Tuesday, 5 May 2026

You are so Important - Fithra Path

Nature is not primitive

It is leading you to your GROWTH

Natural Evolution.


Evolve or Perish.

This is Natural Selection.


It is all the more true 

on the material level (2030) and the soul level (self realisation thinning out).




Sunday, 3 May 2026

Dark Light

 Dark Light

White Light

Dark shines with power
and the white is its after glow

and that is
when the dead remember there was life

Thursday, 30 April 2026

Monday, 27 April 2026

Shri mataji appearance

I saw Shri mataji 

she had in the dream, 

a grand (or grand grand) son 

a boy child may be around 12 or so


I am not familiar with her family

and he was arguing with her 

not liking India and rather preferring 

the western life style 


more precisely 

symbolically it meant

he wanted to leave sahaj yoga 

--

Don't consider it as a group

rather as giving up on meditation 


This is the second time I am dreaming of SM family related matters

All I can say it is surely distressful for her 

to see the sour state of affairs of her own family 

leaving the path


I am or not (?) astonished.

As Spirit often told me

Either you have the desire or you have it not.


But this is a great calamity 

when a merciful being did all her best 

and at the end material life takes priority 

it is surely a lingering pain 


More importantly

I hope this self realisation value does not get lost


Any child born realised 

as they call it

most of them 

are limited to their own circle of life 

material one 

yes there are programs here and there

yes there is an effort


but where is the actual progression?

With such a comfort on the material life provided

meditation should be pushed for more


as Lady Fatmah said to me recently, 


"I reckon

Overwhelming drive in discipline is paramount

and (pure) desire is the fire".


She always speaks deep wisdom

not one word random

I can't scribble it down quickly 

and of course there is no repetition 

so just get the jest of it


We all know our comfort zone

we need to push it 

without it

just know 

never a better life will be 

to get enlightmenet than now

At least on this earth.


But based on my past and ongoing sahaj experience

Morning meditation in ashram are skipped

group is considered the collectivity

while you can be collective as long as you are connected

the muslim like contributors are considered like a trophy or would be blamed 

for the trauma they face in name of islam 

I saw it all 


Even one Indian dared to feed me with pork unknowing to me

to prove me 'oh see you can have it'.

Of course I can have it, 

but by free will and by purpose 

not because you cheated me.


Later I puked it

my genes do not allow it.

There are two faces to each thing

Genes and purity vs conditioning 

I can for the sake of breaking conditioning eat it to break it

But will not eat it as part of my diet.


Plus it is still haram

the amount of disease you get from it

is no small feat. 

And it has nothing to do with the temperature (like in the desert by then).


However the level of hidden insult is incommensurable that Indian French girl who somehow 

never meditated in group and was always going upstairs in her ashram to avoid meditation and teaching 'muslims' lessons.


Once for all

Conditioning is when you block energy and refuse to let it evolve

you can be a muslim yogi

but don't convert me to puja and Indian customs

I love Indian customs but this is not my goal to become an Indian

and go from one to another conditioning 

I am not there to shop cultures


I just do my stuff 

I meditated and ensure I am up to speed with my own cultivation

and people who keep teasing you to test how much of a muslim or yogi you are 

Let them realise how much they are progressing


Some past events I remember 

one westerner born and bred in India

was blaming me for the maulvi who were telling the kids to go and play else where

with a stick in his hand.

I heard that and laugh, I found the scene funny 

he was funny, kids were funny, end of story.

But she still had a sour face. lol


Only years later I got it 

these are bearing trauma and hate towards muslims 

and she was trying to settle accounts with me 

Am I the chief of the muslims 

to whom you should come and complain?


Same others had such a double standard behavior

taking upon themselves to teach me how to to serve food to others 

then serve yourself


Lol 

little do they know it is part of our culture

as muslims

we at home or banquet or even in canteen 

serve others first and then if time we eat 

such are at least our family ladies

very honourable

such are muslim men 

very handsome manners


But of course 

you would project on a random person 

to your own conditioning of what muslims are 


All the way saying keep your religion 

but start sahaj yoga


If you look at Shri mataji early talks 70s-80s

She focused on you and your own practice

 the puja were introduced later to give you more power and vibrations 


However they never push it individually

instead went into deities worship mode


Deities themselves are subject to Spirit

Your aim should be direct shooting for Spirit

let chakras and deities, which are God attributes in you, find their own place

and be aligned to the One


No, instead chakras here and there

burning here and there

who cares?


Just focus on spirit 

let go of all your 'mess'

and see if you do not enter the realm of the Spirit


After 15 to 20 years

I bet they will all be stuck at the same level.

Wake up or Sahaj yoga will just disappear.


Mercy does not stay if you do not value it.

Sunday, 26 April 2026

Spirit of Command

 A teacher that inspires you 

with his soul


is like a candle that lit another candle

by its flame


inspiration 

in-spire

gives you drive 

the ascent needed for your soul 


to link back to your heart


also the inspiration 

contains the element of wind


like the astral winds 

that bear you to the top


such a master had to be found 

or you would find you when you are ready 


it is only to lit your flame

sometimes 

spontaneous ignition 

happen when you have the pure desire


that is my friend the start

then you have to maintain that flame

so that the light burns the rest

refine the soul 


so the lighter the soul is

the faster its ascension 


you have to let the ropes be cut off 

ropes of attachment

followed by combustion

so that only the light be allowed to ascend.


True self knowledge 

sustain by Grace

is the only saving grace, salvation


no amount of impressive knowledge can make up 

for the fall.

Only Grace can sustain you 

and help you to arise


Surah Yusuf 108

Say, ˹O Prophet,˺ “This is my way. I invite to Allah with insight—I and those who follow me. Glory be to Allah, and I am not one of the polytheists.”

Same light.


Surah Ghafir, 15

The Exalter of Ranks, the Lord of the Throne. He causes the Spirit of His command upon whom He will of His slaves, that He may warn of the Day of Meeting.


Spirit of Command IS a reality

if you do not experience it

then it is your proof that on the scale of evolution

ascension needs to happen


Either you ascend

or are left behind.