Shri mataji

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
:)
during this morning walking meditation,

Shri mataji put her hand on my and for a while and we did the walking meditation together
hehe:))

after she took me as an adult take a child in her arm.
really there i thought she is old and i am heavy

then in my thoughts she said or i heard i don't know anymore 

"what do you think I born you already so long"

meaning in comparison it is not heavy at all.

and then also i saw again her feet, and that time she put her feet i think a bit everywhere on my head

for it happens several times and each time i felt lots of coolness on that very place :)

so it was on forehead,

on back of head at the end definitely

and i was still feeling it cool when i wrote it

oh i also saw her sitting on a sofa on a stage and there was a huge transparent bell all over the place

it felt like a transparent shield

which recovered all the people there on the stage

actually it is how she used to transmit

she used to extend her shield when transmitting to the masses

and of course, Her transmission was WAY before She told them about the hand positions

wow!

soooo powerful!

imagine!

she put her hand on my head, and again i wanted to rest

and then she sort of push me hardly and then put again hand on head

there i swear i saw her angry!

she had Lionness eyes

ah, next time i won't slack and sleep

as my friend say,

be erect like a coyote! haha:))

so i am meant to strighten spine

and head

and HOLD the posture

to go on meditating

open eyes

looking at a candle

and attention on vibes.

so i better OBEY next time!

i don't want to face a tiger next time luring hidden somewhere

LOL;)

i saw her feet like the feet of an elephant

this is the mark of Her Innocence

at the end,

i saw a huge pillar

and then i saw that on her death bed it scrolled into the pillar

and the door which was the bed ending closed the pillar hole.

and she went in the pillar on the bed.

she went away where she came from.

now, i meditate better

for i remember to RELAX before

for without relaxation

nothing would work;)

kiss and Love to My Friends

and Shri mataji:x