Friday, 21 October 2016

Korean drama W - Eat or be Eaten - Reality vs Illusion



I am at shock
is stupendous

listen..i first HAVE TO PRAISE

KOREAN movie makers

they are the EPITOM of BEAUTY
they have totally opened up cinematographically speaking and soulwise
a whole new era

as much as i am profoundly touched by such avant-guardist skills
technically and from awareness point of view as much i am literally bewildered
by the TOTAL LACK of recognition by the western world of their artistic breakthrough


This blog as you know
is a spiritual related blog
if i praise K-drama meaning Korean drama
is because they have their total share there

is the second drama that hits me really profoundly
by its beauty and awareness


i won't be able to say all single stuff that i found beautiful
though i really wish
to feel i am not doing injustice to it

but this will kill the beauty if i dwell too long
so i will just brush it up quickly
what you may find by yourself later and more deeply

First of all
the Drama is named : W

i see if as two V intertwined
to represent two parallel worlds
linked, overlapping into each others

one world is a cartoon
the other world is the "real" world
where the cartoonist is the creator ...

the main lead of the cartoon
was so far a puppet of the "Creator" lol
he started to get glimpses of "truth"
which made the creator afraid

as the creator saw he lost control
the readers are the eaters..of energy

all i am writing
makes perfect sense to me
as it matches my cultural knowledge about extracts on spirituality i read
and had not understood so far

such as why we are considered as food for gods and demi gods :)
seem funny to write it
as i try to read it from your viewpoint

but is not funny for me
as i am a bit versed into it

or also
why in Quran
God is called the "Creator of creators"

or also
why when you progress into spirituality
you have forces of adversities attacking you

this last one is the most recurrent one for me

as is exactly what happens with me
but spirit could tell me this hundreds time
EVEN IF i believe is TRUE

from my point of view
i could NOT encompass it

but this drama...
is sure in itself has a breakthrough
far better than matrix in clarity and coherence to convey the Message
(anyone ever wondered why we also speak in religion of messengers? it always bothered me
i kept wondering why messenger, which message? as i could never clearly state the inheritance of this message by humanity..meaning message is lost, or hidden, or again forgotteen with time..while people grab spirituality or religion in a brainwashed way)

too much to write here to give you context of my own references
through which i deciphered the meaning of this Message from the drama

so drama in itself is great...and i praised it from all angles
but what counts is for YOU TOO to KNOW your own references
to have QUESTIONS in your-self
to be able to SEE the solutions when they are here in front of you

otherwise
if no questions-no solutions are seen
and thus...no message ever will be revealed to you

so the beauty of this drama
is that it showed to me
how our world is a world which is a food for the other world of higher beings called gods or demi gods

as in this drama
the main lead was the food for the readers ...

how?
because his life was open and read and chewed by the readers..feeding themselves with his emotions..

yes
in the drama the real girl going into the cartoon
explains ... the chapter changes happen...only when YOU change in emotions...

so... it hits me
the whirl of emotions we are in...the more..the better

this is why we live more and more in a world which is faster
the faster you move
the faster you experience
the faster you provide space to get new emotions
that are indeed, and believe me, eaten, fed upon by other beings from the other sides

this you see it very briefly in matrix , i think is with the hospital scene

this is also why i was taught
that i go for the experience of enjoying of life (called dunia in islam)... instead of the ENJOYER (the afterlife...TRULY GOODLY explained by the metaphor of the other side , the one of the Creator of the cartoon...)
SO being the enjoyer, the NATURE of me as enjoyer is BLISS
and WHEN i discover it is real REALISATION
and is the real JOY

but see?
unless you have  references..you can't have context..to wonder..to ask questions and thus to get space
to be provided with solutions

again i am amazed at the deepness of such drama
at the commitment of such producers and script writers
are they real seeker f truth?
so much details and continuous logic and ESPECIALLY going till the end of as much as they can
of their desire to know

i am really bluffed by them
and even more bluffed by the fact that this is brought to TV
i mean who on earth gives care to such stuff in western world?

open tv or american movie
is just trash or just one or two punch line of empty wisdom here and there
like a glitch in a flat/dead encephalogram ...

