Wednesday, 18 March 2015

I am your mirror



Word of advice
today i got a heated exchange with a girl
sent by another

lol
have i told you ?
i have acute intuition
and thoughts guessing
i guess the Spirit informs me of what is behind the scene?

even if people hide themselves
behind others?
and send them as crow?

hahaha
kidding
may be not?

anyway,
so basically
i made her clear the previous article on this blog

clear and fair enough?

The other being a mirror to you
is ALL within
for you to settle it WITHIN

i am Free
and wish others Free too

so let's love ourselves first
and learn to be lenient to ourselves

we will automatically be so to others.

kiss:x
love you:)


Ego or Unconditional love?



Rule of thumb
people are a mirror to us

meaning
we try NOT to change people
but we try to change ourselves


otherwise
under the pretext of wishing for someone to be better
or an improved person
we are actually IMPOSING on him
our OWN standards and felt values
be they shared by majority or not

as one wise guy said
if i am in line with the majority
i better question myself....

why?
because Truth lies into asserting yourself
WITHOUT imposing your values on the others.

asserting yourself
is not an effort
is the natural outcome
of letting your inner aspiration arise
and let it shine and express itself



Now what is difference between asserting yourself/ your individuality/ your ego?
none
key word is
to love yourself
unconditionally
so that you do not judge yourself
by way of diluting yourself
for others

for if you try to "adjust" and please others
you will never make it
aim is to feel free
and feel your light expressing itself
and shining

by loving yourself first unconditionnally
de facto you will love the others likewise
how so?

say,
i love Freedom
"Truth sets you free"

Evolution in Freedom

if someone comes and gives me a pair of advice
i hear it
and jauge it
is it or not in line with my inner aspiration
of evolution?

does it click?
it is a feel
a gut feeling

and i stand on my ground
i learned best is to stand for Truth
never dilute your Truth for some superficial compromise
of "looking good"
always be yourself

if it fits good, fine.
if it fits not i let it aside
may be some time it will
but proportionally to my path of evolution

now,
if under the pretext of matching
other people expectation i have to change behavior
i know it would be wrong

for i NEVER requires others' to change

ONLY if a person crosses limits of decency with me
then i will not tolerate
this too with time will not bother me i guess
as one is constantly evolving
but for now
i KNOW i will bark back
if someone transgresses limits of decency and basic respect with me

but for now
my level of evolution is such
that i wish for the other what i wish for myself
and that is FREEDOM to BE.

if i have a reproach or a judgement to someone
i have two ways
one is to say it on the spot
this i only do if those limits are crossed
two is to keep it to myself
for after my lol funny phase of judging the other
which is as far as i recall human lol
i WILL and this i say it again
FORGIVE and let GO

why?
first because i don't want to reincarnate
to be stuck in my own hellish judgmeent

second because by nature
and also because i learned it this year

NEVER EVER
EVEN under pretext of applying your own HIGH standards to others
i repeat it
never ever try to impose on others your high standards of behavior

for you are as you are
thanks to Grace of God
He/She brought you to this level of evolution
so instead of being thankful at your turn
and grateful to Him
and give a break to others too
so that they evolve at their pace
you are trying to FORCE evolution upon them?

only because you have standards
and you think yours are better than theirs?

but who are you to think that?

if it were so
God would have given us all same religion
and same standards to evolve through.
is only because He loves diversity
and diversity is a Mercy

so you should LEARN to develop EMPATHY
and leniency and being flexible towards the other

as God has been Loving to you
and let you in your OWN time and space
find the self that you are today!

this is real thanks giving
in action
not only in word

now this being said,
some times we do feel
people are so and so
and we are unhappy by them
by their behavior
or we are having suspicion or reproach against them

then what?
either you act like a man or you shut up lol

acting like a man
is saying nicely to the person
ok may be you could try this next time
if it clicks naturally with the person
then happy go lucky

if not
then you are NOT
to overhaul like a dictator over him
to impose your standards
for yours are not his

nor is of any value to backbite
for you are forgetting
as jesus said :

instead of seeing the flaw in the eyes of the other
see the pillar in your own.

