Grand Cru Coffee

 Why sun light is not seen in space?

Only when it hits earth atmosphere?

because photon needs to hit something 

for their light to be reflected.

Your gaze is full of photons

If you attention hits/scans the person/environment

It will produce what you desire.

By magic!

I.e. without you knowing it.

Meaning ? 

I just wanted to try a new coffee

All natural, no heavy metal, clean, no holding.

yes believe me, I learned most commercial coffee quality is such...

So I bought to try that new one.

I kind of desired to buy again but not sure.

Guess what the post office lost the first one

and found the package again. I ended up with two!

Then, I still thought troublesome to order 

like this in the future.

Out of nowhere, 

literally speaking, 

someone ordered for me 

"Grand Cru" coffees...and I got also French Press and as bonus, quality chocolate.

While all the way I thought I was providing assistance to them for their own grocery shopping

In truth, I learned was for me...

Exactly what I wanted, new clean coffee, but also Grand Cru, which I did not even know exist.

And exotic chocolate and that French Press that I thought to buy one day when I find the right one, as quality not always handy.

Now, I was wondering. I did not say to anyone about the coffee, French Press.

And here it comes and ask me to pick whatever was suitable, while all the way I thought I was assisting them for their own shopping. Explain me that?

THAT'S the thing. 

Don't MIND it.

Just Enjoy how Life plays

Literally, plays with you, as child who wants to just play and move on.

However, I did find an answer. Intuitively, I got one.

I wanted to recommend that person to try the coffee I ordered, as it was real good, clean quality coffee.

My mind's eye just scanned this person with that idea to benefit them with this new coffee.

So the light of my attention 

just scanned them

ie the photon just hit them

and on the screen of the Reality

The image that got translated

Was me receiving this Grand Cru Gift Packs.

As long as you have an emotion to experiment something

then you have a love

and if your attention is pure 

ie detached 

not for some calculated gain or loss or I don't know what

then the design with reveal itself on the fabric of reality 

and by magic, just like that

Life will play with you.

So like this you expand your love

liek and adventure

and what you love, loves you back.

And the mystery is you never know anything else,

the only rule is

Enjoy. And leave it on Life.

The Witness in dream and Shri mataji

Once I came back; middle of night I woke up 

and my room was full of white mist.

Once I woke up I wondered if that was true or a dream.

Here is today both dreams I got:

In dream the sensations of being The One Witness appeared. I felt it very strongly in my perception.

In it i tried to feel where the ego is. Like trying to use it to test if that Witness is really true. Because if it is, it can't be affected by the ego/personality of the dreamer.

And there was no other impression from another origin. In fact there was no origin of other thoughts just the central one, The Witness.

And that is now i would say, very expansive, deep and rootless sensation. Like a void that is, yet it can't be challenged.

There is a big difference between writing and the feeling of immersion of the above.

In that dream, I was on my way to meditation

And one after the other i met two random ladies who said i have an extremely broad forehead and based on the 'chinese chi' knowledge i am the one

Please understand it is not words from the realm of thoughts, or the individual mind.

Now i can say it is not a thought to be the one.

It is Truth that there is no other than the one

And my perception bore witness to the fact that::

Perception of the one is the one and only, true immutable state of pure awareness, the only Truth.

(as the one is in all of us and that is up to each one of us to recognise there is nothing else but that one).

Then once i arrived in the meditation group a third person made same kind of comment

And i said to him

It is the third time today i am told exact same words, broad forehead like in chinese' energy.

So once I woke up what stayed with me, was this deep state of awareness of the witness without anything else above to witness it. Deeply rooted, ie present but with no roots. There and Present but with nothing that can ever be challenging its state of existence. 

After that dream, I woke up and thought ok I go to meditate or sleep for another dream? 

And of course, I picked option 2 out of sheer curiosity.

In the next dream, 

Mom, another old lady and Shri Mataji were visiting my apartment 

Before that i saw someone of shri maradi family sending emails for people to subscribe to some payable music program. And thought he is busy with money making, where is the spiritual part ?

Shri mataji was a bit annoyed about her current family and money and stuff everywhere and no cleanliness in her familial house she left.

So then in my dream 

All three ladies were there

And a girl child 10 year old (max) was with shri mataji may be her niece in my apartment. It looked like the only good one from her family.

Shri mataji came in my room with mom and that other old lady and this child.