Korean drama are alive
they proceed from some collective desire in the production field
to seek for a better life in truth...
they have a soul...really

in France, never i watch a french movie or drama...
is so vulgar in vocabulary and in its filming is so sadly empty
no soul

at least the american one
have action and the art to make a SHOW
but that's it
it remains a show
once gone you gained nothing
actually lol you fed the other world with your emotion watching movie hahahaha

because in France, hierarchy, oligarchy in this field
killed the creativity
the love for expression, letting a person striving for answers express it

this is the reason why ... all this

so when in the drama the main lead in cartoon realises...
realises his world is fake...
his mind shattered

and he saw all his world stop
like in matrix time so slow
that you can move

(is like in meditation now it hit me
when you meditate
you are witness
so you contemplate:!!!!!!!
IF YOU TRULY CONTEMPLATE
THEN....
it means YOU ARE THE WITNESS
WHO KNOWS that it is all a "cartoon" not real
and AT THIS POINT
WHEN  you SEE or CONTEMPLATE
everything STOPS...
this is why there is NO TIME in the spirit world...

but see? i never felt this in meditation
only ONCE in dream-vision
where i felt the emptiness is not empty but FULL )

i had never understood it
i mean i could see the logic in itself
without seeing the meaning of the bigger picture and its link with me
as a seeker of truth in my own life

so it is so incredibly shocking me
when i saw the yogi not EVEN seeking for this...
stuck in enjoyment instead of the Enjoyer

a person who knows not
that there is something higher to aim for
and think he has arrived..
i think is in greater danger than an ignorant one
who has never sought for truth

cause he is killing truth
and not breaking through
instead he goes back to a deeper sleep
and heading for a real trauma to come...
to wake him up

so in cartoon
world around him stopped
and he could then decide by his free will
how to ''''change"""" and avert issues

that is the power of creation in action

what from the slow motion point of a view
of a frozen guy unfrozen
we would call it magic...

see now?
same stuff yet two names

lol it makes me laugh
in cabella i used the world "magic"
the young there lol freaked out
thinking i was some witch

and yet they have such huge ego
because they call themselves born in yoga
let me laugh

misplaced ego
total ignorance
and fear about what you claim to revere
because is the religion of your heart
that you were born into??
and yet you are afraid of it
you slander it
calling it some witch
plus you are IGNORANT of it???!

give me a break
so deluded and hapy to be deluded!
bottomless pit of ignorance

this is why i prefer ignorant people
to spiritual people stucked in ignorance
at least the former have still hope...

see so much discrepancy
when i see all that
i even wonder if any of them
could ever read this blog
and UNDERSTAND

am is it too much advanced stuff?

ah in that moment
i desire some korean producer of that drama
or scriptwriter read my blog
and at least i would get someone who undertand
what i am conveying as message...

so his life stopped...
meaning...i got the meaning this time

time or life stopped in slow motion
like in matrix...

because...
HE REALISES his world is fake
this is the real menaning of REALISATION  or ENLIGHTENMENT

when your egg shell crack open
by this trauma of really WITNESSING THIS KNOWING THAT
ALL THE WHIRL AROUND YOU IS NOT ALIVE
is that very slow motion and stopped

(and now i got the meaning of the Eye of Cyclone
where is all silent in center and still... from this viewpoitn!!!!)

not because it was alive in first place
but because you were all along the main LEAD of your movie, cartoon...drama!

cause you were the god, the creator
hence the meaning of God being the Creator of creators

in all the zooming in and out levels of creation
like the mirror in mirror
or the drama in drama
or the fractal world

if you are acquainted with respectively religion, arts in literature and painting, or science
see?
just grab any field you are interested in
make it your profound and keen field of learning , questioning

and you will get your answers for sure

as i do with this drama..

