Colors of the Wind

To those who discovered the rainbow within :

To those who feel the cool breeze of the air : )

why not the present

You know why we cannot live in the present?
because the present is hell

and we seek to evade ourselves from it
under pretexting to look to the past, in order to weight the issue
in order to find solutions

then, we project ourselves into the future
for we WANT certain results.

of course, then, it is impossible to enjoy
while we can only enjoy/use feelings of the present
that is the only real state

but there is no living in the present
because it is hell.

and what is there in the present?
it is only our own consciousness or soul
so that's it. that is the real state where we are,
a lowly one.
where we wish to depart from our own company.

Safinah Nuh

This is a great extract :

Four years later, however, I came across two lines attributed to Buddha describing his enlightenment experience. Referring to self as a house, he said, "All thy rafters are broken now, the ridgepole is destroyed". and there it was - the disappearance of the center, the ridgepole; without it, there can be no house, no self. When I read these lines, it was as if an arrow launched at the beginning of time had suddenly hit a bulls-eye. It was a remarkable find. These lines are not a piece of philosophy, but an experiential account, and without the experiential account we really have nothing to go on. In the same verse he says, "Again a house thou shall not build", clearly distinguishing this experience from the falling away of the ego-center, after which a new, transformed self is built around a "true center", a sturdy, balanced ridgepole.


Source : http://www.spiritualteachers.org/b_roberts_interview.htm


the good part is that she added : clearly distinguishing this experience from the falling away of the ego-center, after which a new, transformed self is built around a "true center", a sturdy, balanced ridgepole.


 because usually it is only a part which is spoken of, not the other
and one get confused. 

the image of a ridge pole and its rafters is like we have built a wrong house, 
which is not proportionate
for its ridge pole is not linked to the right source
and of course all the rafters/experiences that come to our ways
come and aligned themselves in such a distorted way
what do you want? if the base of construction is not sound, construction is meant to be much more fragile than a good house build with a true ridge pole. 

so the soundness of the axis is important
your soul SHOULD be connected to the SPIRIT
and the axis is that bridge or that ridge pole :

very fine one isn't it?


if there is an error in the ridge pole, then you are dead. 

anyway, the rafters, they are so well aligned
actually it is like this in life, 

first you as soul get connected to the spirit
ok the cool breeze is there to established the path to it
like a motorway 
route is designed
but it is up to you to strengthen the connection

the stronger the connection
the stronger will be the current passing from the spirit to the soul 
all along the ridgepole/axis

and in that case, all the unfit rafters / experiences / people 
at a given time
will be either meeting you or leaving you
it is impossible that a disproportionate ceiling be built
if the ridge pole is there

"The magnetic field of a bar magnet revealed by iron filings on paper."

source: http://m.teachastronomy.com/astropedia/article/Properties-of-Electromagnetic-Radiation


for SURE the current WILL protect you from the unfitting one.
it cannot be otherwise
and it is also one refers to the lotus which comes out of the mud and is not dirty
how could it be, if there is a divine force/power which let it grow and yet protect from disproportionate attachements?

in that perspective you don't need to feel tired of making effort,
though you have to pass through this, as long as you have not make it right for your connection.

it is like a strong current has to pass from the spirit to the soul
and while passing it buzzes
and the buzz create this electro-magnetic waves 
that repulse or attract the right rafters for you.

so intensive meditation is the key
if you want a pretty, well proportioned house.

finally, 

house, temple of God 
points at that time of well proportioned house

the kaaba as well
it points at the perfect proportioned of the house
ever wonder how the perfect size of it has been built at the time of abraham
they were using stars in sky to direct the proportion of the house

anyway, the ridge pole example, 
make me definitely think of the safinah nuh, 
the arche of noah, 
for it has been built in great and fine proportions, definitely.
that is the safety for those who take it. 

       
                   

Spirit and Soul

The spirit is that Light
it is the special light which is your savior
for it is like a stream of sharp light,
a very thin bridge
that send its ray and make it your path to walk upon

this ray, this bridge of light
is destined to the soul
which is the one in darkness

the spirit, is beaming in that joy
for it is whole and self sufficient

the soul
is the one who has fallen out from that heaven
and forgotten that I AM

so when light reaches it
it takes time to the soul to open its eyes
and wake up

because it is so much used to look around
that it does not see inside that light reaching for it

for sure, if attention is on one place of a room
it is not in another corner of it
in that case one is blind to that very information coming from that corner

so a wider awareness is indeed
the one that helps the soul look all around
a light that lit on everything

this spirit enlightening the mind
is called in that function
the Witness, or the pristine awareness

though both are same
i feel the witness is when our mind get used to this sound functioning of his
which is to witness what happens around
without getting bonded emotionally

and pristine awareness
make reference, rather hint at the soul
it is "from the soul" perspective that it is an awareness

while witness is from the mind perspective

and pristine, well it means "original in its purity"
who do not have "regret of past"?
and think that precious innocence is lost?
but no, precisely pristine MEANS that it is still there.
so there is hope.

