Ocean waves on shores of consciousness

fresh waters washes on the shores of creation
to soothe them
and bring some freshness
a new breath
and a new life

is how the creation keeps living

though creation is one with the fresh water
which get absorbed in shore's sand
and can be reshaped into a new form

this very water evaporates
once new form were taken
as if there had never been any benefit

if no traces of water are left
who can remember water of life and fresh love was there?

even if it has evaporated
the traces left is the new shape taken by the sand
water gave it opportunity to live a new experience
and it withdrew 

Pain and Happiness

in murder cases
in movies
we see how many lives are broken
when a person is killed
is very much devastating

yet...
what happen when we do good to someone?
there too we affect not only one but so many other people
sticking around positively

but see?
this is never showed
is like in case of pain
voicing unhappiness is so much filling up the space

but why when you do good
people are not voicing as loudly their happiness?
is because they are not appreciative
they make it as if is their own happening
or some private stuff not to be shared

so you have the feel there is only pain in the world
the goodness exists not
or if it does
its flow is cut
due to lack of recognition and appreciation

this is why God says in Quran
unless you thank people, you have not thanked God

see?
and unless you are appreciative
the flow of goodness get cuts 
as people stop helping you out
as they wear out when they see no appreciativeness coming their way

Drama W - end

there are many stuff that are really cool
in that drama

i just jot down these last ones
but i will avoid to do more parts on this drama
though is amazing

i will just update this one at best

once the main hero was back in his world (of creation)

whenever he sees someone he sees the reality
i.e.that this person has no free will of its own, no authenticity in his choice of being so,
it has been just A transplanted (idea) there from a higher will... and so he felt so much like cut from them, like isolated and unable to do the talking and usual sharing of his thoughts with anyone else

that's pretty much how i felt
when i looked around
once i came back from uk
i found no one
till one day i found that Hope

back in the drama

i found so cool that
at all new change of emotion in the male lead heart
the main female lead was bound to disappear..
(which by the way make us, the viewers appreciate so much more their transient life and passing little moments of happiness)

and so each time the woman disappeared
was a translation of the male feeling a new level of emotion


i find it translate so beautifully
how the feminine energy changes her face in a myriad of way
the face being the emotions and feelings felt by the man
and the female disappearing
merging back into the world of gods

so beautiful when you think of it this way..

so...the male lead (creation) aims at stability of his heart
not to be bound to so much changes of heart
so that the stability or equilibrium be reached
so that his wife (feminine principle from god creation) may stay with him
and stop disappearing

Honestly
when i saw that

my heart really felt warmth and gratefulness
for the scriptwriters
who focused at the fragility of life
at the transience of feelings...

and the first amazing stuff
i repeat it
was when the scriptwriters depicted the time of creation slowing down to a standstill point
where everyone is frozen
except the male lead witnessing this ... who kept living.. while all his world was stopped..
and it hit me... that equals to contemplation of thoughts in meditation!!!

for life in real
is also meditation

as life is just the extension of our thoughts
what is life? except thoughts brought into action
thoughts actualised and realised ?

what is a sky scrapper?
it was an idea in our mind
then a design on a paper
then a building built...

by extension is what life is
just the extension of our thoughts

if we manage to contemplate our thoughts
we should by extension when we grow into our meditation
be able to contemplate this standstillness around us like in matrix, like in this drama W

from this very point of view
Life is an illusion

K-drama W - part 4

the daughter of the creator of the webtoon

loved what she said to the creation (the male main lead)

that now there is no more god nor creator

let us create our story together

i found it again astounding and filled with wisdom

as a metaphor :

the girl represents the feminine principle of creation
and she unites herself with creation
as she shift from her world to his

and show that now that he has no more purpose to live
he should find another purpose
by creating a new one with her

lol she gave an idea of purpose
which is to live a romantic life
that is typical of what a girl would prefer

and the fun part
was him
asking her in 4 proposiion what kind of romance
she wanted