meaning,
if someone bothered you 
then thank the person innerly for teaching you
that inside yourself you have impurity
and then evacuate it
evacuate this frustration

it is not the person who has to change
but you
this is how you evolve

evolution is not about others telling you
what to change

evolution is when you feel inside you dislikes (about others)
then you overcome them within
by letting go
by purifying it

so don't mix up stuff :

ego, evolution, judgment and unconditional love
are all aspects to be worked upon within

not pointing AT the others
otherwise too easy
and if you behave so
then you are no different than any other religious fanatics

so learn leniency and compassion and unconditional love for your self
first

meaning :
accept the present state of yours
without any guilt
even if others accuse you

for the only hurdle to your evolution
is if you judge others
and demand change from others
and impose your standards and values onto others

again i say it
if someone bothers you
after the all so human judgement
is time to let go and forgive
easily said than done
but at least if you are aware
of that is good

second
people misunderstand the meaning of "being a  mirror to the others"

if someone comes and ask you
to be so and so
use your own judgement
it clicks go for it
it does not click in your belly
for it is where your well beingness center is
then don't do it

now if this person says
but i am a mirror to you
you should apply what i say

then it is ignorance

being a mirror
is when you see someone
and inside of you
something is bothered
you are annoyed

THIS VERY annoyance
IS the VERY thing you have to PURIFY
and thank the mirror for its role

capish?

so if i am not bothered
lol why should i pretend to be bothered ?
hahaha

as the name says it
the mirror reflects to you IN you
but a mirror talks not
ok?

so now if a moving mirror
comes and tell me
change this and this
i know he is a pretender
more or less himself ignorant
of what being a mirror means

finally,
what is ego?
you have the ego as individuality
meaning thanks to it
you are who are you as a person
and that is great and awesome
and this is always evolving surely
but is never "bad"

self assertion as individuality
is in the manifestation realm

nothing to do with the Source which
is the spirit
which is another realm

for the Spirit (Source) is manifested in the Individuality (Soul)
call it positive ego

and the negative ego
is when you want the others to be LIKE YOU
when you impose on others your own standards
of behavior
or criticise them for their lack of such and such manners and sense
etc.

all of this are fake excuses
and missed opportunities for yourself to evolve
and do your own job

now is OK
to judge
again we are human
habits are hard to leave
but what counts AFTER is have i LET it GONE?

all of this well sum up in this very quote  :


“The time is NOW to be who I am,
Fully expressed as a woman or man,
Releasing the guilt of man-made religions,
To be an example for the next generations : IN LOVING UNCONDITIONNALLY MYSELF"

-by anonymus


see?
"fully expressed as a woman or man"
this means you fully assert your VERY personality
just BE yourself
whatever others think or feel
just be yourself , aligned with your OWN consciousness

this is loving yourself unconditionally
and if you are sincere with yourself
this is felt by the sincere ones too
and they love you for it

the other ones
are just not sincere
for they are still stuck in trying to change you
according to their own "laws" of what is right or not.

these i call them either ignorant people (despite themselves)
or fanatics.

so choose rather
unconditional love for yourself
and you will do a favor to the others too :x




Sunday, 15 March 2015

Heart burn


A few days back
i was making some tea
and when i pass my arm over the hot tea pot
which was steaming

i got burned
funny thing is i had no hurt
and did not even notice i got a mark on my forearm
next day i saw a heart shape red mark
lol

so yesterday
some yogi girl told me
it is linked with too much responsibility

another yogi
a real nice one
ah i like her
sorry that she has to leave
anyway
she said it is something probably positive

and guess what?!
she was RIGHT

for in dream
today i saw shri mataji
and she said


"..I say was a blessing..and a message..that you are on the heart path..this is called ,,syncronicity,,..as when something happen outside..and it reflects your state of being..like a heart burn on your arm.. only fools could have taken that negative."


hm, indeed :) i am happy
kiss:x
ps : this is WHY i am feeling more and more rain on the right heart!

