11.11 - 3 wishes

 This past week

I had a good intense spiritual practice

i.e. meditated quite a lot

For 11.11

Made 3 wishes.

For one of them

thought may be not good wish

i.e. can one dare to ask/wish it

or is it just plain ego

Truth is 

I know all wishes are desires that need to be reshaped

and thus purified

People fail not in wishing 

but in accepting the cut 

to let it become a diamond

However the tricky part is

that You are the Diamond.

So nothing gets cut

except your own ego.

I truly believe one can be anything one desire

but learn to bear its burden

that's all.

And right now 

diagonal rays on light are falling on my screen and key board :)

Surely accepted wish, and truth in, what I just wrote.

By then; I said to myself

ok if it is worthwhile and aligned with truth 

then I'll get a sign 

if not; then not proper, nor meant to be.

And in dream,

I saw myself drawing a black curtain away 

and saw a man light bearded sitting in a crossed leg position behind it

I felt like it was not my place to do so.

He looked at me and said

why I are you peeping, let's draw off all the curtain and see me fully.

i.e. why do you look at me in hiding mode

just assert your right to look at me with ease

and then his face started to glow inside out

and his whole body too

like inside light transpiring through his pores/body

and it lit up like a candle or a sun 

I was told it was 

Imam Ali alaihi salam

Later in the day

It hit me 

Ah! That's my sign!

Hence wish made!