1-cendrillon type
2-romantic week end at countryside
3-romance in day to day life (giving space to little things with kindness in their romance)
4-erotic +18 love affair

hahahaha

i felt like falling off my chair when i read these proposition

he of course preferred the number 4

i am disgressing writing this here
but is for my fiancé
as the guy acted typically like him

he is all for number 4
while i was for number 3

like in the drama

the girl answered 3 using her mouth
while she had 4 fingers saying 3

lol i guess her body language was telling her inner choice? hahahaha

anyway this scene was so greatly transposed also in drama
i had to write it and wink at it LOL

back to the drama

the fact that she shifts from her world (of creator) to his (of creation)

was really beautifully portrayed in the drama
the transition was amazing
artisitically speaking
i can't comment i don't have the skill to say it
is a must see

but also was wisely used by the scriptwriter

as they use most of drama as a space to
SHOW the BEAUTY OF TRANSIENT LIFE

i explain myself

in most stories
and they lived happily ever after
is show as last pic or last comment

but actually...

this is never shown over let's say majority of movie or drama episodes

why?

as the dad creator said

being happy is boring
who would want to write such story...

besides is true which viewers would watched a boring movie
where everyone is happy ?
and there is no ups and down

nor any challenge??

but i guess is teh contrast that makes you appreciate happy and lovey dovey life
where we them both cuddling in front of a cartoon book
using it as a guidelines to pick from
what kind of scenario they want to create in their life from it

as unless you experiment pain as he did as a hero for 10 years
you can't really , you the viewer who followed him up to know
appreciate the happy parts that comes now

as is by contrast
only if pain, you can enjoy the happy moments

and you feel happy and not bored
as is a sort of reward for the hero and you too the viewer

but what i loved most above all
was the zoom in and out effect

am sure the viewers noted not

but as he was in a cartoon book

so has he taken a "romantic cartoon book"
to get inspired and CHOOSE with her lover
what day to day small kindness (cuddling, reading book, dish washingetc.)
would be best to pick up and follow

as a transient joy
and appreciate the  present moment

so a cartoon using a cartoon book
zoom in and out

fantastic....!

plus undeniably
i love the enjoyment of little moments
yes transient moments and very casual are showed
how they are appreciated by them

why?
normally is boring

because there are built on some tension...

tension being...that the main female lead can leave at any time
as she is not from his world...

is great!!!!

so as you have this tension on your life
you learn how to appreciate the beauty of transient moment
you learn in fact to breath life every moment

Korean drama W - part 3

At the end of the cartoon
it was like for any good story written  "The End"

the main female lead
wondered
what happen to creation when we write the end?

she asked

do the cartoon/creation go on living peacefully and we just don't know about them?
or do they stopped living ... hanging in time, like frozen?

this totally ASTOUNDED ME

cause is EXACTLY what i used to wonder when i was a kid
when i used to read a story it was always said : and they lived happily ever after

and when i never read that for a story
i resented the writer
as it did not close the story on a happy circle

like a full stop and you can keep imagining your heroas are happily living ever after contirnuously

or again
sometimes
even not long ago
even 4 years ago i saw myself doing that :

when i use to leave my room
i would turn my back quickly
and check if everything was in the same place i left

lol you would laugh
but i used to think ok if i turn my back
may be the things get animated
as i removed my sight from them
so how can i know what happens if my sight is not there to witness them

well see
is same in that drama
and that hit me
as i thought i was watching my self worrying about such stuff
is so funny when you see yourself in someone else as essence i mean

the next amazing point
was
the female lead part of the world of creators/gods

was drawn to the creation place
as teleported
cause the creation kept thinking about her
so is the law of attraction which is shown

likewise
the creation the young guy
is her own creation
when she was a kid
she imagined the ideal lover

and as she put her desire on paper
and drew him

lol...word play now but real
she got drawn by the creation

so this metaphor
if you see it as such
shows you

you get what you wish for
as you energise your desire
somehow at some point
by magic they or you cross each other path

is so true
but when i read the comments of the reviewer

they all wrote :

ah if only was true
ah if only i could jump also in my preferred movie

yet is true
is just they take the movie as exterior to their self

but their own life is a movie
and they are all their own life hero
and god and goddess and creator and creation

is just the shift of the observer
that hapened not
for them to realise is

ALL TRUE

so they never started living their life
in that realisation
and thus in all awareness