Saturday, 14 March 2015

So many blessings



ah so cool
this morning i woke up to meditate
and by the end of it
i felt a real rain
lol remember the 'wet' rain
on the back of my right heart chakra

hmm:)
i love it
it IS rain lol

now,
the day before
i was having a phone call
and while standing
just prior to it
during and after it

i was receiving
literally speaking
buckets of cool vibes

as if someone was throwin them at me
from the ground upward on the feet

then i felt another on the chest area

and the last one on top of head

this time was no cool breeze felt from within without
it was as i wrote as if a presence was throwing it on me

for at someone when i referred to this presence
while being on the phone
another all of a sudden bucket was thrown onto my heart and chest

that i literally said on the spot
ok i am not afraid but certainly am astonished and caught offguard


and i went to sleep wondering who was throwing those buckets of cool vibes to me

and i dreamt
as if was a real life moment
that i was reliving the scene of this phone call standing
and in my room a woman entered
she was all black

and as i got afraid of a presence behind me
opening my door and entering
she apologised
and i told her no is all ok
no harm only surprised

and then she praised me
for being such a formidable girl


and she gave me her name twice
for lol i could not pronounce it correctly
at the third time she had lol to spell it
and finally it happened that i still can't

anyway,
she told me she was the western version
of Kali

:)

after the dream i was living my day
with such powerful and happy mood
that i just had to thank her and accept her blessings :x
so that they fade not away :x


ah, yes
lately a yogi died
he was very advanced
but got stuck at his death time
on agnya and right vishuddhi especially
otherwise all of his right channel was messed up

people said, other yogis too that he died with smile on his face
these are apparences
reality was all other
for where was his smile there:

he was stuck in the limbo
the barzak in the islamic wording
due to his citta being stuck at death time
as i wrote a para about above

so see?
what matter is
as said in hadith
how you die

the state in which you die
is the state in which you will arise
after death

there are many details
i would like to note here
but worth not

for now at least

so first and foremost
i thank my beautiful God
to let me know such stuff
for this is real stuff

and i am so happy
that i am getting poetic lol
gotta write him/her a poem for that :x

anyway
he was trying to catch the attention
of others by moving and breaking stuff
he was very advance
this is why he could break heavy stuff

unless we helped it
without him wanting it
he could have become a demon
this is how demons exist

for demons
are oblivious to their inner God light
oblivious = darkness = power in darkness = demonic power

the ONLY thing to be done
was to get collectively
at least with 3 people
a meditation
by litting incense
WHILE litting it
dedicating it to him

why?
because no chit chat with death helps
they hear not in this case
only Images and emotions and smells they get
so incense reach them
images of this life is on the same as theirs
therefore they do not "realise"
their citta being in a semi-sleep state in barzak
that they are doing "evil"

but if they are not helped
their desperation to find help to pass over to light
may get them violently seeking for light
and even more grabbing the light giving stuff are made of...

which is soul of the individual living there...

anyway
as i knew that it is what was going to happen
and shit would have happened in this ashram of theirs
i literally went there
and grab two people to meditate with me

and dreamt after
that he passed over to the light
to a very high level astral plan
good for him
and good for them...

the poor guy
suffered a lot in this life

see?
whatever he did in this life
if people liked him not
they should have used love to let him know
see
if not working
then you let him
but criticise him not

criticising a dead person
is very bad
for he can haunt you for life

hence the ritual in all cultures and religions
the lowest being the wailing
to let the dead ones know "we care"

while the highest being "love"
but you can't send love
unless you have it
for such feelings after death
can't be fake
the dead ones know if you love them or not

i told you above
only images, scents and emotions reach them
try to fake love and they know it

so,
i dreamt he went away
happy and in peace.

in the past i would have felt sorrowful
why they did not meditate collectively
for i did my best 
to transmit them the right message
for his peace
and their own safety

but somehow
no one managed to gather at least 3 people in there
to relieve this soul and do it
other stuff have been used
except for the very thing to be done
meditation
with 3 people at least
with incense dedicated to him
sending of (real) love and vibes

that's all

but now
somehow
i am happy:)

for i am happy to have helped them
without them knowing that i saved at least
life of two people living there

for he was powerful
but was not doing "evil" on purpose
in his death realm
he thought we were also living on the same realm
so he was just trying to grab people attention
though he was very much desperate and getting angrier

the poor guy, i feel his sad heart may be,
anyway mine is getting heavy
mentioning it
for the lack of attention he received and true love.

