Essence of Lies

you know what is painful in a lie
is not the lie itself
it does not give pain

is that the lie uncovers the truth
so once you uncover the lie
you uncover the truth
and the truth is the lie existed not

said like this
it might make no sense

but when a person lies to you
and you know it not
you are not only believing in a statement
but you are believing in the making of it
you are believing that it has some laws that it was obeying to
to exist
see?

and by believing it
you ended up believing in these laws
unconsciously
and you believed that these were common grounds
between you and that person

while all the way
the apparent image had no law behind it to build it
so the person itself
you realise
is just an image
which never existed
so that image was a lie all the way

this is why i said the lie ie 'the image you believed in'
never existed
and you were just hypnotised by it
all the way
looking all the time
at something which never existed

that is the first pain
and the second pain
is that you realise that the person
is ABLE actually to disbelieve in his own Law
that you are believing in and honoring all the way

so finally
you realise
you never knew that person
you only knew the image you made up of it
and that a person who is low enough to dishonor its own law
can't be worthy to be held high in your own eyes
or to be believed in
cause it never existed.

now about forgiveness
and saying it is stuff of past
you are living the present
and blablabla

these are empty words
to me for now

in the sense that
in the present i see the person still believing in its own lies
still believing in its own fake image
and thinking i see it not
and that gives me
really the feeling to throw up
lol is the belly who wants to throw up
actually

that is the GAP
which for now i can't bridge

the healing in it
or the solution would be
that i care no more for that person
or ignore the existence of that person
cause it is ignoring its own existence
by still believing in its fake image.

and the funny message i received today
when i consulted an oracle
is that one :


Law of No law

Common human values and rules are always false, or misguided.
Beware of adopting or agreeing with the opinions, fears and judgment of others-
especially about yourself


It hit on the SPOT
the very thing i discovered about Lies
isn't it?