Angel Israfil

yesterday or so
i saw the angel israfil
flying towards me
it was sent by God

and i felt a little afraid
because in my mind it was associated with death
guess i was mixing him up with the angel of death

and right after a few seconds
it was preceded by another angel
and i felt very happy and honored
to see this other one
because it was full of light and i felt joy


yes the angel israfil is the angel of day of judgement
one of the four angel bearing the throne of God

Women state

a few days ago i dreamt of shri mataji
i was walking along a corridor with her

it was the corridor of a prison
and she stopped at the doors
and open the small window in them

to see in the room
the state of majority of women

i was seeing it through Her eyes
and most women state was very dirty
poor and lacking hygiene
and very sad
as it can be in a middle age like prison

actually
it was their inner state
the jail being their thoughts

Grave digging and our true nature

dream are strange stuff
they can you make understand
deep stuff
using casual "signboard"

like there

saw myself in a boat
sitting at the edge of it

then digging up a grave
in it a woman dead due to some infection


at times the dream are
very close to the one who watches it
but not to the reader









in it it meant clearly :

when we get so identifid with this body
that we remember not
our divine nature
this body identification
calcify us /
or this false knowledge infest us so much
by a wrong identification
that we die of it

like by a poison.

ps :
i read it somewhere
saints became mortal
when they thought their body were made of clay

i found this statement wonderful
as in one statement it shows
how initial divine nature when it chooses
to believe in one identification
leads us to conform to its law
and thus die

Eclipse and gate keeper

i dreamt
there was an eclipse
and a puja
i came at the end of it

people were in disorder
and it was a bit of untidy place

i found three blessed bouquets offered to shri mataji
but thrown like this and forgotten
so i took them

and i met a guy
in real life no one hardly talked to
even mock him

i was told such people
to whom people rarely talked to
are very special

i guess people are not open enough
to benefit from them

and he said to me
in the us is different from france
as there he could be himself plainly

and i told him
is because he already has all he is in him
only there circumstances were favorable
for him to open up and be
(you see like a flower
you already are
but you can open up only there
as right circumstances are gathered)

so here in france
he could not feel himself as worthy
so i told him he is already the same
just circumstances allow him not
to show it and live it

i guess human being needs the right time and place
thus circumstances to discover themself
and blossom as such
we lack nothing really

yea
on my way out
i met a sort of monkey
that i took on my lap
but it happened to be an egyptian son
of a huge statue with a face of horse
it was horus

i was told he is a demi god
a gatekeeper
the protector of innocence
he protects the astral entry

and thus as the us guy told me
he feels better since he got the right circumstances
as for me he meant is a a sign of my new life beginning
which will be way better

true now i remember an eclipse is the sign of change


also i understood
i got access in dream
to the consciousness plane

lol it means i can see what is going on
different level of worlds (of consciousness)
sporadically

rabb il alamin
i guess i understand more
this word
the lord and provider of worlds (of consciousness)

Seeing myself in the other

as i was talking about the last post of mine
i better understood the feeling of seeing myself in the other

actually
it was like, i, namely the mind of mine
which was in my own body
was witnessing

myself in the other,
as if it was my face and smile in the other

so in brief
it was like my in-body mind
witnessing
my out of body inner face
in the other