best of deed
are deeds done as naturally as water flow
without much noise
for God sees you
and then he/she loves you more

so much that i had this above beautiful dream meeting
with such a great power of God itself

also,
as i was saying prior to it
i would have questioned myself long
as to the whys and nots of people not doing it

now,
i ended up feeling
like a river that flows
and over ride stones
that she meets in her way :)

is like
really i don't care
not in the negative sense
but in its importance ranking

priority for me are sincere people
the others are free to go on the chosen path of theirs
i am no more interested

so the not-happened/done stuff
are to some level of no more concern to me

had it been done
i would have rejoiced very much
and it would have open equally heavy door of blessings
to  them i feel
but is really beautiful to see
how by ONE deed one can miss buckets of blessings

you know why?
because in one deed
the WHOLE of universe can be expressed and contained
when it stems from the heart.

i am JUST understanding it now.

oh and my family member
dreamt of me having a baby
in a push chair
and the prophet muhammad peace be on him
taking it
and bring it up
and the baby was full of light

i think
the baby is only the symbolism
of the child/innocence in me

so i am happy again
to hear only good news from everywhere

today,
by the end of day
i saw after long time
a weirdo girl
lol i call her weirdo
for she behaves like an angel on one on one moment
and like a bhoot lol mwhahaha in circles of friend

for her eyes become black
and her tongue clap like no other talk active person
the poor she
well is the best i can say for her
for she just lack motherly love
hence she wants to fill herself up
with love from all people as much as she can get
bad thing is
she will be like an empty well
however effort she does
for she learns not to respect the other
as her self

as she told me
she plays the nice in front of people
to better manipulate them later
and she was plainly insulting them
behind their back in front of me

i was shocked to learn that
really
can such people exist?
for i can't understand how one can have
one face to them and another behind their back
is above me
unreachable
basically it means the person is betraying her own self
by being hypocrite to her own self
hence she can be so to others...

but is of no concern to me
i guess people get manipulated
for they want it too lol

so in brief
she does favor on people
to force their attention
to manipulate them...

such a looooooooooong calculation
God i am just tired of writing it lol


i gave up trying to help her
sincerity works only for those
who at least SAY they are or want to be sincere
for it is a claim that can be tested by God
but when you wish not for it
God leaves you in your shit lol
to say things plainly

for those who play double game
i just see it
all is in the eyes

and lol in the behavior too.

anyway,
i was very happy of my week end
for i had such a day filled with lovely meetings
as i said

be like a river flowing
over stones :)

kiss:x

ps: by the end of the day
i was holding a baby girl
she was so cute and nice
i raised her kundalini thrice and put it on her sahasrara
and turned her belly chakra

i heard her taking 3 small heavy breathes from it
and releasing it in her chest
and she, who was already so calm,
ended up peaceful

when she went back on the lap of her father
her eyes were FULL
beautiful

:x


Thursday, 12 March 2015

Beautiful Life


hmm i woke up this morning
the first thing i saw
was the beautiful light
coming out of my window
and this very spring like blue sky

i smiled
really feeling happy
to be alived
and thank God for such a nice waking up
:)

i love that song
and its music
and the voice
and the aspiration
and the call in it :)



Lyrics to Diamonds Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond

Find light in the beautiful sea
I choose to be happy
You and I, you and I
We're like diamonds in the sky
You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky
I knew that we'd become one right away
Oh, right away

At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes
So shine bright tonight, you & I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Palms rise to the universe
As we moonshine and molly
Feel the warmth, we'll never die
We're like diamonds in the sky
You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky

At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes
So shine bright tonight, you & I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond

So shine bright tonight, you & I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond, ooh oh
Shine bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