Korean drama W - part 2

in the next episodes
here are some sailliant points that i like in that drama
no need to give context is clear enough for those who watched it
and have a bit of spiritual interest :

when the creator of cartoon drew something
it did not hapen according to his will
as the creation (main lead) would by pass his will

ex : he drew him drowing
but he never get drowned
as his will to live was stronger as the one of dying for no reason

so his subconscious ... kept dreaming of being killed in river han... but he fought with his free will and stayed in his conscious world where he had little but still power..to use his God/creator given free will vs whispers pushing him to accept suicidal thoughts

this is true
in reality too
people who choose suicide
do it because they became overcome by such whispers
but they know not
so using their free will
they think is their own thoughts
and commit it..

 yet the main lead kept having nightmares about him drawning
so this proves that our dreams are not "false"
as they are in our subconscious who keeps being rewritten by
whispers from high/lower realms

this is is called in islam waswas
whispers that hit you when you sleep and somehow
interfer with your free will and control you

even though the creator is hit by the free will
of his creation
still he realises that his free will is
this too is part of his creation

as he created him to be by nature
strong willed...

i found that U-turn amazing lol
if i can name it so

and i liked how the creator explained
that even his Desire to live in accordance with moral law and in all clean consciousness (Dharma)
is so because was his will to give him this desire and attributes along with it
so somehow his desire for permanent quest for truth and thus this nature of him is also predetermined

this is why i was told once
youcan't give desire to someone for truth
is something innate
you have it or not

i found this deepness tackled by the scriptwriter amazin
i have been told that as korean have a buddhist background that may explain
them dealing with such deep topic in some drama

i say there is more to it
cause you need a backing behind
surely some spiritual master or teaching
to get you along the path

cause is a drama
means a collective work
from script writer to conveying the right feel to all the collaborator
down to the actors

so some stable and constant backing
should be to support them to do such precious drama
spiritually speaking

along the line of the drama

we learn the trauma through which the young man went through
as creation was created
to make him strong willed

so he spent most of his life till then
to look for the culprit of who killed his parents
and was told there is no one to blame for

as this is a trauma created to make him strong

this too shattered his world
as his life purpose was broken
as he lived to find a culprit
so now he had no more purpose to live

he was told that
you can become a hero (of your own life/udnerstand it as a person in charge/a master)

on through living this trauma
so that you become the hero ONLY when things are unsolved
he was told
who wants to go through hardship if he stays happy?

that won't exist

so trauma are created for you
to seek for solution
thereby gaining in desire for truth
thereby becoming the hero of your own life
(is my adding and interpretation of course..don't assume is written so openly in drama lol)

i like some quotes such as :

you being a killer was not visible
as you held a pen (pen of creator) isntead of a gun

is what is said about decision maker
they make decisions about who should live and die
but of course they are not the end users
those who hold the guns to follow their will

i found the korean script writers
have very great ability to write clearcut sentences with much deepness
is inborn in their culture

yes an inborn eloquence and wisdom

anyway to challenge his predetermined nature of never going against Dharma
that he was given by his creator

he tried to kill his creator
but did it with half will
one strong enough to show if he wants break free from control he can
and yet not really aiming at killing as is definitely not his nature

again what a paradox
did he manage or not to go against God will
yes for the show of rebellion and no in real
as at teh end, he did not kill him as his own nature prevented him to do killing

found it amazing

there is no meaningless scenes in that drama
all is there for a purpose
and fit in the greater image created by the drama