Agnya and Sahasrara

 Rabbi Zidni ilma

God increase me in knowledge

Nafs written in a book 

once I opened it, it hit me innerly/.

Was in my dream long ago, where I was browsing in a library 

doing that prayer 

which answer was as above.

Self knowledge

self realisation

is to get your soul ascend and 

reach the heart

Child of the heart you may say.

As I practised meditation with this focus.

Light of soul ascending in heart, 

two nights ago 

I saw myself as a 10 year old child

with a rope of light tied to prophet Issa alai hi Salam's heart.

He was steady, peaceful as usual.

I believe I see him once every year.

This time the focus was on me as a child and how I was tied to him.

Also remember

All good is multiplied by 10.

All bad deeds count as one (except in Mecca Medina btw).

Any good you do

is God acting through you.

Any bad 

is yours to give it up to God

for transformation.

So give your bad to god

I.e. Let go.

This is meaning of forgiveness.

Hence forgiveness is gate to heavenly Kingdom

Agngya before Sahasrara entrance.

Good and Bad belongs to God.

Good is God acting through you.

And Bad either you do not admit to it, and ask forgiveness/Let go and you rot with it as dead do.

or you give it back to god, I.e. surrender it as you do for the good.

Hence all good and bad belongs to God

Positive and Negative charge is neutraL.

They better be joined in God 

then separated as greedy, keeping good and giving bad to others

or fake humility, thinking you can do good and purify from bad.

No

All good and bad 

belongs to God

Best Creator or creators.

And remember 

neutral charge 

is where we have no judgment.

You pass heaven judgment free.