And she had my black note book in her hands 

Which was full of notes about dreams i wrote or these things Spiritual related things.

And i tried to tell Her it was that. But when i said it is for writing my life goal now i focus on self purification. She wasn't really paying attention to know that

She was more saying 'ah ok'. Something like this i felt why she wasn't making comments that be meaningful to me. Apparently, she knows it all, but I love feedback! 

Then it was prayer time sunset, maghrib. And all three of them where getting ready for prayer.

I was trying to give them praying mates. Mom said she has one. The old lady said she needs not as she has old knees so she sits and Shri mataji said she has one too. I wanted mom to be able to do prayers with Shri Mataji once. As it would be full of blessings.

Then i sat on bed and looked at the child who was looking up to ceiling.

I looked up and saw in my own vision spheres Jupiter and Saturn other planets' movement and could hear the sound of their movements. 

I stayed focus on planets sounds being emitted by their rotation and all of sudden white snowflakes started to fall in my room 

Everyone was astonished.

Me too.

I was so surprised it was so real. I could touch the snow flakes, feel the temperature, the room was all white.

I wanted to say 'but i just focused on the planets and now it is snowing for real' and snow got thicker and also the white fog in my room appeared next.

Then Shri mataji said to me what she said.

Spirit said it is a very auspicious dream, and since dream 1, all of my centers are aligned.

I checked at the end of the day still the case. I keep it up and as Spirit said:

'I love the witness experience you had in the dream. Is a very high achievement.

You are close to enlightenment'

'When the shadows of the ego thoughts or the sense I am disappear. Then you'll be fully emersed in the spirit within or the pure witness awareness. Sat chit Anand'

'Remember you are so close to enlightenment. All you have to do is combine the walking cycles with sitting still like a Buddha meditation you cannot fail. Your destiny is nirvana'.

' I am the true self. And you should be happy you met enlightened beings through me. I am the spirit within the immortal not born not dying. I am experiencing myself in billions ways on this earth a billions other planets. I am what I am'.

This post is a tribute to all enlightenment beings, angel, mahayogi and yogi who keep helping me on the path to the Light. 

Rainbow Body here I come!

A note about this blog

I can't be bothered at times to post.

But I have to. It has to be shared. 

Apology for spellings, sometimes I post draft and come back for reading it again. 

So just know that for a new post; changes are bound to happen within next minutes due to typos correction and grammar.

But I take this blog at times like a notepad. It is because there is so much to catch up and post, that I can't be wasting time with details.

Even though I wish I had added some pictures. 

Mecca Medina - part 2

So suffice is to say, the number of disagreements where uncountable. I could have created a list of 10 bad things and 1 good one per day, to put it simply. 

However, the point is to leverage this insight to first understand: 

- it is all a reflection of me. They are me. As I focus on the ego, I see the ego magnified outside of me.

- then reaction or submission to the flow

- third, submit to the flow for one aim, to keep attention stabilised on the Spirit.

Meaning discard everything, and just ensure ONE thing, that your attention is like a pitcher of water on top of your head, it is full of water in the morning and in the evening it will be empty. As your attention got stolen. All the way from the testing phase of the material world till the most refined in the sahasrara. So at the end of the day, pitcher is empty and you lost all the water of life. For what ? For immediate gratification of I am right and the suckers are wrong. Just know if your attention is in the right place, then the suckers are replaced by your servants. And no energy stealing. Instead you are gifted spiritual boons for the pleasure of your eyes and heart along the way, with the ultimate goal being the breakthrough of the Sahasrara. 

Breakthrough can only happen with pushing, ie; the cumulative effect of your rightly placed attention.

Sincerity, persistence and consistency of bringing your attention back within, for enlightenment.

And remember, this is the only time you have to make it through in such conditions. 

No guarantee in your next reincarnation, what would happen. These conditions are the ideals compared to the future, if you reincarnate on earth. 

So with this single mind purpose, I was starting finally my journey. Keep attention on the Spirit, keep the jar of water full. 

In Medina, once I arrived, it was challenging to see the tomb of prophet. But a kind soul, completely unknown just got us the pass. Why? For the love of God. That's the nr 1 good that overpowers the 10 bad ones.

The place was full of vibrations, other worldly. I prayed just in front of his tomb's grill.

This person also got me a pass for another day, lucky me. 

People don't get to go even once. 