source : http://www.lyricsmania.com








Interstellar - Spoiler




Interstellar is a 2014 epic science fiction film directed by Christopher Nolan, starring Matthew McConaughey, Anne Hathaway, Jessica Chastain and Michael Caine. The film features a crew of astronauts who travel through a wormhole in search of a new home for humanity. Brothers Christopher and Jonathan Nolan wrote the screenplay, which had as its origins in a script Jonathan developed in 2007. Christopher Nolan produced the film with his wife, Emma Thomas, and Lynda Obst. Theoretical physicist Kip Thorne, whose work inspired the film, was an executive producer and acted as scientific consultant.
Warner Bros., Paramount Pictures, and Legendary Pictures co-financed the film, while Syncopy and Lynda Obst Productions served as production companies. Cinematographer Hoyte van Hoytema shot the film on anamorphic 35 mm and IMAX 70 mm photography. Filming commenced in late 2013 in Alberta, Canada; Iceland; and Los Angeles. The film features an extensive use of practical and miniature effects, while Double Negative created additional digital effects.
Interstellar premiered on October 26, 2014, in Los Angeles. In North America, it was released in film stock, expanding to venues using digital projectors. It was successful at the box office and received positive reviews from critics, who gave particular attention to the film's scientific accuracy, musical score, visual effects and performances from Matthew McConaughey, Jessica Chastain, and Mackenzie Foy. At the 87th Academy Awards, the film won the Best Visual Effects award and received four other nominations — Best Original Score, Best Sound Mixing, Best Sound Editing and Best Production Design, as well as several other awards and nominations particularly for its visual effects, cinematography, musical score, and the performance of Mackenzie Foy.

Plot

In the near future, crop blight has caused civilization to regress into a failing agrarian society. Former NASA pilot Cooper (Matthew McConaughey) runs a farm with his family. Murphy (Mackenzie Foy), Cooper's 10-year-old daughter, believes her room is haunted by a poltergeist trying to communicate with her. They come across a malfunctioning Indian unmanned aerial vehicle that they salvage for spare parts. They soon discover that Murphy's "ghost" is an unknown intelligence sending coded messages using gravitational waves, leaving binary coordinates in the dust that direct them to a secret NASA installation led by Professor John Brand (Michael Caine). Brand reveals that a wormhole, apparently created by an alien intelligence, has opened near Saturn and leads to new planets in another galaxy that may offer hope for survival. NASA's "Lazarus missions" have identified three potentially habitable worlds orbiting a supermassive black hole named Gargantua: Miller, Edmunds, and Mann, named after the astronauts who surveyed them. Brand recruits Cooper to pilot the spacecraft Endurance to recover the astronauts' data; if one of the planets is habitable, humanity will follow on space stations. Cooper's departure devastates Murphy, and they part on bad terms.
On Endurance, Cooper joins Brand's daughter, biotechnologist Amelia (Anne Hathaway); scientists Romilly (David Gyasi) and Doyle (Wes Bentley); and robots TARS and CASE. They travel to Saturn and enter the wormhole, heading to Miller, but they discover that the planet is so close to Gargantua that it experiences severe gravitational time dilation: each hour on the surface is seven years on Earth. A team descends to the planet, which proves inhospitable as it is covered by a shallow ocean roiled by enormous tidal waves. As Amelia attempts to recover Miller's data, a wave hits, killing Doyle and delaying the shuttle's departure. When the others return to Endurance, 23 years have passed.
On Earth, the adult Murphy (Jessica Chastain) is now a NASA scientist helping Brand with an equation that will enable NASA to launch the space stations via gravity. With his last breath, Brand admits he already solved the problem and determined the project is impossible. He concealed his findings to keep hope alive and put his faith in "Plan B": using frozen embryos aboard the Endurance to start humanity anew. However, Murphy concludes that Brand's equation could work with additional data from a black hole's singularity.
Low on fuel, Endurance can only visit one more planet before returning to Earth. After a tense vote, the team selects Mann's planet, as Mann is still transmitting. However, they discover it is perpetually cold, covered with icy glaciers, and inhospitable. Mann (Matt Damon), who always knew Plan B was the mission's true goal, faked data about his planet's viability so Endurance would rescue him. Mann breaks Cooper's spacesuit visor and leaves him to die, and flees to Endurance on a shuttle; Romilly is killed by a bomb Mann set to protect his secret. Amelia rescues Cooper using the other cargo shuttle, and they arrive at Endurance in time to witness Mann docking improperly. The airlock explodes, killing Mann and causing serious damage, but Cooper uses the cargo shuttle to get Endurance under control.
Nearly out of fuel, Cooper and Amelia plan to slingshot Endurance around Gargantua on a course toward Edmunds on the other side of the black hole while many years will pass on Earth. TARS and Cooper detach their shuttles into the black hole, sacrificing themselves to collect data on the singularity and to propel Amelia and CASE by dropping the ship's mass. They emerge in an extra-dimensional location (although often considered a tesseract, it is stated multiple times that it is a 5-dimensional area - therefore saying that it is a 'tesseract' is like saying that a cube is located within the boundaries of a square), where time appears as a spatial dimension and portals show glimpses of Murphy's childhood bedroom at various times. Cooper realizes that the wormhole's creators are future humans transcending time and space, who have constructed the tesseract so he can communicate with Murphy as her "ghost" and save humanity. Using gravitational waves, Cooper encodes TARS's data on the singularity into the adult Murphy's watch, allowing her to solve Brand's equation and launch the space stations.
Once the data is transmitted, the tesseract dissolves and Cooper finds himself traveling through the wormhole, coming into orbit around Saturn. He awakens aboard a NASA space station and reunites with the now elderly Murphy (Ellen Burstyn), who has led humanity's exodus. Satisfied that Cooper has kept his promise to one day come back, Murphy convinces Cooper to search for Amelia, who is implementing Plan B with CASE on Edmunds's desert, hospitable planet. Cooper and TARS, who was also rescued from space, steal a NASA shuttle to travel to Edmunds's Planet.