so everything stopped
the MOMENT he realises is fake
why?
because once you do not believe anymore
you STOP BELIEVING in fake world, in illusion (that everything has power over you)
then you realise there is only you
so is how the meaning of being your OWN ONE AND ONLY (Master/GOD) is actualised

right now
my heart cries out
and really wonder if anyone reading
is getting what i am writing?

does it shatter some illusion?
depends of your context i say
have you keenly with your truest and profound desire
questioned a field that you love
and sought for answers?

if yes, then what i write makes sense
if no, then if i were you, i would worry
because it means
you are satisfied with a fake life, that you know not is fake
so when the next trauma comes
and it WILL come
as you are the food ..

you have to move on

as spirit told me...

Move with desire
otherwise pain will force you to move on

as space is being used
you are a merchandise in a way
a food
from which emotions are food for others

as said in the drama
at the very beginning
when the creator became afraid that the cartoon started to move with his tiny but real free will...

He wrote behind the card representing a beast...

"I prefer to EAT than to be EATEN"

see..this is the fear of the creators realm
to disappear
if the creation becomes free willed

and this is why too
there are forces called forces of adversities
popping up and preventing us
when we seek for real truth
for that real constant practice of meditation

cause they want us not Free

as Jesus said
Truth will Set you Free

and in the cartoon, the main lead
set himself free and walked into the higher world
leaving behind a world where time is stopped, a world who has stopped functioning
because everything, was just linked to him
imagine invisible ropes linking you to everything
to people, to parents, job places, even objects

aren't we told everything is God energy? everything is divine?

that we are the image of God ...
...so all the world tied to us with this invisble ropes (fractality division i call it)
is my image

my life is my image
of my belief

if i am pure
then i will be attacked

if i meditate i will be stopped

because the creation wants not to die
not to be left behind...
so it ll revolt

or
because teh creators feeding themselves from your fears, emotions
wants not to die by losing you
as you are their puppets or creations
as long as not re-owning your mastership

need to be sure for the first hypothesis though..
not sure

if i believe i am not my own master
then the world keeps going on

...but if one day i awaken...this world die
and I BECOME ALIVE

Everything will perish except His Face (Quran)

Monday, 17 October 2016

Macchiato, Americano, Capuccino and Lotto!!!


hehehe
since 2 weeks
i was dreaming to buy some coffee machine
Krupps is my preferred brand

also had seen some movie
where the main lead was just working to become a barista
so i was all the way hearing coffee, espresso, americano, machiatto and what not!

am not at all into all these names
got head swirling hearing them

this morning i wake up
and so a widow popping up on my screen
was an ad giving an online opportunity
to win the lastest coffee machine

i tried it
and of course server was SO LOADED
that it was impossible to even log in
i said is ok let's persist

still nothing
surely we were thousands on it

then
my smartphone started to call a contact of mine
though i had not even open the call section
not even the fast dial option
 
ah my blessed friend...
picked up the call
and as soon as he did!
i told him what was going on

he said
"i order you to win"

hahahaha

but what happen!?!

I WON!!!!

AT THIS VERY TIME

total amazing!

while time of winning the coffee machine was clearly OVER
and for 2 hours i tried prior to it non stop
yet...not working

and all of sudden he answered back the call 
and said
"I ORDER YOU TO WIN!"

jesus

SAME TIME
MY NAME WAS PICKED UP!
SUCH JOY!!!!!

yes i had to kiss my Smartphone
so happy i was of its initiative
even my stuff are taking the lead for me hahahaha

PLUS YESTERDAY i was thinking
hmm would like to win at some online game
whatever
i like new challenges where i win hehehe


wishes fulfilled !!!

and guess what?
..... is a KRUPP COFFEE MACHINE!!!

here i come
machiatto, americano, cappuccino and what not
hmmmm ... smelling it good in advance !