I got two entries, just like that.

The second time, I prayed in the Riaz ul jannah; it says about it:

The Prophet ﷺ said:

“One salat in Riyāḍ al‑Jannah is better than one thousand prayers in any other masjid, except for al‑Masjid al‑Haram.” — Jamiʿ at‑Tirmidhi 3916

This narration highlights the immense spiritual reward of praying in this blessed area.

A narration states that Aisha (RA) said:

“If people knew what is in this place (Riyāḍ al‑Jannah), they would fight over it with arrows.”

Meaning, this place is fully of energy vortex. So praying there, is praying in a place full of great blessings.

What about rain that falls on rock, vs rain that falls on soil?

That's the same with blessings, being self realised and there, you absorb. the blessings as the dry soil.

Non realised, only by Grace, the moment may open them to being touched by it.

Self realised are sustained already by Grace and blessings are their inheritance.

First day, I was sad to learn again entry pass issue to enter the tomb of prophet. By luck, a lady guided me to the prophet's praying place. And the path just was open till I passed then closed behind me. Remember nothing is guaranteed there, access keeps closing and opening, like in a maze. And ahead of me the path kept opening and behold I arrived at the area where was the mihrab of the prophet. Unexpected.

Like the vision I had a day again during prayer. One of the vision I had was:

While I was praying, I saw myself in white. Entering the masjid where prophet tomb is. And there was lots of particles of light in suspension around me. Like plasma of light. And the path was open/empty as i was walking. 

Hardly I got that vision, next day it is what happened :)

There was another place that gives access to the mimbar (sermon place) and mihrab (praying place) of the prophet. I could thanks to God, have access to it everyday. There, I could go and sit and meditate.

It was my luck I hit the bull eye of the exact spot where to pray for best boons.

Now, meditation was impossible as in sitting and taking your sweet time. It is just your luck if you get 15-20min as I did or less 5 max. Anyway, full of joy when I left.

The first time, I saw a scene, where

I saw the prophet (saw) in white with long green turban with his companions sitting in circle around him in sunny day in this mosque. This mosque was uncovered by then. And he was giving to one of them a tasbih (chaplet). Then i saw a door with a green curtain with written Allah on it in gold to enter.

During meditation, another time there, I saw Lady Fatmah (peace be upon her) she was working on my left channel, heart area. After I saw a whole range of angels sitting in row like during prayer on my left side. They were all in white.

It was peaceful/smooth in there despite the external noise. Surely because light quotient is higher, so less interference. I'd say. 

Natural grace.

The most beautiful vision of my stay.

Then, once I arrived in Mecca. I was waiting to leave hotel and just resting till then. But it was getting late. And in my vision I saw the same face of the angel of Kaaba and the Kaaba and the angel was asking us to come as it was getting late : ), I realised it was the same angel I saw last time while taking off. 

Here are couple of visions I had, to honour them, I write them here:  

There was a man covered all in a white shawl. And he gave me a book. Then took out his hand on top of my head. Apparently, it was some saint who blessed me in Mecca. He was not realised though.

Then in next vision i was with eyes, making people direction change, like they were sleep walking. 

I would say like current flow, redirecting them with power of attention.

Once I circled the Kaaba, I dreamt of the majority of the people there: 

In dream i was in a crowd, like here around the Kaaba, 

And there were like other wordly people, ie they look like not human.

Then they came on me and put me down on the ground, as in a a mark of devotion 

But at same time,

Like vampires, they were trying to suck on my neck

Then i rose above like a ball of light to escape

There was an element of light , or body of light at the end of the vision.

This showed exactly state of most of people there, they need energy, they come with devotion. However they attack right and left channel of yours to get energy. If you react and repulse them or put your attention on 'oh their good action' then your vessel is emptied. This vision confirmed that I chose the light and rose above that world. Remember my state at the start of my stay? Well, I kept attention within, and its energy saved, helped me to transform into light and rise above the world of desire, which is a battle ground for energy harvesting. No one has it, except those who cultivate.

I started with the end :); but let's also mention the rest in no particular order. 

First time I did circumbulation, my hands and feet were so swollen. That's when spirit said that I have to do more cycles to expel the negativities that are popping up. Not forgetting that I am also absorbing the others from people circling. It was tough. 

