Eclipse and gate keeper

i dreamt
there was an eclipse
and a puja
i came at the end of it

people were in disorder
and it was a bit of untidy place

i found three blessed bouquets offered to shri mataji
but thrown like this and forgotten
so i took them

and i met a guy
in real life no one hardly talked to
even mock him

i was told such people
to whom people rarely talked to
are very special

i guess people are not open enough
to benefit from them

and he said to me
in the us is different from france
as there he could be himself plainly

and i told him
is because he already has all he is in him
only there circumstances were favorable
for him to open up and be
(you see like a flower
you already are
but you can open up only there
as right circumstances are gathered)

so here in france
he could not feel himself as worthy
so i told him he is already the same
just circumstances allow him not
to show it and live it

i guess human being needs the right time and place
thus circumstances to discover themself
and blossom as such
we lack nothing really

yea
on my way out
i met a sort of monkey
that i took on my lap
but it happened to be an egyptian son
of a huge statue with a face of horse
it was horus

i was told he is a demi god
a gatekeeper
the protector of innocence
he protects the astral entry

and thus as the us guy told me
he feels better since he got the right circumstances
as for me he meant is a a sign of my new life beginning
which will be way better

true now i remember an eclipse is the sign of change


also i understood
i got access in dream
to the consciousness plane

lol it means i can see what is going on
different level of worlds (of consciousness)
sporadically

rabb il alamin
i guess i understand more
this word
the lord and provider of worlds (of consciousness)

Seeing myself in the other

as i was talking about the last post of mine
i better understood the feeling of seeing myself in the other

actually
it was like, i, namely the mind of mine
which was in my own body
was witnessing

myself in the other,
as if it was my face and smile in the other

so in brief
it was like my in-body mind
witnessing
my out of body inner face
in the other

Keenly watching you - Ar Raqib The Observer

There is an amazing thing
i happened to talk to another yogi
and when he put his elbow on the table
and hold his face with his hands

and watched me
and smiled

i got an internal HIT
for i SWEAR i thought it was ME!

on the spot i just had this feeling
it is funny is me

but later when i reviewed it
i was SURE it was me

and that i was smiling at myself...

and when i mentioned it to a friend
i had goosebumps
and really i felt a HUGE fear
not a negative fear
but an awesome fear

this awesome fear
i found it
it came from where

it is because God Presence
Spirit Presence is FULL FORCE
STRONG and HEAVILY ANCHORED and PRESENT and WATCHING YOU

that is awesome
yes in awe

and i know why the word fear came in
because the mind life is nothing
compared to this VERY Force

had i had this experience
if i were not a believer
i would have been in horror

i know why

because when the mind
has never seen His OWN LIGHT of spirit within
the ego that is to die is afraid

but an enlightened mind to some degree
can recognise it
and the seeing of Itself in the Other
will be really lovely

so first i felt it lovely, no cute rather and funny
it is me
and then when i recalled the event
and tried to see why it HIT me so clearly that it is me
it was like trying to peel an onion
and after i peeled off the physical form
lol
i felt the AWE of the Forceful Presence

soooooooooo beautiful
i am just happy :)

lol even here i can see sun rays coming out of my screen :)

ah!
is so great
i LOVE that presence

there is no word
it was ME

and i was afraid of ME :)
well if i try to go to the core of it
i can't
hence i know it is not peelable lol
more than the form of the physical person

if i try to peel it more
in my mind
i just have goosebumps lol
like an ever watching presence
which can't be disturbed, faked, tricked in removing his gaze off me

is like
whatever play you enter in life
you think God get his attention in the play? lol
He never does
His Attention is Ever on You

Keenly smiling knowingly at you and again i say it
with unmovable, unshakeable presence.

"Happy"

[Verse 1:]
It might seem crazy what I'm about to say
Sunshine she's here, you can take a break
I'm a hot air balloon that could go to space
With the air, like I don't care baby by the way

{Uh}

[Chorus:]
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like that's what you wanna do

[Verse 2:]
Here come bad news talking this and that, yeah,
Well, give me all you got, and don't hold it back, yeah,
Well, I should probably warn you I'll be just fine, yeah,
No offense to you, don't waste your time
Here's why

[Chorus]

{Hey
Go
Uh}

[Bridge:]
(Happy)
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
My level's too high
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
I said (let me tell you now)
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
My level's too high
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
I said

[Chorus x2]

{Hey
Go
Uh}

(Happy) [repeats]
Bring me down... can't nothing...
Bring me down... my level's too high...
Bring me down... can't nothing...
Bring me down, I said (let me tell you now)

[Chorus x2]

{Hey
C'mon}

Thanks to Afza, Jacob Perry, Ciara, Susan Hubbart, curtis nash, Todd for correcting these lyrics.

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