Child world

ah the advantage of countryside
is that it feels timeless
green is very restful to the eyes

lately, i tried again
a two day fasting on water

is much easier than i thought
once in the day i felt hunger
but as i drank water
a minute later was gone

the fasting purifies the gross energy
from your ki channels
and hence your meditation is enhanced

plus i got back the habit of getting up
at 430 meditating at least half and hour
and then sleep again

hardly have i started it
the first day
when i went to sleep
it felt like a pool of water
formed itself on top of my head
ah such a nice feeling

i thanked God when the second day
was about to finish
but when third day started
i had no more the feeling or wish to eat
so easy it was

because the hardest is the first 2-3 days
after is like you become de-addicted
from food stuff

plus your body detoxifies itself
as it uses far less energy on processing the food
it can redirect it fully
to the healing of the body

this is why animals stop eating
when they get ill

during this period
i realised
the thoughts i was emitting
they were being picked up
very quickly by the kids

this is the conclusion i came too

because now i understand
as kids are very much intuitive
and natural
whatever comes to them
they reply to it

so i was thinking
if my new shoes were ok
lol
hardly i entered in the bus
that a kid in its pushchair said something

but i guess i was day dreaming
i heard it not
i happened to see the mom
and she said
my son is saying you have real nice shoes
:)))

doubt gone
thank you kid
now i know my shoes are pretty
hehehe

another day
i was walking down the street
and a dad has her kiddo facing me
i looked at her
and she started to laugh hard non stop
hahahaha
and then her whole family turned back
to look at me
hehehe
then we started to laugh
so funny it was getting

because kids
are very much sensitive to the energy
i guess they see it
so when she was laughing
i tried to imagine that i was reaching to her
with my energy
and tickling her
and as she laugh harder
i was uncaught by her family
hahaha but they laugh hard due to her contagious laughing

ah i like those moments.

finally
day next, i was at restaurant
and wondering where the bathroom may be
then a mom came with his son
he was a real lovely one
he was making faces to she
in this way i was sure that kid are a blessing to parents
as they teach them to take life less seriously
for the adults have very stucked up and close faced

and suddenly he said to her mom
you know if you want to go to bathroom
is not there
is downstair

innerly i felt so good
right at my place
because her mom had asked nothing
and innerly i had wondered where it could be
and when i heard the answer
it felt as if i am communicating
without talking
as i get answers so smoothly

so it felt like being in another world
the less i wonder about it
and let go
the better it gets
because i feel myself getting back
in that same kind of world
where i was as a child.