then, the beam of light which is ever coming to the soul
is i feel nourishing it
fulfilling it.

for everyone has its food
and the food of soul has to be of same origin

body food is made of earth elements
all minerals and fat comes from earth
while the body is ALSO made of earth

so soul food
SHOULD come from the GROUND of the soul too
and it HAS to be the spirit world
and when the soul receive its food
then, we become what we eat lol

if we eat junk food, the body smells and health show it to you
and make an ugly face to you a few years from your eating habit lol

but the soul,
need also this light as nourishment
and when it is nourished from a higher realm
where vibrations are faster and purer and wholesome and complete
then the soul which is stuck and leaving in lower realm, where there is pain
is thus healed as it is fed
it progress and it ascend and it beam too.

it is just more real than the life of this body
for the life of this body is slow in growing and decaying
but the life of the soul is so rapid i feel
this is why we cannot realise on the spot that a child is growing everyday
but if we see this same child after a gap time we see that he has grown, no?
may be because our daily life entrap our vision
while when we are detached from it, we are free to see.
who knows : )

Seeing the child that you are

Ads on youtube are getting amazing :

I LOVE IT!
even the BAD boy and the GOOD guy
did not exist anymore and end up both being cuties!

yet there is ONE thing that didn't work out,
when olds one resist to have fun, that ends up in a weird reflection LOL

You are Beautiful

but you don't know it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9wSFg8x1vA

plus song, i am "beautiful".

the criminologue helper came to shelp shifting from ugliness himself to helping people see the beauty inside themselves.

Present

While meditating
we are meant to be in the present
not that we are not supposed to be in the present in general : )

during meditation
this is our truest state
we are in the present
because we give up our mind and heart to the cool breeze
it is like you are sitting in a boat
the boat is on the river
and you put your hand in its water
while the boat keeps moving
your hands feel and experiment the coolness of the river

likewise you do not do any effort in the meditation
except to feel the cool breeze
and literally speaking
you put your heart and mind into the cool waters
by surrendering to the cool sensations

and remember the cool breeze is free
it is the power of God that has stabilised that which was chaos
and put order where things were inordinate
so much for the creation
can a single individuality like you could be more burdensome than the whole of creation that you now witness in its perfected state?

what is belief in God, if you do not believe in what He can do for you?
in the present, what is He asking from you ?
whoever you be and whatever your religion or philosophy be?
it is to surrender to this very power of Grace which works for you
to bring you were the rest of the perfected creation is brought day by day.

you can only so much surrender
according to your trust in Him
if you trust then you grasp the present
grasping the present
is not wishing for a past scene or a future one to come
though they be really pretty to consider
for in the present you are
and if you are honest to it
the really beginning of staying ever after in the present
is to surrender to that present state
and what that present state is except to enter the gate of that which is free like air?
and yes, trust in Him, can never be experienced EXCEPT in the present : ))
this is WHY it is only the present that is asked of you
to surrender to the present.

we are with those we love
if we love ourselves, we love freedom for ourselves
freedom from being jammed into life
due to our thoughts
thoughts can go only so far
they bring you delightfully to very far and unexplored places
but then, they let you there, you are stuck
imagine how many thoughts emanating from you
and keep clashing with each others and making knots
how can you at the end be on a motorway and just trace your route,
if you are caught up into a traffic jam?

yet, when you lit a light bulb
light emanates from it
it just let go of what it holds Inside
when the filament is being heated
and
light emanates
Inside out it goes like this



this is how one radiates.

How we forget our true identity

When i remember what i heard in the previous video
about the ego
it said, that what we believe that we know about ourselves (thus what we believe that we are) is ONLY a reflection about what society see us/tell us.

likewise, it distorts the truth of what we are.

and strangely enough,
what we are?
commonly, we can start with a physical description
but what is the boundary?
it will extend as far as our experiences are, isn't it?
so that even what we experienced a given day in a given year with a given person, will become part of what we think we are, be it emotionally speaking or in any other way
because it will taint our perception of ourselves
we will feel more or less secure about a topic
and identify with the weakness or strength of our feelings by then.

so far, can our identification process go!
or it can be very narrow, depending on our choices to define ourselves.

and so, loneliness could be a trait of character that we identify ourselves with
and again, it will be defined by the reflection of what society taught us (through our formal learning or life experiences with family, friends or lack of it)

yet, it is not true definition of loneliness
it will be tainted, would be seen through rough glasses, it will be like rays of light reflected by society on us
while it would have absorbed and hidden the other rays of this light
so that the true meaning of loneliness
which i am sure is a beautiful one, which is THE ONE,
will be distorted and forgotten by us
because that loneliness it is also what we are
for we were born and were lonely
and will depart also in that state
it is just that in between we will gather a full range of experiences
which are aimed at awakening us to our true self so that we may dig into it deeper i feel.

so that the experience of being our own friend
could be such a beautiful experience
except that we rarely take pleasure in our own company
so much we have forsaken ourselves : )