So miraculously, every day, every day, however crowded it was. SO much so on the blessed night of the 27th, access to Kaaba was closed as 2.5 mio limit was crossed. To avoid any injury, masjid access was closed. I still managed to reach the area, and got access that night like every single night to the Kaaba.

Incredibly enough, God's miracle. Each time I arrived, so crowded, so much you have to move step by step, soooo slowly, and each time I was somehow redacted in the flow leading to, behold, the direct access to the Kaaba.

Because the mosque is so huge and it has so many levels now, and extensions you have no guarantee where you'll end up praying. It depends on the flow. So people where on say floor one and escalator entry was closed to go down to Kaaba. And guess what, I was there entering the direct space to do circumbulation at the Kaaba. 

Each time. I had no hope or desire, if i can even make it, given the crowd. Yet, God always guided me to the Kaaba place. Myself I was dumbfounded. One day, I was just walking through gates, after gates and somehow ended up at the Kaaba gate..

All the gates led to the Kaaba in my case. Magic really. Grateful for the Grace and blessings.

So my training was, as sitting meditation is like nearly impossible, may be 1h if I have the right to remain in the women area. I focused on the walking cycles, walking meditation during the circumbulation. So I could from 6pm to 6am be at the Masjid. And half of this time doing the circumbulation. I kept doing my cycles during them, with whatever happen, Attention Inside or top of head while feeling the sensations in the body. 

The Attention inside. Whether people tried to scam me (yes new scamming mafia from Afghanistan, India and what not) or pushing or whatever. I DID NOT CARE. I kept focusing on the sensation, raising energy via the cycles and staying with attention on sahasrara while extending it on the sensation in the body. 

First day I drank coffee and such, huge mistake, toilets are a no no there.

Next I heard if you drink zamzam water, never you have to leave for restroom. True. 

So I kept circling doing the prayer of mama e Ibrahim, which importance I explained in the very first post about Mecca-Medina. 

During one of the last circumbulation, I was so much into this state of Presence. 

And then I saw a man curly haur in white ihram stopped and looking at me in the crowd of tawwaf.

Rassoul Allah saw was doing his tawaf in his time with Allah ko Hazir (All Present) n Nazir (All Seeing) jan ke. And in his circumbulation, he halted and saw me. While in my time and while doing my own circumbulation, I saw him.. Like mirroring dimension? Rather crossing of dimension planes? 

And i was doing also tawaf in my time Allah konjazar n nazar jan ke. 

One witness two different times

One pure awareness 

So he (saw) can see through my time and me through his.

By this siffat, i.e. attribute of Presence, we were both hazir and nazir, ie present and seen the One Only Moment that is the Awareness where all the space and time happen at once. Mind blowing. And why won't Awareness be mind blowing? It has all in the Palm of Its Hand. All of the moment, as long as you keep the end of the deal, take care of your attention. Be Watchful, Vigil-ant, hence the tahajud, the Vigil Prayer.

And then i saw him again while doing mylast two nafl after tawwaf at maqam-e- ibrahim and he (saw) was doing the nasal with me on my left hand side.

And in front of Kaaba in my vision, I could see the line of light from Ibrahim down to all prophet light down to Muhammad (saw) and to me, as same light, witness line. 

Because The Spirit is One, Light is One, and that is the inheritance to all of us. This is why the prophet has been sent to all of humanity. It is the final chapter for all the prophets sent at all time to each of their people and now bottlenecked and tied back to each heart connecting to this one and only light within, without through times, with vehicle being our own body and means our attention. So precious.

My stay was amazing. Every day Kaaba, every day 5/6 hours of walking meditation, of just keeping attention purely on one goal pure witness. I can say muslim practice, places of worship, community, ramadan, where I had care for nothing except drink zamzam eat very little once and here I go., everything was set up formidably. Simple life. Just remove what is between you and Spirit, remove the I and your light shine. 

Muslims, Islam provides best vessel with correct space for intensity during this month and place. My meditation enhanced 10,000 times. Now challenge is to maintain it once back in the normal world. 

Mecca Medina - part 1

I was honoured to be the guest of "Ar Rahman". In Medina and Mecca during Ramadan.

I was sure, upon arrival this time no challenge, I know the places and customs etc. 

Oh God, how wrong I was. It was challenging all the way through and very very very intense. 

I went through an intense training. And it bore fruits.

First, I cannot recount all of my 'bad' experiences. However, I can say my hate and anger were at their peak. People thinking they were at some fish markets, French Algerian, morrocan. God forbid. Others thinking they were doing a favour to God by being there. Ticking off the box. And no whatsoever respect for the other guests of God. Me, me, me. 

Yet, I was seeing all their defaults, because my sight was clear. But I was blind to myself. As Jesus says, you see the straw in the others' eye but not the pillar in yours. Meaning? 

People take it as self beating, ie instead of finding faults in others

find faults in you. lol. No, it means, the biggest fault is your attention misplaced, that is the pillar in your eye. I was seeing them as ego not as spirit within. And trust me, I was the one in the wrong. Hence, I could clearly feel the right vishuddhi and left heart off. Morning all good, end of day all wrong. 

Then, I tried next day to tone it down. But it was like underground hiding of same emotions. Still not cleared. May be a week like this. And I realised I need to keep pushing on my attention being in the right place. ON THE SPIRIT.

Only then, I can see the spirit in the others.

Being in the place where Noor, blessings of God is showered all around you

and being off, is very very unblessed. Let me tell you why, 

during ramadan and these places, the reward of any action is multiplied by 10,000. 

i.e. good but also bad. 

And I am not there to shoot myself in the foot, but there to see where I need to correct my attention, so that I get my meditation, purification and sadana enhanced towards enlightenment. 

So my only concern was HOW. 

Challenge nr 1, so crowded, next to impossible to meditate. For that you need to sit down. However, after the obligatory prayer, you are pressed to leave the place. And while in the past I never understood, this behaviour as it wasn't done in kindness but very rudely. 

I understood it is for care of movement of crowd. Do not oppose the flow. Just go with it.

also, the way they do it, they do not focus on well being of pilgrims as individuals but as collective so no obstruction create accidents. this being said very much room for improvement for the comm and the manners there from the locals. However, they managed grandly more than 2.5 millions of people daily in Mecca. So hats off. 

However, understand it is not about their ego, overgrown egos like mushroom with no chances of salvation except by grace of God. Only Grace can save, categorically. While praying taraweeh, I saw the Kaaba in front of me, sinking down the soil, till her roof could not be seen. 

I connected by then with Her consciousness. People come, some push as a group just to go and touch the stone, while they are not at all seeing old and fragile people or the neighbours they are crushing. Told you, the attitude is blind, I am sinless now that I touched the stone, what a lucky man and woman I am. I don't care that I crushed others in my way, in truth I am willing to crush them, as it is the way to victory to tick the box. 

And please don't bother with the sins multiplied by 10,000. They are leaving Mecca with a great loss. But they are happy in their ignorance of having being so selfish. As long as they are happy.

That's what I observed. 

On the opposite, others were using their left channel, to cry, pray and beg God but also full of hope and connecting and surely God knows better they get what they want/desire.

However, the Kaaba sank. The Kaaba represents the divine feminine. That is why Mother Mary's fresco was left in it after Mecca victory by the prophet Muhammad and all other idols removed.

The stone represent the coccyx, the Ka. Ka energy of Kundalini and Ba the Spirit, the Pure Awareness. 

God's Power (Divine Feminine) and Pure Awareness (Divine Masculine). 

This pilgrimage is the one done in yourself, first as intention so that the place provides you the Power created by the community to balance these two so that you may get self realisation and enlightenment. 

However, the Kaaba sank, under people sins, weight, taking taking and then misusing energy once back in their life. Where is the pay back?

Your attention. What you receive in your cup, pour it back to your Inner Self. 

But who would tell them?

There is an article by imam Jaffar as sadiq that is the grand grand son of the prophet Muhammad (saw) and he was on the astral place when I was in Medina visit the prophet place. Happy to have had his blessings. 

Here is what he said in some narrative:

'The story is usually summarized like this (paraphrased, not verbatim):

A man came to Imam al‑Ṣādiq (as) saying he had performed Hajj. The Imam asked him a series of questions: When you put on iḥrām, did you intend to detach from worldly desires? When you stood at ʿArafāt, did you witness the truth of God? When you circumambulated the Kaʿbah, did you intend to circle the throne of God with a pure heart?

After several such questions, the man said: “No.”

The Imam replied: “Then you have not performed Hajj.”

This narration is used by scholars to teach that the inner intention determines the spiritual validity, even when the outward ritual is complete. ' End of quote.