Thank you... what Next? :)

:) my heart is about to explode from joy !
the day i am living today
is like literally saying

my DREAM out of me!
say,

even this vision!
i came across a latin scientific word
and had NO clue what organ it was about in the body
and guess what?!
i got a vision of it in front of my eyes!!
i SAW the VERY organ in my vision
and i KNEW what it was
and WHERE it was situated!

believe me

is like

you have a dream
you just detail it as much as you want
to make it like sooo much comforting to you
like answering EACH and EVERY single requirements
of yours
sooo much
that if ANYONE were to hear it
would say
she is crazy
or this dream is crazy
because is so much challenging
the odds and chances for it to happen
that it is a no-no

that EVEN you
would say
"ok God i gave you so much details
that honestly i know you can't fulfill all of them"

but i mean honestly!
is a spontaneous honest remark
i made to myself
YET still believing in my dream

so there is no room for feeling disheartened
but only may be a bit of sadness in your resolve
that you KNOW it exists
but so far the conditions let you NOT SEE it...

EXCEPT
for a dreamer!

myself i am in-cre-di-bly happy

but as spirit says
"do not put barrier"

so i thank the Spirit
from all of my heart
for it
i am getting soft hearted now
some crying time
lol

thank you to Life
to provide the space for the dreams to exist

thank you to my soul
for SELFISHLY dreaming it
and caring not about what others would think

thank you to the sufferings
to create the desires to dream

and thank you to my faith
to keep dreaming

and now?
What next? :)