Sunday, 16 October 2016

Sunday, 9 October 2016

Meeting in Unison


Having gone through some social scalping
i.e. some natural social flushing out
of so called friends


here is what i liked

that the rare persons i am in touch with
when  they speak to me

is like i feel
literally speaking
they are touching my soul

and when i get in touch with them
i only have the excitement
of expecting good

why?

because now
i live for myself
no more for the others

so when someone comes to me
i know is for the light they saw in me

and not because i was wasting my energy out
to help unappreciative people
sucking my energy
getting its benefit
and yet giving back nothing

in return

the giving back
i am talking of

is the sharing of your presence
without some planning
playing like a movie
in the back of your brain

so yes
i wrote this blog
because i felt as if my body was some net of energy
and when i was contacted
by few new people

it felt they touched the net
lol call it field of energy
whatever you want

and it felt like a chord singing
inside of me
may be like a musical instrument
and i felt warm and happy inside

and i realised
as of now
i can only expect good encounters
as my philosophy of life has changed

i frequent myself for myself
and those who happen to cross my path
just happen to be good
cause they saw my light

so there is some inner music
in that kind of meeting

that starts playing
i start to feel it

Wednesday, 7 September 2016

B-day Love message



and lastly but not the least

on my B-day....

it sucked
i was working

should have booked my vacation
but is ok
tomorrow I AM COMING ......!!!

my lovely South

hmm... yes

as it sucked to work on your B-Day

i just went outside to buy my lunch
and out of nowhere in the queue
a stranger
an old guy behind me

said
"hey !! Happy Birthday !"

it made me smile
i felt a bit startled
cause the cashier said it not
so out of where the man said it?

actually
that single event
aims to prove that

the Universe KNOWS IT

and it showed it to me in that way

so is later i realised
that it is a Certainty that develops in you
when you realise that Universe knows it ALL
and ON THE SPOT

so if one believes in that Unity and Oneness
in that Knowing of it all
in the VERY MOMENT

i felt it could be real amazing
to live life from that place of knowing that Universe knows
and paves the path ahead of time for you to be able to walk on it
but is only in such moments
with that kind of perspective that one sees it
otherwise you take it for a granted routine

so kiss to the Universe
that sent me that Love message

My Smart Kitten Billy


hahaha
I love Billy

Amazing Kitten
who has found his next LUCKY owner

that new owner will be REAL blessed with it
i tell you

a friend of mine
even told me
having seen Billy in 10 years time
and sending me a message

"I love you"

ahh

now what prompted me for this new post
on my busy working schedule today???

is my Billy
what he did

as i was busy working
he jumped on my smartphone
out of nowhere

same time i put him away
"let me finish work biillllllllllllllllllllllyyyy"

and my mobile keyboard was erasing all i was writing
hahahaha

i COULD NOT believe my eyes

so i put back my smartphone...

and grabbed Billy
before he does another sportive jump

hahahahahahha
INCREDIBLE

While i was writing
"sportive jump"

GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUYS
he just JUMPED RIGHT NOW
from behind my laptop into my arms...

ah AMAZING BILLY!!

LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!


so back to my story
i grabbed BILLY
before he does his jump
and kissed him loads
then
i took smartphone to finish my writing
and of course it was working back perfectly!

then
i was about to work on laptop
and AGAIN Billy on the keyboard

all of sudden i looked at the screen
and was typed in google search bar

"FERMER ..................... "
meaning
"CLOSE it......................"

that was SO AMAZING

THAT I grabbed my smartphone to take pic
and the mischievious cat!!! he erased the page!!

he closed it!

i tell you guys

my Billy is indeed a Lovely SMART
beyond MEASURE Kitten

and is .... REAL blessed
but shush.... can't tell why :)

JUST LOADS OF LOVE TO HIM
AND TO HIS NEW OWNER

the lover of cats

mwa:x

back to my work now
am serrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriously late