The Real enemy

you know
what i felt today
watching documentaries
about art and cinematography?

why all of sudden
i found it beautiful?

because the artists
were there
present
EXPRESSING their self

this expression of self
is that which is alive
when you try to portrait yourself
to try to manifest it to see your self

is like you are blind
and you NEED art
to SEE yourself

only through expression of self
you can do this

see yourself
and the others

in a way..

YET
what is terrorism?

is to create fear
is to occupy space
and fill it with it

if your space is filled with fear
where is your freedom
to express yourself?
your art?
your talent?
your skills?
your beauty?
your try to SEE yourself
through your art?
and through the others?

this filling up of space
is what matters
how you let your space being filled?

by fear?
or by trying to know who you are?

so more than the terrorists
who are the trigger of that fear
the real enemy is your fear

do not let yourself
fall into fear
cause once you do
you stop shining
you stop being yourself
you stop being free...

Paris - Saved by his mobile phone

source : https://fr.news.yahoo.com/attentats-%C3%A0-paris-l-effrayant-145900227.html?vp=1


The witness has also been a victim
and was safed by his cell phone, and jacket and shoes..

as they shielded him from the explosion
done by the kamikaze
while he was queuing up at the entrance
of the football stadium

it is basically what he said in French.

now if you look at the video
you see the piled up
emotion

and this feeling in the throat
when you are on the verge of crying

that's too much
indeed.

yesterday
someone in central paris
just sat down on a piano
outside in the main place
near République

and started to play
some piece of John Lennon

once he finished
he said
basically
"this is a message
for all of us to know
we can stick and live together
and look ridiculous"


then he stood up
and went his way.

what he did
was formidable
he provided
to the crowd gathered here
a moment to let go

and above all
for himself
he let its way of expressing
the piano
be an outlet to his overloaded
emotional state.

in times like this
prayers and all ways
that resonates within you
know that they help you
and the others

for the people
who went through
traumatic situation
have loads in them
and they need to
let them go

and those who died
in such situation
need prayers
and everything
that can soothe them
and see the light to go

PARIS BLEEDING...

Tonight
Paris was under a series of attack
so far it is said 7 places have been targetted
along with the Stade of France
where bombs exploded
some says kamikazes..

It is a Great Shock
France is under a Great Shock

the first images i saw
the faces of the people
they looked so shocked
and with a blank look
all looking at the tv screen hanging in the Stade of France
with such a horrendous and shocking look

seeing them all
looking so
as a mass

and hearing the witnesses
even the male ones
on the verge of crying
when describing the death toll

it was very sorrowful
to realise
that those attacks hit parisians
and brought French people all into a Great Shock

the Emotion in their throat
at some point DOES end up showing itself
as an outburst..
in ALL interviews

it just shows
Hurt.

For the second time
in the History of France
France is in the State of Emergency
which is a pre war state

for sure
Life will never be the same

For this time
Nation as a whole
has been hit
in the heart

France Heart
is bleeding..

Personally
it shocks me
as to how
war can be exported
within a few days
from one continent to another..

these terrorists are crazy
but above all
inhuman

nothing remains in them
of humanity ...

The more i put attention
on the large scale killing
the more i feel the heart itself
sad
and i even feels the tears

on the heart
it feels like a soft hit of sadness

speaking only
for myself
so far
i have never
felt so touched

and again
what the heart is feeling
is what the parisian are feeling

a few weeks ago
i had seen in dream
angel Gabriel
and i saw him being split
i saw his body being split in two..

Spirit said
this means the Great War
will come..

i could not envision
that it could be so real
i only thought it was the war over there
which would worsen at worse
but no
is a war that will enter
into every people's mind and become
parts of its life

how can one after such a shock
remains in old life patterns?

as i was writing this post
i felt progressively
a new waft of scent
and now is persisting on the tip of my tongue

and now
i feel a great coolness on my heart
and i feel now
my whole left channel cool


it is what makes me feel better.

Kiss me

:) that's a sweet song,
for a sweet you! :x

from Sixpence None The Richer

"Kiss Me" is track #13 on the album Sixpence None The Richer. It was written by Slocum, Matthew Preston.

Kiss me out on the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me

Songwriters
SLOCUM, MATTHEW PRESTON

Published by
Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.

Read more: Six Pence None The Richer - Kiss Me Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Colored Lines Game for the brain

i discovered
a very interest stuff
about the functioning of the mind

i was playing this game
http://www.gamesforthebrain.com/game/colorlines/

and i could have played it many times in a row
would have been stucked at a low score of 100
when i had not my self realisation

but now
after a long while
i just played it
as a means to try the focus of my attention

and i can score in average over 300
with the upper range hitting around 400
and a record breaking score of 508

and this?
only within a week of trying it

and i can see my mind skill changing
while i am playing the game

how is it?
before i was not familiar with the frame of the game
once i became familiar
i could focus on the immediate right moves
hence a score averaging 150

but then i thought
where is the solution for a higher score?
for there must be a solution
a kind of move i see not
and see not REPEATEDLY
so i desired to see the little change i could do
in my thinking
that would impact my score significantly

so... after i could anticipate the computer move
by using the feeling
in the belly
like say how the computer will block the ways
and prevent me of making my line full
hence a score averaging 200

see?
incredible
how a LITTLE change of mind
can cause such a beneficial HUGE improvement?

then i could have a more expanded vision
of those moves i used to neglect
in the habit of my playing
is like i could feel the color ball
that i was neglecting in my next move
as a habit
hence a score averaging 250

and the extra 200
is just about being able to stay constantly focused
and doing all of the above
without relapsing into some daze

for now by contrast
when i used to score 100
i can see my past state of mind
it was just doing a move
and then staying still
like in a daze/asleep
and then wake up for the next move

so it remained off/passive
while now it can remain on/active
more focused over a longer period of time

so imagine
the game is just a measure of your mind
if you can have that kind of healthy mind
applied to your area of interest
you can bet you would perform better

plus i realised with this game
you just learn to move colored balls
in ways you would have never thought before
and it impacts your life as well
as you "naturally" make more creative new move
that you would have never done before

why?
because you KNOW
you have to change to find some solution
for why changing winning ways?

this is why mostly pain
brings change
not really happiness
happiness move us not to search for more
again, why would it?
for what changing winning ways?

for don't forget
your mind is a tool
if you use it well for one thing
it is the same tool that will serve you
when you use it for something more special
and that you love in your life

this is why one should
never neglect the present
and appreciate even
and especially the very insignificant stuff
we do daily
as much as a game

for the future exists not
only the present
if you value it to your maximum of ability
you can bet that your future would be the best potential ever possible
because of the care you gave to the present

so never scorn anyone
who is in your surrounding
in your very present moment
don't make comparison among people
about who is more interesting for your "future" socialisation
cause the future as such exists not

but look at everyone around you
and try your best to appreciate all of them
for each of them are there to teach you something
some lesson for you to create a future that you would love to live in

this is the real meaning of unconditional love
is to love your present
to everything that is in your present

if you happen to dislike and hate
some aspect of it
then try to let them go
so that you may allow yourself
to have a more expanded vision
and know how to move ahead in advance
then you become a winner!