In the middle of night,
i got up because in vision
i saw a very intense light
and on the spot, i said to myself it is me
and i got up.
the voice said
if on the very moment i KNOW that it is me,
then it is THAT.
lol,
may be if i had KNOWN it a bit longer,
it would have worked,
and may be this time it was just furtive intuitive knowing.
salam :)
Wednesday, 4 December 2013
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
Krishna
During meditation i was seeing birds flying above my head
later on, i saw a peacock opening his feathers
oh yeah, and i saw a sort of light emitted by a golden star,
and in it, it was written Eternity,
then i was holding a bow, and the arrow hit this word,
and finally, i saw the the face of jesus.
i was believing it was from my mind,
but i was told the peacock is the animal of krishna,
and yes, krishna, states for christ.
so as it makes sense,
and all is linked
and i could have not know this,
i know it is true :)
that was a real good meditation, one could breathe real slowly and deeply.
ps : WOW!
here is what i just read :
The peacock is a symbol of immortality because the ancients believed
that the peacock had flesh that did not decay after death. As such,
early Christian paintings and mosaics use peacock imagery, and peacock
feathers can be used during the Easter season as church decorations.
This symbol of immortality is also directly linked to Christ.
source : http://themeaningofsymbols.blogspot.fr/2009/03/peacock-symbolism.html
hey, that was true then!
for there is NO way, i could have known that peacock is the symbolism for Immortality/Eternity
haha
so cooool!
that is pleasant!
later on, i saw a peacock opening his feathers
oh yeah, and i saw a sort of light emitted by a golden star,
and in it, it was written Eternity,
then i was holding a bow, and the arrow hit this word,
and finally, i saw the the face of jesus.
i was believing it was from my mind,
but i was told the peacock is the animal of krishna,
and yes, krishna, states for christ.
so as it makes sense,
and all is linked
and i could have not know this,
i know it is true :)
that was a real good meditation, one could breathe real slowly and deeply.
ps : WOW!
here is what i just read :
Peacock Symbolism
source : http://themeaningofsymbols.blogspot.fr/2009/03/peacock-symbolism.html
hey, that was true then!
for there is NO way, i could have known that peacock is the symbolism for Immortality/Eternity
haha
so cooool!
that is pleasant!
Saturday, 30 November 2013
Shri mataji
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
:)
during this morning walking meditation,
Shri mataji put her hand on my and for a while and we did the walking meditation together
hehe:))
after she took me as an adult take a child in her arm.
really there i thought she is old and i am heavy
then in my thoughts she said or i heard i don't know anymore
"what do you think I born you already so long"
meaning in comparison it is not heavy at all.
and then also i saw again her feet, and that time she put her feet i think a bit everywhere on my head
for it happens several times and each time i felt lots of coolness on that very place :)
so it was on forehead,
on back of head at the end definitely
and i was still feeling it cool when i wrote it
oh i also saw her sitting on a sofa on a stage and there was a huge transparent bell all over the place
it felt like a transparent shield
which recovered all the people there on the stage
actually it is how she used to transmit
she used to extend her shield when transmitting to the masses
and of course, Her transmission was WAY before She told them about the hand positions
wow!
soooo powerful!
imagine!
she put her hand on my head, and again i wanted to rest
and then she sort of push me hardly and then put again hand on head
there i swear i saw her angry!
she had Lionness eyes
ah, next time i won't slack and sleep
as my friend say,
be erect like a coyote! haha:))
so i am meant to strighten spine
and head
and HOLD the posture
to go on meditating
open eyes
looking at a candle
and attention on vibes.
so i better OBEY next time!
i don't want to face a tiger next time luring hidden somewhere
LOL;)
i saw her feet like the feet of an elephant
this is the mark of Her Innocence
at the end,
i saw a huge pillar
and then i saw that on her death bed it scrolled into the pillar
and the door which was the bed ending closed the pillar hole.
and she went in the pillar on the bed.
she went away where she came from.
now, i meditate better
for i remember to RELAX before
for without relaxation
nothing would work;)
kiss and Love to My Friends
and Shri mataji:x
Thursday, 28 November 2013
Meditation visions
ah! here are the visions i got at the end of my meditation :
i saw shri mataji from her left profile, while she was sitting on a sofa
and then, i saw her feet in a plate with pink petals of roses
then i saw joan of arc which a sword towards the sky in one hand and a shield in another hand,
she was protecting from negativities, hitting the shield.
then i saw again the feet of shri mataji,
this time i kissed them and put my forehead on her feet,
then, i felt lots of coolness in my back agnya
and then, she gave me an indian sweet made of carrots,
and she fed me with
and finally, she gave me a diamond ring on my left finger.
wow, that was soooo cool and awesome.
actually thanks to my friend i am now mediating more regularly during the day,
as winter days are short, group meditation at the center are late,
around 730pm.
now, i can meditate early in the afternoon,
and feel no tension.
so nice!
sugoï!!!!
;)
ps : the spirit said to me while i was meditating "i love what i irradiate"
i LOVE you too, A LOT!
kiss to you:x
i saw shri mataji from her left profile, while she was sitting on a sofa
and then, i saw her feet in a plate with pink petals of roses
then i saw joan of arc which a sword towards the sky in one hand and a shield in another hand,
she was protecting from negativities, hitting the shield.
then i saw again the feet of shri mataji,
this time i kissed them and put my forehead on her feet,
then, i felt lots of coolness in my back agnya
and then, she gave me an indian sweet made of carrots,
and she fed me with
and finally, she gave me a diamond ring on my left finger.
wow, that was soooo cool and awesome.
actually thanks to my friend i am now mediating more regularly during the day,
as winter days are short, group meditation at the center are late,
around 730pm.
now, i can meditate early in the afternoon,
and feel no tension.
so nice!
sugoï!!!!
;)
ps : the spirit said to me while i was meditating "i love what i irradiate"
i LOVE you too, A LOT!
kiss to you:x
Tuesday, 26 November 2013
Hate and Love
ok i learned a new thing today
why it was said to love your enemy
i used to think that is impossible to do
why would you love the one who is doing all she can to get on your nerve?
it is because this person is bearing guilt
so, as you show love and compassion to her,
this guilt in her will come out more strongly
and she will feel it more
then, of course,
either she admits her guilt and reforms
which is good for her ass
or, she burns in it
hence the increase of her anger.
that is quite straightforward actually.
and usually, we don't use love,
because as we are not guilty
we react instead at others stupidity
and we think the other is like us
guilt free
and thus she would understand our reaction
and reforms
no way!
all she wants is to provoke your anger
and your hate
for she wants hate!
that sounds so insane,
she wants to be hated!
ah, that is aweful as what one could wish for oneself
to receive hate!
why it was said to love your enemy
i used to think that is impossible to do
why would you love the one who is doing all she can to get on your nerve?
it is because this person is bearing guilt
so, as you show love and compassion to her,
this guilt in her will come out more strongly
and she will feel it more
then, of course,
either she admits her guilt and reforms
which is good for her ass
or, she burns in it
hence the increase of her anger.
that is quite straightforward actually.
and usually, we don't use love,
because as we are not guilty
we react instead at others stupidity
and we think the other is like us
guilt free
and thus she would understand our reaction
and reforms
no way!
all she wants is to provoke your anger
and your hate
for she wants hate!
that sounds so insane,
she wants to be hated!
ah, that is aweful as what one could wish for oneself
to receive hate!
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