed me
and please me really
and while eating it
i was rejecting it

so my kundalini
as is your personal care taker
knew i liked it not
so she took it out
right in the next hour out of my body
by oozing it out of my skin spores

and literally speaking
if you can imagine a comic
the cheese was going out of my body
and it was going ashamed

this is why me too i was feeling ashamed
of this odor

and also from that i understood
that each things have two faces
which are complementary

the shame of me of smelling this
was the reflection or let's say
was not my own shame
was the shame of the sandwich itself
that i was experiencing and feeling as mine

this is also how i discovered
that indeed
we are not our own feelings
these are feelings that our aura absorb from others
other people or other entities or other consciousnesses

hence the surah naas
in quran,
it is told to read it before sleeping
to be protected from waswas
and what are waswas?
the not-your-own thoughts
but those implanted in you and made as yours
during your sleep time
as you are defenseless

ah life is so intrinsincally beautiful
and Holy Books
if looked at in their purity
are absolute jewels of Wisdom

and they perfectly click and match
our common sensical observations

i aim at discovering more of Life
disgressing
but i already know the amazing stuff
i am going to buy!

coming back to my present topic,
and if we don't purify ourselves from them(waswas)
imagine we have years in this life
and other life time of stored feelings more or less hidden in us
that we identify with
ie thing as being ours
so much that we feel as the feeling ID is (sad, shame, fear, likes and dislikes ...)
our own ID!
and that it defines us
so much that if someone attack that ID
you think you are being attacked
this reveals your wrong identification
which is not the one with the spirit
see?

so once these "dormant" feelings are awakened in us
we think
as i read it once

that people think there is something,,oh...he did that to me..etc..she did that..I am so traumatized
when in fact..the ki energy remains in the body of ours

as we have not taken OUR responsibility to purify
the "corner of our house/body"
as we can actually do in our house with incense
like in all churches, temples
and sufi places incenses is lit on to purify houses

likewise is our OWN responsibility
to purify our "house" body
which has absorbed, stored
this old ki  in us

so if the other trigger negative feelings
or positive one so much that we become
obsessed with it
it means we are not doing our share of purification
and keep recycling bad ki into our life

this is HOW someone act as a mirror to you
it triggers you lol
and is not a mirror
if he or she comes lol
and say "i am a mirror to you" hahaha
or if you are asked to change
why would you change if you are feeling happy in your life?!

if you are ok, then trust yourself
your ki channels are ok
but if you are indeed being triggered
then yes do your work and purify yourself

but being triggered
and asking the others to change
is the most stupid thing ever

first for you are using mental
to impose on others how to grow
this is ego dictature

second, you are not doing your own share
and are not thanking Life for your soul growth
in a way it reveals you are not into being
a student of life
which is true humility

humility is not to affect mannerism
is to live your life fully joyfully
the only limit being yourself
as long as you disrespect not
and of course impose not on others
against their own will
and thus (their soul) growth patterns 


again
the proper way of dealing with life
is to let life be
and if you are triggered, bothered and so on
then do you OWN share
purify yourself
and thank the other to be your mirror

but if you indeed see
that WHILE you do this
personal work
and you are happy

and out of thin air
people come to patronise you
because themselves
they feel themselves in charge of you
instead of their own ass lol

then straighten them up for your own fun
for some are thick headed
and learn not to be in charge of their own self :)))


so coming back to the cheese story
is funny now
of the double face of the same coin

i can say
the poor cheese left in shame
according to my desire

or i can say
i was under cheese attack
because i felt the "actual"
leaving of the cheese in shame
and its shame i felt it

see?
duality is a very fine stuff
and like a coin which has two faces
cheese departure vs cheese attack
is all the same thing
depending of point of view
from cheese point of view
it went away in shame as it lost its right
to remain in my body

and from a human point of view
on the spot
it was a cheese attack
for i was the one in shame

while all the way
the awareness of mine
that is above such identification
but only as a witness
can see that there is no attack
no shame either

is just cheese expulsed by the body
by the kundalini
following my desire

yet in the manifestation realm
i was ashamed of this odor
and the cheese consciousness was
ashamed of not having pleased me

therefore
i felt really ashamed
when i discovered this
for having made the cheese so sad
that it has to be thrown away from my body
while all it wanted was to please me

that next day
i specially went to mcdonald's
and bought specially a cheese sandwich
and innerly apologised for not having
been grateful for it
for all it wanted was to please me and feed me
thus i sent love to it
and eat it :) yummy

i am dead hungry now
hahaha

More seriously now,
this was a very serious stuff
it proved that one has to control our thoughts
watch our words
for they become reality

the cheese is an element
yet
it felt the pain for not having made me happy
so unless i went there and sent my love
the cheese would have always been ashamed
and i would have always felt it oozing from my body :)

so without knowing
i had attacked it
incredible
it was a passing thought
and i would have not even named it "attack"

well it was one
and the cheese is ALIVE
and there are demi-gods over watching it
and they attack you if you attack it

so never curse elements
even though it was not a worded curse
nor my intention
but just heart repulsion i felt on the spot

but this taught me
how to become more aware of my passing thoughts
and feeling
and how to let love stem out
instead of fear
while eating mcdo cheese :)

this happening
is also a sign of progress
and on this level
one needs guidance
not to destroy our own self...

is so heavy of consequences

guidance is :

since i knew not
that my thought is shaping reality
i ASSUMED it was not ME
the origin of this oozing smell

once i knew it was me
for thoughts creates reality
for a realised being

i went there and apologise for
having thought it being a plastic
asked forgiveness to it
and told him i know now that it is alive

that time i loved the burger i ate :)
 
and of course i got no more
cheese attack
since that day :)

and also
this is also where comes the wisdom
of thanking God before meal and after it
we bless our own food
by sending good thoughts to it

like you can learn
from this experience made by
the japanese guy
Dr Masaru Emoto


From there you can see your own power of creation
imagine you "indeed" create jewels?
isn't it?

 :)
this is why also when God speak of
jewels and rubis in paradise in quran
is these...

our own body are made up of more than 60% of water
if you spend your whole time bit by bit
to make your own waters holy...
imagine
you indeed become a jewel
for yourself
and for the others to admire you
and this admiration is nothing made man
that you should shun from
by misplaced humility

is just the actualisation of the real YOU 

is the admiration of God Glory
that you ARE already
but have LET itself manifested in your
own House