source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interstellar_%28film%29





Very Beautiful movie "Interstellar"

**spoilers**

i loved it
it is my second best movie
after "Cloud Atlas"
only second best
because i need to give a ranking

but it is not less, if not even more, deeper.

i just jot own what i loved.

movie mixing scientific references:
such as black holes, singularity! even that lol
i had read a book about it a few years back
so i was so eager all along the movie

to see what the main actor gonna find
once thrown into the black hole.

though most of time i was guessing ahead
what was going to happen
as i am sharp
yes yes throwing myself roses
but true
so i guessed it right lol


there are so many fine details
and beauty of the message
main message being

they went to space
to find a place
a new earth to live upon

one scientist called the Higher Beings
which communicate with them
by giving clues and info

or even "who placed this planet under our nose"
"right now, when and where we wanted it to be"

all of these were mild clues to these Higher Beings, Intelligence
which are in the 5th dimension.

at the end,
when the main actor was thrown into the black hole
he found himself in the back part of her daughter library

where he was the "one" or "the ghost"
that was communciating with her

so the point is
there is no "they"
there is only "us"

the 5th dimension
is the human being having accessed it
and helping out the ones in the 3rd dimension
and these "Higher beings" can pinpoint the right INFO.

the concept of gravity
which is the one "thing" which is a common thread throughout time
the only thing that can impact a dimension
and the impact can only be perceived
through the feel of Love
meaning,

if the person which is a being from the 5th dimension try to communicate
he is linked to people through a bond/tie
of intimacy/Love
which would haved developped


as the woman scientist explained it so well
when she had to explain the choice of a planet
to go and save her lover
a scientific speaking of love
cf her quote

but above else
i loved her showing
that this perception is based on sth
so this sth DOES exist
as it is eliciting a decision of a direction to give to a spaceship

and this thing is Love
and this "feel"
provides 

a relaxed openness of vision
leading to a closer perception
of reality
of how to gear our acts and choices

toward signs that only the person
in his deepest fiber
knows are meaningful

like the main actor's daughter books falling
by themselves
for others was not important
because they had no link
no perception of the event
which "touched" them

but for the girl yes
it did

and from this place of sensibility
the inspiration came to her
as to understand
decode
the pieces of information sent by her father
from the "other side"

be it literally
or scientifically speaking

by the way
one had this gut pressure
while watching the father from behind
the library trying to save humanity
to help it survive
and evolve
by finding out this right INFO
on time

as she said in the movie
no one believed me is not me
who found the formula
for the INFO we kind of channel them
by being rightly on the right time "inspired"
is not like our mind is as much infinite as the universe is
does it? :)

there are a few more stuff i loved

the key one
being

how the man went out
in the universe
to save humanity

and how he saved it
by returning back home
literally speaking in the back part of his library
and in truth,
he found truth, in himself

so beautiful
he went in the universe outside
the macrocosm

to discover
once he fell
that he is the micro cosm
where he has access to all time and space

and this library
is the symbol
of the akashic records

which gather all knowledge of humanity.