Living Light

you know
alive?

i said everything is alive
as if i discovered it is alive as of now
but in fact
what i wanted to say
is that i witnessed that it is alive

because my intelligence saw it ON THE MOMENT

this is what makes it alive
the rest of time
my intelligence is only holding onto image of object in mind
so it is as an image is
i.e. dead

but now the present is Ever Alive
all is there
means all that is in the moment
is there indeed, alive.
(not frozen in a past image or anticipated in a future form)

so it means
usually my own intelligene is dead
when NOT illuminated by the kundalini

the kundalini
is like a lift
by passing through the chakras
it takes in it the attention from the liver
then the spirit in the heart
and then passing by the head
it illuminates it
thus the quality of the spirit which is/expresses/maniests itself as love at the heart
becomes a peaceful witness of the present
that is an illuminated attention
which can thus be called a witness

so it acts like a mirror
that enables you to see light of creation
thus light under a multitude of forms
and that is why it is called play of Life

it is like a diamond
which when turned
has many facets
but to see them
the mirror should be polished
so that light be reflected
and you may see it (alive) in its different form

when we can see the beauty of God


the beauty is/means
the secret of God being witnessed in the present moment
secret, i.e. each object is giving out a manifested characteristic
and this is the message attached to each one of it
and in the present it is revealing its beauty, i.e. that which was opaque/secret to our eyes before

when we say we witness the beauty of God
beauty is just a generic term

to say the Light of God in the objects in the present
and as each object has its light
this is why it is said
is being seen as "it is as it is"

so this light
is being contemplated in the present

ah, it is so beautiful